Goal Post: Trip, Work Return, and Mayhem

The first few days of this week was a trip to the Finger Lakes, which went well.  Saturday was a drive up and we made it with good timing.  Sunday was a day at the Strong Museum of Play, which was really us on the second floor enjoying the video game areas.  Monday was a walk through wetlands and then resting in the room.  My son worked on his art while I fiddled with Coven of the Gray.  I forgot an important page for Darwin & the Deadland Queen, so I couldn’t work on that.  Either way, it was relaxing and had a fun time hanging out with my son.

Unfortunately, the lower stress levels didn’t last.  The ride home was rough, but a bigger challenge was getting back in time for my son to have dinner AND make a virtual appointment.  It didn’t feel like it would be a problem, but I hit traffic at various points as well as Waze giving me issues.  Had a few other situations that required us having to find a rest stop quickly.  I made it back with thirty minutes to spare though, but I was exhausted by the time I got home.

Another situation popped up that made me upset.  I can’t go into details on it, but I really am getting frustrated.  I understand that sacrifices need to be made, but it wears on me when I feel like I’m the only one being asked to do so.  Not to mention decisions being made without talking to me in the first place.  This issue continued for a while and I did agree to do what was asked of me.  Of course, something else happened because part of the first decision resulted in me basically stepping out of another situation where I was apparently the only one stopping it from collapsing.  You know, people should really stop putting me in cornerstone positions while also sidelining me.  That really doesn’t work out unless I stretch myself thin.

Anyway, work started on Wednesday too.  It was teachers only for two days, so I got my new schedule.  It’s the same as last year with a 9:10 break and a 1:30 lunch.  I’m going to try really hard to stay away from the vending machine.  Need to bring my own water, but I do wish I could figure out a way to refill it and keep it cold.  Reusable ice cubes won’t last in my lunch bag all day.  That’s probably a minor issue with everything else on my plate this school year.  All of our kids go to work sites, so it’s going to be a busy, exciting, and slightly scary time.  This is on top of my own son stepping into high school as a senior and setting his sights on college.

I did try to work on Darwin & the Deadland Queen when I had a moment.  Think it was Thursday evening, but I couldn’t get the section done.  It was a challenge to get things started because I had a nonverbal character and it was supposed to be a game of ‘cat and mouse’.  The situation wasn’t kicking off right because of how this character acts, so I had to do a small job to just after the incident started.  I forgot this takes place in plains instead of a forest too, so the ‘hunting’ tactics I imagined had to get tossed.  A lot of writing a sentence or two then sitting back to think.  Made it maybe a page before I had to go to bed, but I stopped right before it got exciting.  I’ll be happy if this can make it over 3 pages since I just need the action to last long enough to make sense for another character to appear and finish everything.  That’s going to be my goal for today.  If I’m lucky, I’ll get to write the last two sections of chapter 5 tomorrow.  One is a talker and the finale is a chase scene with Darwin, so it should be okay.  Doesn’t help that the notes keep mentioning a wagon that I destroyed two chapters back . . . Oops.

The rest of the week will be getting back into work with students there, my son going back to school, and a court date.  Needless to say, I’m going to be exhausted fairly quickly.  The following weekend has a big Pokémon event, but not one that I feel inclined to spend the entire day at.  Probably just the morning, go get lunch, and go home to write with a possible return near the end.  Chapter 6 is another 4-parter, so I doubt I could finish it this week.  I need to start thinking of posts for November too since my blog is set up only through October.  Anybody know of some good author/life topics?

Let’s set the goals and then post a few Finger Lakes pictures:

  1. Write more of Darwin & the Deadland Queen.
  2. Get back into the work mindset and clothing.
  3. Court.
  4. Help son get ready for work.
  5. Make art supply list for Halloween costume.  Need leather needles and thread or whatever.
  6. Tinker with Coven of the Gray.
  7. Pokémon for fresh air and exercise.
  8. Grocery shopping for things I can bring for lunch.  Yogurt mostly.  My lunch is too late in the day for salads to make it, so it’s usually yogurt and Nutella sandwich.  Joy.
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What Drives Your Heroes?

(Originally posted on January 11, 2016.)

Hero Quote

In The Mercenary PrinceDelvin Cunningham goes on his adventure to prove to himself that he has what it takes to be a champion.  Luke Callindor starts his adventure to prove he deserves his famous surname.  Nyx has been raised to save the world while Fizzle is more interested in protecting his friends.  Sari has become a hero out of fear of being left behind by her remaining loved ones, Timoran Wrath is honor bound to stand by the others, and Dariana knows no other path.  All of these characters hold the role of protagonist in Legends of Windemere, but the all have different reasons.  Many times these reasons change as a story progresses.

Looking over the reasoning, I think there’s always a level of selfishness within a hero’s inspiration.  He or she either do it for themselves or do it because they feel like they can’t trust anyone else to do it.  This might not be as bad as it sounds since things are never as black and white as we’d like to think.  Yes, it’d be easier if a hero was truly good and that was the end of it.  That tends to be boring too.  As much as people want the boy scout in real life, it seems we don’t really like them in fiction.  We also tend to distrust them in real life because ‘nobody can be THAT good’.  Supposedly.

So an author has to really think about what to do as far as why the character is a hero . . . or not.  To be honest, some characters simply fall into their role as you write.  For example, Luke and Nyx were planned.  Timoran and Delvin kind of just happened as I outlined along.  The point still stands that there are different reasons for different heroes, which one should consider in the case of an ensemble cast.  It has to be natural too and not forced because that can simply ruin a character.

So, what drives your heroes?

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Poetry Day: The Toilers

Boromir telling the truth

(Yeah . . . I want to change the title of this poem, but I find the potential accident too funny.)

In weather sweet or sour

They are found at work

Sweating in the fields

Or wasting in the cube

They push to carry on

Exhausting mind and body

With a spirit barely held

They labor through the yawns

Forgetting broken dreams

That will always haunt their sleep

A longing eye looks out

Briefly to the world beyond

They wish to stop their work

If even for a moment

To enjoy what little time they have

Before they die in vain

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Why Do I Usually Have Good Defeat Evil?

(Originally posted on January 20, 2016. Still holds for me.)

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Now, I’d like to say that ‘win’ does not always equal ‘survive’.  Heroes can be victorious and die.  This part is really a clarification of my own stance and I’m also not entirely sure where to go with this because the above quote sums it up perfectly.

It wasn’t only recently that I heard someone say that they have shows, movies, and books where they good guys win.  They claimed that it’s unrealistic that good triumphs over evil, which is rather telling about the speaker.  I mean, you have a person who accepts that bad guys will usually win.  They want fiction to reveal this and the series that they’re into reflect this thought.  I’m talking about a person who cheers when a good person dies in Game of Thrones or The Walking Dead.  In fact, I watched a series called Defiance and the last season seemed to go full-on GoT.  Many people said it was how a show should be made because it was dark and gritty like life.  I wasn’t one of this people.

Call me naive, innocent, blind, or whatever insult you have in mind.  The truth is that I don’t like having bad guys win unless there’s another story coming where they fail.  So far, I’ve only had evil triumph in Catalysts and Raven’s Hold, which are my attempts at horror.  Note how often I go back to those.  The thing is that I see bad guys winning as a twist ending that has lost it’s use.  It makes the rest of the story rather moot since you’re typically following the hero.  All the work and trials the protagonist went through were for nothing.  In a way, I feel like I was made to waste my time because the world I was invested in has either remained the same or plunged into darkness.  I’ll go back if it looks like a new hero has arisen, but there will be some distance.

good-triumphs-over-evil-quotes-1Here’s the thing with me and the whole ‘good vs evil’ shtick.  I tend to think we do live in a rough world where those of darker natures win over those who are good.  We’re constantly bombared by sensational headlines and reasons to be afraid of the world.  Even at smaller scales, I’ve heard of people getting success by backstabbing and kissing ass while a hard-working employee is locked in their position.  Heck, I was even told once that to rise up the ranks, I couldn’t be nice.  This left a sour taste in my mouth because negativity begets negativity.  I know it’s weird coming from a guy who gets angry or depressed a lot, but that’s another reason I do what I do.  My stories give me hope and allow me a bit of positive energy.

That’s the big reason I have my heroes win.  I put them through hell and break them at several points, but I like to see them find new reserves of strength.  A hero who quits after a setback isn’t one worth following, especially since their story is probably over.  Besides, why should I add to the negativity and cynicism that seems to be running rampant today?  I hate feeling this way, so I wouldn’t want to make someone else come away from my stories thinking that good will always lose.

Do I think it’s wrong to have evil win?  No because it’s a personal choice.  It’s simply not the one I make and there are days I feel like I have to defend my decision to stand on the side of good.  Not only that, but that’s where the stories and Windemere as a whole tends to go.  Bedlam too in a way because that’s about surviving and retaining your humanity in a harsh world.

Anyway, I leave you with this:

 

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Teaser Tuesday: Mystery Knight

Cover Art by Alison Hunt

Here’s part of a fight scene in War of Nytefall: Eradication.  This was a secret debut for a future character.  Funny thing is that I kind of forgot about this when I wrote the book the hunter fully appeared in.  I had to go back and tinker with a bit to show this was the same person.  Then again, he wasn’t fully powered to his monstrous self by this point.

Continue reading

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Windemere Governments: Darkmill

(Originally posted on December 19, 2014.  Only covers Legends of Windemere for a bit, but it was still interesting.)

City in Narnia

City in Narnia

This location has yet to be visited in the books, but it has been mentioned.  Ruled by Queen Ionia, Darkmill is a City of Magic and the Eastern Sister City.  By City of Magic, I mean it is created from the aura of its ruler.  A powerful caster uses his or her aura to create the city and it remains in existence as long as that person is alive.  Once they die, all of the buildings and other structures vanish until a new ruler claims the crown and builds a new city.  This typically has a new name too, so cartographers are not fans of this city system.

Darkmill isn’t really about the laws since those remain the same throughout the incarnations unless the new ruler changes a few things.  In fact, Darkmill tends to be the most independent of the Serabian cities.  Many people forget that it is even part of the kingdom since it has a Queen and tends to stay out of the main politics of the region.  The laws of Darkmill are kept in a magical tome that always survives the loss of a leader and has the name of the city inscribed on the cover.  The knowledge within is immediately revealed to the new ruler through the enchanted crown, so there is very little issue with the transition.

Now, you might be wondering why such a city is under the Serabian Kingdom instead of working on its own.  Well, that’s because of the nature of the city.  A new ruler is not always an automatic thing for Darkmill and there have been times where a year or two will pass before the appearance of a caster worthy of the crown.  Not every caster can do this since it takes a lot of power, so a system is in place to protect the citizens.  There are only 50,000 people in this big city because of the risk of losing your home.  To help these people, Darkmill has an agreement with Gods’ Voice and they have created a fund to house the homeless citizens around the kingdom.  This money is collected as part of the taxes from Darkmill and builds up over time.

For anyone wondering, there are ways to rebuild and alter the buildings created from the caster’s aura.  Natural products are used to make the changes and they are ‘absorbed’ into the aura section.  One could say that they bond and take some of the pressure off the ruling caster.  These parts vanish along with the original, which tends to leave only personal belongings.

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The Most Trafficked Animal: Pangolins

(Originally posted long ago on ‘World Pangolin Day’.  I feel like people need to remember they exist considering how much poachers love them.  Really hope they can be saved.)

I find these animals fascinating.  Never knew about them until my son started watching ‘The Wild Kratts’ when he was around 4.  I mean, I knew there were armored anteaters out there, but I didn’t know much more than that.  So, I had to make a post about the pangolin even if it’s a day late.  I mean, they’re on my list of animals to post about anyway.  I promise the orangutans will be here in 2 weeks.

Pangolins are the most illegally trafficked animal in the world.  For example, in 2019 it was found that 1,000,000 pangolins were trafficked over a 10-year period.  That’s one trafficked pangolin every 3 minutes.  That’s insane.

Also, keep in mind that trafficking is the only reason they’re endangered.  They’re not suffering from a plague, losing their habitat, or being taken out by an overpopulation of predators.  Well, that last one is kind of true because humans are the predators.  Some countries believe pangolin meat is a delicacy and that their scale have medicinal properties.  While the USA doesn’t do that, we do have a demand for their skins to use for leather products.  Guess if it has scales, an American will try to make a boot, belt, and/or purse out of it.

Here’s a great site for more information:  SAVE PANGOLINS!

Now for pictures of the 8 species.  4 are found in Africa and 4 are found in Asia.  I couldn’t find population amounts, which worries me.  All pictures found in a Yahoo Image Search.

AFRICAN SPECIES: BLACK-BELLIED PANGOLIN (ALSO CALLED THE LONG-TAILED PANGOLIN)

AFRICAN SPECIES: WHITE-BELLIED PANGOLIN

AFRICAN SPECIES: GIANT GROUND PANGOLIN

AFRICAN SPECIES: TEMMINCK’S GROUND PANGOLIN

ASIAN SPECIES: INDIAN PANGOLIN

ASIAN SPECIES: PHILIPPINE PANGOLIN

ASIAN SPECIES: SUNDA PANGOLIN

ASIAN SPECIES: CHINESE PANGOLIN

There’s all 8.  Now for a cute video:

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Goal Post: My Only Week of Summer Break

This is the only full week I get between the summer session and the next school year.  You can only imagine all the fun and excitement I enjoyed.  So much relaxing, writing, and . . . If you’ve read my blog long enough, you know my luck doesn’t go that way.  Not when I stay home, so hopefully the father/son trip we’re doing for the next few days will help me regain some energy.

Now, I did make some progress with Darwin & the Deadland Queen. I finished chapter 4 and did the first section of chapter 5.  This required a bunch of stopping mid-chapter and coming back the next day, which I hate.  Part of me feels like the sections are terrible because of this, but I took an evening to look them over.  They aren’t really that bad.  I think one issue I’m having is that people aren’t hoarding information, so Darwin and his companions are able to get answers fairly quickly.  I tried a few times, but I couldn’t come up with any rational reason for people to be standoffish.  I think having a happy, friendly, kind character in the vicinity diffuses people enough that they want to help.  At this point, I think one of Darwin’s unsaid ‘powers’ is putting people at ease and making them want to help.  Up there with Clyde probably having low level telepathy and not noticing.

I’m bringing writing gear for the trip since my son wants to work on his art.  One day is a big outing to a museum while the other is a morning walk through a preserve then a relaxing afternoon.  Torn between trying to work on Darwin & the Deadland Queen or Coven of the Gray.  I’m bringing what I need for both.  Depends on how I’m feeling in the moment.  My goal to finish the first 1/3 of the novel before the school year starts isn’t going to happen, but I think I’m only going to miss it by 1 chapter section.  Maybe I’ll get lucky and I can finish chapter 5 during the 3 days I have between superintendent conference days and kids returning to school.

This all sounds positive, which is good.  Much of the chaos involved custody situations since the whole thing is in ‘flux’.  So, it isn’t easy for me to predict when I’ll have time to write and when I won’t.  Starting to figure out how to juggle everything though. I also had to get ready for school since I go back the day after we return from our trip.  That really just meant a haircut.  Throw car trouble into the mix, which I’m so glad got fixed before we had to leave.  Oh, there was also a major storm that resulted in flooded roads and coastal tornadoes.  I don’t live on the coast, but my son and I didn’t get out of the mall and home before the storm hit.  The weather app told me I had an hour more than I actually did, so it started as we stopped out into the open.  Clearly, we made it home, but one road had me worried because the water was really high due to clogged drains.

Really wasn’t much else to talk about and I’m not planning a ton for next week.  It’s mostly trip and week with only one day to rest.  Plus side is that there isn’t going to be much in the way of Pokemon events going on.  I still plan on going out once a day, but I won’t be pushing hard in the game.  Honestly, I’ve reached a point where I can pull back a bit.  I’m almost at the level 80, which is the highest one right now.  The only issue is that this has become my only exercise.  Might start adding 20-30 minutes of stationary bike into my day if possible.  Not sure if the 10,000+ steps a day AND biking 7-10 miles a day will help with weight loss.  Trying to cut down on what I eat and limiting junk food, but nothing is making a dent.  That’s a hurdle for down the road though.

Goals of the week:

  1. Enjoy father/son trip.
  2. Work on Darwin & the Deadland Queen.  (I wonder if that title works since his enemy is a King with the Queens being the primary enforcers.  Might have to rethink the title.  It was Queens first and then I dropped the ‘s’.  The story has changed since I made the title.  The problem is that ‘Deadland Queen’ sounds so much better than ‘Deadland King’.)
  3. Work on Coven of the Gray.
  4. Go back to work.
  5. Pokemon Go and biking for exercise.
  6. Lego time when I need a screen break.
  7. Watch ‘Ride or Die’ on Amazon Prime.  First episode was pretty good.
  8. Sleep well.
  9. Start thinking about November blog posts?
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Questions 3: The Dread of Editing

(Originally asked on January 21, 2016.  Probably have done it again since, but editing is always a fun topic to bring up.)

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Part of me thinks I already did a Questions 3 on editing, but I’m too lazy and tired to search for it.  Probably because I’ve been scrambling to edit this week.  Not easy to do when it’s so cold that I want to hibernate and the most comfortable position I can find is kneeling next to the bed.  Honestly, I’ve seen a lot of authors are in editing mode, so maybe this will be more fun than I realize.  Let’s move on to the questions.

  1. What is one piece of an advice you would give someone to make their editing easier?
  2. What is the most frustrating part of editing for you?
  3. Edit spelled backwards is Tide?  How would you say this is appropriate?

Answer for 3:  I feel like I should answer this to be fair since I’ve answered the other two several times over the years.  I think the backwards spelling is appropriate because you’re washing out the mistakes and stinky stuff from your manuscript.  Like how the tide going out will carry stuff away.  Then again, you could be left with a dead whale on the shore and that’s just upsetting.  (I also now realize there’s a detergent called Tide.  That works here as well.)

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Poetry Day: The Teamwork Drill

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(So, this is a poem depicting a scene in Beginning of a Hero.  It was one that kept evolving with giving more to secondary characters and leading up to Luke Callindor making a big mistake.  There’s some childish humor in it too, but I think it works given the setting.)

Divided in pairs
By the stern instructor
Forced to depend
On the skill of another
Teamwork
The crucial skill
Essential to survive in battle

 

The drill is simple
Two on two
An even match
Yet for some
The difficulty rises
When paired
With a rabid rival

 

He is fast
While she is strong
A perfect pairing
But neither one
Can stand the other
And their foes
Are their mirror image

 

It starts off foul
Arguing
And working alone
Tempers flair
When she uses him
As a blunt weapon
To smack the larger boy

 

Their teacher shouts
And threatens
Promises of labor
In the distant swamp
Filled with mire
And monsters
Feared by all the class

 

A change is sensed
They work together
Keeping the others
Off balance
Until the moment’s right
And they divide
To battle one on one

 

She wrestles with the big man
His massive strength|
Against her corded muscle
Both backed
By Giant’s blood
Pummeling each other
Like warring bears

 

Her ally has the girl
The princess of the class
She backs away
From his flurry of attacks
Stumbling like a fool
Yet mysteriously
Always out of reach

 

The big man cries
As his knee is buckled
His partner runs to help
Forgetting
Where she is
And that the fleet-footed boy
Is standing in her way

 

He reaches out
To grab her arm
Missing as she weaves
Yet his hand is full
Of her simple shirt
That tears away
And ends the day’s lesson

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