It’s Yom Kippur. That means no eating until sundown. Started last night too. Worst part is that Chinese restaurants are closed on Mondays and that’s the only place in walking distance. Going to be a rough one this year.

It’s Yom Kippur. That means no eating until sundown. Started last night too. Worst part is that Chinese restaurants are closed on Mondays and that’s the only place in walking distance. Going to be a rough one this year.


I read long ago that cheetahs are naturally skittish and prone to anxiety. They are the smallest of the big cats and live among lions, leopards, wild dogs, hyenas, and other predators. So, it isn’t surprising that they are under stress. It can be shocking to learn that they can remain calm with the help of a dog like many humans.
Tried to do research on this, but stories were iffy. Supposedly, a researched and biologist named Laurie Marker stumbled onto this. She was helping with cheetah breeding programs, so was raising cubs. She had one with no other cheetahs for it to be with, so she paired it up with her dog to make it comfortable. This apparently worked and the practice eventually became raising cheetah cubs with dogs. They would grow up to become close friends and the dog would be a comforting presence. It’s why you might see a dog chilling in a cheetah enclosure.
Now, it is preferable to have cheetah cubs grow up with other cheetahs. Yet, you have those with not littermates due to being abandoned or orphaned. So, it turns out that dogs make a good substitute. The breed has to be calm, so you commonly see Labradors, German shepherds, and maybe golden retrievers. Makes sense since you don’t want a hyper, loud dog around a skittish cat like a cheetah. Can’t have one that is much bigger too because that could probably come off as a predator. Then again, if they’re together since they were young, it could be fine.
I think this is very helpful since cheetahs are a big wildlife ambassador in conservation programs. They help teach people about nature and make them realize these animals are real. A dog being best friends with a cheetah can be another connection some humans make with them. It shows they have emotions, worries, and stresses that need to be considered just like us.
Here’s a video of such a relationship:
Well, I did finish chapter 5 of Darwin & the Deadland Queen. I managed to get it done on Sunday, which freed up my week. Was hoping to start chapter 6, but I couldn’t get the time. All I managed to do was go over the chapter outline and make the events run smoother. Got a different opening section and combined the original 1 and 2. Now things make more sense.
Another big event of the week was college planning, which really drove home the fact that my son is a senior. I’m not worried though. He has a plan and put parts of it into action already. My purpose is to get him signed up for various lists to help him get some scholarships, support his artistic path, and work on financial aide. There’s other stuff too, but those are outside of the college arena. I just hope this is easy with minimal or no bumps because everything else is crazy.
Started working on my son’s Halloween costume yesterday. The goal for this weekend is to do all of the sewing. If I can accomplish that then the next piece I have to make will be easy to get done at my leisure. This is why I’m not going to get any writing done this weekend unless I make amazing progress. Could happen since I already sewed one of the main pieces on and cut out the other four. Just need to make a fake zig-zag zipper and ‘buttons’. My exercise bike is out of commission due to this because it’s the only thing I can use to hang the jacket while I work. The handlebars are the right width that it spread the arms and allows me to sew without risking a bad angle. Watch me sew the jacket to the bike though.
Yup . . . Work was busy too and . . . I should probably get to the blood part. Betting many people skimmed looking for it too.
So, my son had all four wisdom teeth taken out yesterday morning. The surgery went smoothly, but the recovery was dicey. A lot of bleeding from the mouth, which he had trouble understanding until he wasn’t loopy from the anesthesia anymore. Some panic from multiple parties. We had a scare at home too, but I guess bleeding comes and goes for the first 24 hours. Won’t go into details about it. All I can say is that I had to make some calls to see if it was as bad as I feared (it wasn’t) and my ex-wife was let into the house to help out. Won’t go into why that second thing is a sign that stuff kind of went off the rails. It’s good now.
Due to my son still recovering, I won’t be writing because I need to be able to stop easily and rush over. Better to do sewing, which I can put down and rush to his room. I can work on ‘Coven of the Gray’ too if I have the time. Got a Lego set to finish as well. My parents are around to watch him when I go out for Pokemon, which is also to invite him to raids. There’s a raid event today that he won’t be able to go to, so I’m going for him to piggyback off of. Probably only be out for an hour. It sounds weird, but he’s upset that he can’t go, so I have to help him do the next best thing.
The plan for this week is to go with the flow and try not to stress too much. Bunch of stuff at work is going to stress me out. Court thing will do the same. Add in a financial aide zoom meeting, constant rain, and I’m sure there’s something else I’m missing. Next Saturday is a birthday party too, so I won’t get to rest until Sunday. Maybe I’ll get lucky and be able to write chapter 6 by that point, but it would require I clear the sewing by Sunday evening. Possible since the storms are supposed to start that day.
So, what are the goals of the week?

Grog and Pike from ‘Legend of Vox Machina’
I’ve touched on this topic a lot because it’s an essential part of the killing machine hero. At least I think it is. This is what can prevent the character from going over the edge and becoming either a monster or a villain. So, why is that?
You don’t really have to think beyond the reason we have friends or any connections. It gives a person the following benefits:
Of course, having friends comes with a major risk. That would be the killing machine hero ties his control to these people. If they are hurt, kidnapped, killed, or threatened, this character will go berserk. Think of it as a mental and emotional sacrifice that could see them go entirely over the edge. Some might go so far that they cannot entirely come back to their humanity. An author can create some interesting plotlines from this or give a sad finale to the hero, but one can’t have them do it and return.
What do other people think of killing machine heroes having friends?

The Orc Disaster (That Time I was Reincarnated as a Slime)
(Another beast created by poem. I should get back into doing these, but nothing really comes to mind.)
A vicious crumbling
Sending razor shards
Of ancient stone
As a great form stirs
Rending the mountain
From foot to peak
The Vulgorag steps out
Into a world of light
Unprepared for a being
Birthed from purest dark
A quartet of wings
Composed of heavy shadow
And dripping poison blood
Corrupting air and water
Twisting all
Who are too slow to hide
Iron muscles flex
With every solid step
Creaking in contentment
After centuries of rigidity
This emperor of horrors
Releases his deafening calls
A cacophony of screeches
Shattering all minds
Within one hundred miles
The Vulgorag is free
Beginning the Age of Terror

Hello! It’s been a minute since I’ve had an interview on the blog. And today, I’m so happy to be talking with my good friend, the fabulous Kate Hosford about her latest lyrical picture book, You and I Are Stars and Night, illustrated by Richard Jones. It was published in February 2026 by Simon &
Check This Out: You and I Are Stars and Night

The Doomslayer
While it might seem obvious, people might not help making a killing machine hero. You don’t want them to come off as villainous or bland. It is possible because there’s a secret balancing act between the violence and their humanity. Otherwise, they’d just be a brutal monster.

Brock Sampson from ‘Venture Bros’
I’m sure many people don’t like this type of hero. They’re violent, aggressive, and fairly unstable. They’re hair-trigger results in many instances of brutality on whoever or whatever pissed them off. Thankfully, they tend to only go after bad people, so allies are usually safe. Yet, you can’t ignore the unhinged violence that they naturally dive into when given even a slight reason.
This type of hero reminds me of a barbarian in Dungeons & Dragons in that they will fly into a berserker rage. While in this mode, they’re stronger, faster, and ignore any injuries that aren’t automatically lethal. I don’t think is this is far off the mark, but I do remember an even older example: Heracles in mythology apparently had a horrible temper and would go into rages. These were partially induced by a curse of madness and he would hurt loved ones, but it could be the origin. Then again, the concept of a heroic killing machine isn’t too farfetched.
One thing with these characters that sets them apart from barbarians is that they aren’t idiotic brutes. Instead of the brawns for brains trade, they are intelligent and cunning to the point where they don’t always need their rage. Brock Sampson above has his berserker moments, but a lot of his killings are done with calm precision. The Punisher is another one who would fall under this category. Neither of these characters are stupid, which makes their violent nature even more terrifying. I think this also adds to the idea that they won’t go for allies because their intelligence stops them from going over the edge.
Another aspect of their intelligence is that they have rationalized their actions as being necessary. They might admit that killing isn’t a good thing, but they do it because it causes a solid end to the threat. In some cases, these characters will claim to kill bad guys to prevent their more innocent allies from having to do it. One could say this is a twisted logic to excuse murder, but it falls into a heroic mindset of sacrifice and/or making the world safer. A dumb berserker wouldn’t think these things, which is why the intelligence of these characters is essential. It also can get readers to consider their own morality in deciding how far they would go to protect and save loved ones. Would you be willing to kill without hesitation if it saved others? It’s not as easy to answer if you truly think about it or find yourself in the situation.
Violent heroes are still difficult even with the psychological nuance. Many people won’t look beyond their violent actions and consider them villains. There’s usually a limit to what actions a person will accept even if they are done to a bad guy. Someone might be okay with a decapitation, but draw the line at evisceration and then swinging the guy around by his intestines. As you can tell, the line typically is drawn by level of gore and horrific brutality. Its part of the difference between PG, PG-13, and R movies as well, which might be a good way to gauge how far you’re going.
Personally, I enjoy these characters, but I have trouble writing them outside of a group. I like having foils for their violence such as friends who don’t always agree with their tactics. It shows a spectrum of humanity and can help the violent character stay grounded on some level. I feel like having them being alone will turn them into a monster because they won’t have anyone to keep them away from a point of no return. For me, there’s always an aspect of the violent hero where they could go full villain or have to be arrested because they go too far. A group helps make that less likely. I’ll go more into this on Friday though.
What do other people think of the violent heroes?
It’s the Jewish New Year. It’s the year 5787 for the Jewish calendar. I don’t really get it either. It’s a lunisolar calendar that supposedly starts at the creation of the universe and has a leap year every 19 years. Anyway, it’s celebrated by dipping apples in honey, which is always a nice snack. There are prayers involved too. Not to mention the shofar, which is a ram’s horn that is blown. That’s fun.

