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Metaphysical Elements In Writing – Intro

Hello, SE’ers! It’s the beginning of a new year and the start of a new series. I hope your year has started off strong with abundant inspiration! I …
Metaphysical Elements In Writing – Intro
The first time I heard about a snow leopard was when I read about them in Zoobooks. I got the whole set of those magazines. I can’t remember if they had their own issue or it was one for big cats. All I remember is that they were said to have the greatest long jump of the big cats. Not sure why that stuck with me for years before I bothered to learn more about them.
Snow leopards are considered vulnerable with there being 4,000-6,500 left in the wild according to the WWF. As you can expect, they are poached for their beautiful furs, which look better on them than people. Human activity and climate change is fracturing their habitat as well. This puts them into conflict with humans and can result in retaliatory killings. This is when a snow leopard hunts a farmer’s livestock and is hunted down in response. Humans who do this live in very rural areas, so they only know that a predator is threatening their livelihood.
Education is a big part of protecting the snow leopards here. Groups have set up pens and protection for livestock in areas that have snow leopards. While doing this, they try to educate the locals about ways to stop the snow leopards without killing. This goes alongside breeding and monitoring programs, but the species is still declining due to climate change and dwindling prey numbers. So, they still have a really big uphill battle even after retaliatory killing and poaching is severely reduced.
So, what are some snow leopard facts?
Let’s get to some the pictures and videos of these amazing animals. Found all pictures in a Google Image Search.

For anyone who paid attention last Saturday, I haven’t been feeling great. Nothing contagious that means I need to stay home. For a little over a month, I haven’t been sleeping well and keep waking up around 2 AM having panic attacks. The stress has been high and life keeps battering me. So, I’m struggling to get myself back to being a functional human. Definitely a long path.
This week was rough because it’s the one before midterms. So, my son has had a ton of work on top of various doctor appointments. Work has been busy whenever I’m not with life skills. Juggling all this while trying to heal has been brutal. It’s forced me to go to bed around 9:30 with the help of Zzzquil, which has been a godsend. I still wake up around 2 AM, but I’m getting more sleep since I go to bed earlier. I got an herbal calming pill from Amazon after some research, which I’m trying to add into the routine. It makes me drowsy, so morning hasn’t worked out. Zzzquil is at night, which means I don’t need the pill. I might just take it when needed and eventually move on to Magnesium supplements because my cortisol levels are probably high. The anxiety is only really bad in the morning, so I’m leaning towards that theory.
Due to appointments, fatigue, and my son having his Winter Concert (he did great), I didn’t get to touch Darwin & the Demon Game until last night. Didn’t get to set up any April blog posts either. I’m hoping this weekend lets me finally get across the 1/3 mark on the book. I’m two chapter sections away from that goal and I’m feeling like I have energy. For some reason, writing takes a lot out of me, which might be because I get excited during action scenes and that ups my stress levels. I’m feeling like a talentless hack too, so that isn’t helping me. Another reason I’m not rushing to find a cover artist since I’m trying to get over that hump.
Last weekend was pretty wild too. My son had another Bar Mitzvah to attend, which meant Saturday morning trip to the Synagogue. I always feel uncomfortable because I haven’t really gone to services since I was a teenager. Still, we made it through and then got home to do homework. The party was the next day, which was a source of stress. My son was going and I wasn’t, so he was nervous. Last time, he only made it 1.5 hours, so we had to create a system to help him relax. That meant I spent the afternoon texting or waiting for messages, so no writing. He made it to the end though. Hopefully, it’s a sign that he can make it through the next party with more ease.
I wish I had more to talk about, but life is pretty routine and busy. I tried to get extra sleep today after dropping my car off, which is why I’m doing this now. If I can get the next book section done before lunch then it’ll be a good step. That’s really it for the weekend since family is coming over again. Darwin & the Demon Game might be something that I won’t finish until right before the summer. Oh yeah . . .
Summer is looking like it’s going to be a challenge. I’m aiming to be working at my school’s summer session. Unfortunately, my son has aged out of all affordable summer camps. We’re trying to find something for him, but it might be him staying at home with my parents. That’s going to be a problem since I don’t want him playing video games all day. He won’t if I make a deal with him, but I want him to have some experiences this summer. This has been one of the bigger sources of stress this week and even thinking about it now is making me dizzy.
Next week shouldn’t be too bad. Monday is a regular day with a really late appointment, but the rest of the week is midterms. My workdays will be easier to handle and my son doesn’t look like he has any big tests after Tuesday. That means we can rest up and relax in the evening instead of rushing around. I promised him a low key weekend next week with Pokemon Legends: Arceus and maybe a streaming movie. Both of us want some quiet days with no homework and errands. If the weather is good, we’ll take a small walk at the park and chat a bit. Gotta get some fresh air. Big dreams here, but I’m still trying to revive my energy.
I did start a new TV show, which is another anime. It’s a magical romance/comedy thing called ‘Fruits Basket’. I watched an older version back in college, which my female friends enjoyed. Saw a new and longer version on Funimation, so I’m giving it a try. Not that bad since it has interesting characters. It’s about a girl who makes friends with a family whose members are cursed to turn into animals of the Chinese zodiac if they are hugged by a member of the opposite sex. They don’t change as much as I imagined, so it’s really about their lives, relationships, and past. A relaxing series to watch even though it’s not my usual interest. Helps keep me calm as I let the Zzzquil kick in and start falling asleep too, so it might be helping.
Goals of the week:

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Wednesday Addams
(This is based on a real event. I got really sick and had trouble sleeping because it felt like I was being suffocating by mucous. Kept jolting awake to handle it, which was ignored by other people. It left me tired and annoyed that I was suffering and nobody was trying to console or help me. Believe I spent the night sitting in the bathroom because I couldn’t stand the dark and I routinely had to spit up the gunk. To further explain, it was a combo of extreme pollen allergies and an upper respiratory infection. It’s why certain shades of green make me anxious.)
I wake up gasping
Feeling cement within my throat
A gurgling noise
Escapes my mouth
The only sound I make
I thrash upon the bed
Scrambling in panic
I force myself to cough
In hopes of catching breathe
Goo dislodges within my lungs
Then sticks within my throat
Making death come nearer
And through it all
You sleep next to me
Ignorant in your dreams
As I struggle to keep living

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