Super Bowl Sunday . . . Football Meme Time!

First, I do mean American Football.  I know I need to clarify that.  Also, it was hard to find anything funny that was very specific and required knowledge of NFL events.  Still, my family watches the game and usually has a party.  Not doing a party this year, which is a first in my lifetime.  Just a small family gathering with the game on.  Since I won’t be on the computer too much, I figure I’d give people some laughs.  Be back next Sunday for . . . something else!  All pictures found by a Yahoo Image Search.

This seems believable sometimes

Had to take one shot at the Cowboys

Memories of childhood

This can go for a lot of people

I’m sure most of my audience falls into this category

This category too

Took so much effort to stay awake on this one

As a NY Giants fan, this is totally true.

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A Week of Snow, Shoveling, and School

This was a wild week.  Work was rather tame in a feast or famine type of energy.  It would be slow one period and then explode the next.  Almost like I was in stop-and-go traffic, which can get exhausting after 3 days.  Of course, I was balancing some other personal stuff too because Winter Break is looming.  Setting things up for that is kind of a headache due to bad timing.  Thankfully, I had more downtime than expected.

Starting last Sunday, we had a blizzard or snowstorm.  It’s hard to really define it because it would be considered flurries in Maine while the end of the world in Florida.  For my area, it was rough because we got about a foot of snow.  It meant no school for two days while the storm ended and roads were cleared.  My street wasn’t cleared that much, so it’s still a one lane road with nowhere to go if somebody is coming from the opposite direction.  Hope it melts more before we get hit again tomorrow.  I have to drive through that for a bit too, which is going to be  major pain in the butt.  Really hoping it’s at least stopped coming down by that point, but the roads are going to be the issue.  Fingers crossed for all of that working out.

I managed to get more of Do I Need to Use a Dragon? done and that leaves me at 12 sections.  Might even get one done today and that leaves me 11 to finish by the end of Winter Break.  It won’t be easy since I have a few outings and get my son for half of it, but I’m determined.  Might lose a weekend to getting my second Covid vaccine shot too, which could knock me out for a day.  Although, I might be crazy enough to attempt writing one section throughout the whole day as long as I can move and think clearly.  Benefit of having detailed notes.

Actually, I could even finish it by the end of next weekend if I maintain my energy throughout the day.  It sounds like I’m impatient, but I always get excited when I see the end of a project.  Part of it is wanting to put another author feather in my cap, but this time I want to get into a few other projects.  Need to outline the next series and a few juicy future ones are bouncing around my school.  I might not start writing another book until the summer at this rate, which is good.  I’ve got the rest of War of Nytefall to edit and publish at some point.  Need to write that blurb too.  Always fun and frustrating.  Trying to decide on if I want to get some beta readers for Do I Need to Use a Dragon? too since it’s a project filled with doubt.  I could become difficult if someone tries to tell me to junk sections or rewrite entire sections.  It’s tough because it’s all about opinions on writing as well, which is the point.  At least I have a week to figure it out.

In the realm of parenting, I got to spend a lot of time with my son.  We started watching a movie series in preparation of the next installment.  He made it through ‘Godzilla 2014’ and ‘Kong: Skull Island’.  That second one was a big test because it was a lot more action-packed and violent than he’s used to.  It was a parental discussion on if it was the right time for it too.  He will have to face these kinds of movies when getting together with friends in the future, so giving him a controlled test works out.  He enjoyed it and I was able to warn about when he needed to close his eyes.  So, we’ll try to watch ‘King of Monsters’ over the break and then we’re ready for ‘Godzilla vs Kong’.  I’ll have to see it first, of course, but it also means we can watch the older ones too.

For myself, I finished watching ‘The IT Crowd’, which is a British comedy that I’d heard good things about.  Definitely funny, but I think I missed some of the humor in places.  I may have gone in with higher expectations too.  Still, it was enjoyable and a nice way to relax at the end of a day.  After that, I began watching ‘Demon Slayer’, which is an anime about demon slaying.  I know.  I was surprised too.  It’s another that I heard great things about.  It’s fun.  Keeps my interest and doesn’t skimp on the action.  I should be finishing that this weekend.  Not sure what to watch after that.  Been circling ‘Black Clover’ for a long time, but I might save that for the summer.

Next week isn’t going to be heavy in the planning.  It’s the one before break starts, so it can turn crazy at any moment.  There’s a few meetings and gatherings that I’ve got on the schedule too.  Writing will be filled in around those events.  If I start running really low on time then I might do some April blog posts.  I finished March, which was all about War of Nytefall: Savagery.  Really hope it debuts at that point.  If anybody has any post topic suggestions then feel free to suggest.  I know I say this all the time and it never seems to get much, but I might as well keep trying.

Goals of the week?

  1. Work
  2. Meetings
  3. Relaxing with friends
  4. Do I Need to Use a Dragon? progress
  5. 2nd Covid shot next weekend
  6. Deal with snow
  7. Choose another show to watch
  8. Puzzle time
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Poem of Fear

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(This is a poem I wrote way back in high school.  We were supposed to give a human voice to something without form.  I think that was the assignment.  I chose ‘fear’ and it came out really good.  I’ve revived it a few times over the years, especially since the original was lost long ago during one of the college moves.  Figure this is a good week to do it once more and introduce new people to the poem.)

The darkest depths of the mind are my playgrounds

I am omnipotent

Spiders, heights, and death are my faithful minions

I am everlasting

Both strong and weak fall before me

I am destructive

My power will consume the cosmos

I am unbeatable

This world would be nothing without me

I AM FEAR

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How to Make a Video Using Canva

Image courtesy of Pixabay Hi SErs! Harmony here 😁 Today, I have another Canva tutorial for you. This one is all about using Canva to make a free and…

How to Make a Video Using Canva
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Immortal Wars: Light, Blood, & Tears Part 4

(Disclaimer: A warning to those who continue.  This is a sequel to a previous story.  Both of these were written in the mid-1990’s.  While the first one was slightly edited and vanity press published, this one has not been touched in over 20 years.  I figure I should do something with it and people may get a laugh or fright from how I used to be.  Every author comes from somewhere, so this is part of my origin.  To that end, I am deeply sorry for whatever nightmares I will inflict on the literary world and the American English language.  Enjoy?)

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The Main Hall.  It is one of the largest rooms on the sun base and it is filled with beautiful silk banners and stained glass windows.  The room is filled with multi-colored light because of the stained glass windows.  The only pieces of furniture in the Main Hall are a large, wooden table and several matching chairs.  At the head of the ancient table is a dais with a jewel-encrusted throne of pure gold.

“Has there been any response to our last message to the Glebnoks?” asks Fate, who is resting on the throne.  He carefully fingers a medallion that is an orange gem with nine sparkling stones around it.

“No response.  It appears that they are still mad about the death of the original guardians.  Talk about holding a grudge.  They blame all beings from Earth for the disaster and apparently do not trust any of you.  If it were not for their peaceful beliefs and nature, Earth would have been destroyed hundreds of years ago.  I do have two somewhat important messages for you,” answers SEAS from his red containment diamond, which is set into the top of the throne.

“What are you waiting for?  Tell me already.”

“One is from the Devicors.  They are fairly new race of interplanetary bounty hunters that specifically track down criminals and other space outlaws.  Sort of like mercenaries for justice or heroic vigilantes.  Most of them are very anti-social and deadly, but there are a few decent ones.  Their message is a warning to leave them alone or suffer painful consequences.”

“I see.  A weak threat, but we will do as they say.  Unless they interfere with anything that involves us.  Next message.”

“Adriana.  Not one of her usual taunts that I receive from time to time and I usually just throw out if there is nothing of importance in it.  It is a simple apology for knocking you into that comet with her.  She is also telling you how thankful she is for not being linked to your destiny anymore.  She said that the constant fear and stress was beginning to give her a few wrinkles and a gray hair.”

“She’s not the only thankful one.  Delete both messages and reply to the Devicors with a nicer version of what I said early.  But leave out that thing about their warning being a weak threat.  No reason to piss off an entire race of warriors.  Anything else you want to say before I go check the security cameras.  There was some activity going on in a few of the border sectors.”

“Yes.  I do not know how to put this gently.  So, I will not bother to try.  You, Edward Slane, are acting like the most cold-blooded, self-centered, arrogant creature in the entire galaxy.  No offense.”

“What did you just say!” exclaims Fate as he jumps to his feet and faces the red, glowing diamond.

“You heard me.  Even the sun guardian was not uncaring enough to push his friends and peers away.  That is, he never pushed them away before they were slaughtered by Adriana’s gang,” mentions SEAS.

“I am not . . .”

“Don’t even try to argue the point because I see and know about everything that happens on the Sun Base.  When was the last time you spent any quality time your girlfriend?  Miracle will not wait for her entire life.  Just because you were put in charge does not mean you have to isolate yourself.  Strong leaders are the ones that can spend time and enjoy the company of others.  I know this because I have seen millions of leaders rise and fall throughout the universe.  By pushing your friends away, you will certainly lose the other planet guardians’ trust and friendship.”

“You’re right.  But it’s not like I mean to push all of them away.  I just have too many responsibilities as leader.”

“How about this?  Spend tonight with Miracle and do not do any work.  Try not to do any work for an entire week.  If you do any work, I will personally leave you all alone on a tropical paradise for a full year.”

“Good idea.  But I have to meet with Hydrana first.  I promised her.  Thanks for the vocal body slam.  I think someone actually telling me that I’m being an ass helps a lot more than people just accepting it.  You’re all heart, SEAS,” says Fate with a smile.  He walks out of the room feeling a lot more relaxed and slightly like his old self.

After a couple of quick seconds, something dawns on the sentient computer system.  “But I do not have a heart.”

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7 Tips to Adding Fear Into Fiction

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Even if you don’t write horror, you may want to include some fear in your stories.  From fear, we can create hope and relief.  We can also drive people into despair and sadness.  It’s a fascinating jumping point for so many stories.  Yet, one does come off a little depraved if they enjoy the manipulation too much.  Still, we’ve come this far (5.5 sentences) and might as well move on to the advice.

  1. Fear doesn’t always come from gore.  That’s actually disgust.  The fear can come at the beginning because you are surprised by the gore, but it isn’t the main focus.  This may seem like it’s more for movies and shows.  It isn’t because authors add graphic descriptions of violence in their books at times.  Blood being described as it flies from a body and limbs getting hurled into the air like hats at a high school graduation.  Just know that the fear kind of comes and goes in this scenario, so you can’t depend on gore for that emotion.
  2. You can cause a reader to become numb to fear.  If stimulated and kept tense for a long period of time, a person may simply turn off that part of their mind.  It isn’t intentional, but the human body does what it can to reduce stress.  This means, keeping the tension going for too long can result in there being no payoff.  This is the reason why many authors suggest that you create tension in waves.  Add calm and relaxing scenes between the tense ones in order to keep the reader emotionally invested.
  3. Never flat out tell a reader that he or she has to be scared.  They don’t like that.
  4. Have a reason for the fear being in your story.  If you’re writing a romance then repeatedly terrifying your reader won’t help with the plot.  You can have some tense scenes where a touch of fear is involved, but you have to maintain the proper tone for fear to make sense.  It is one of the most powerful emotions that humans have and it has a major impact on tone in a story.  Throwing it in for amusement when it doesn’t match can ruin everything.
  5. Dialogue can be just as important as exposition when it comes to inducing fear.  Think about being told a story in a way that puts you on the edge of your seat.  A character is capable of doing this.  It can be tricky because you may have to depend on adjectives or risk an info dump.  You can’t have them do this with a few quick sentences, but you can’t go on for pages upon pages.  That’s just a story within a story, which can throw readers off.  Beta readers can really come in handy here.
  6. If you can scare yourself then you’re onto something.  Then again, being the author means you’re emotionally invested in the first place.  Don’t take your own sense of fear as proof that you’re doing things perfectly  It’s more that you’re in the right ballpark that you plan on dropping the readers off in.  Unlike them, you know where the story is going, so the fear has an added level of anticipation that can enhance it.  You may miss that you aren’t creating enough tension for a person lacking in your pre-existing knowledge.  As before, beta readers can help here.
  7. Just because Stephen King did it doesn’t mean you should or can do it too.  Fear depends a lot on there being something that a person hasn’t seen.  If you go for an evil clown then you may only scare those with the specific phobia.  Others will roll their eyes and all tension will disappear.
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Music of Legends of Windemere: Charms of the Feykin

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Did I say an earlier book was driving me crazy with finding music?  Well, this one really took the crown.  Legends of Windemere: Charms of the Feykin was a fun story to write.  Yet, it was the hardest to really put through this wringer.  I can’t explain why.  The funny thing is that I was inspired by more music for this book than others, but I can’t really remember the tunes.  I just know that I was listening to a lot while doing the outlines.

This one actually came to my mind first and then I was stumped.  It really made me think of the Delvin/Nyx relationship that gets a spotlight here.  Just can’t figure out which one of them would be singing.  I find that I write a lot of relationships where the people involved get hope and strength from it.  Maybe that’s all relationships?  At least the healthy ones.  I’ve read many stories where they’re just kind of there.

This one came to me when I was just going through really old YouTube viewings.  Makes me think of cults and a brewing war, which is part of the story.  There’s the Feykin-hunting cult and the Feykin themselves who are preparing to attack.  In some ways, they act like their leaders can walk on water and carry them to victory through divine actions.  Of course, this results in some utter disasters.

This might be a cop out, but I couldn’t think of anything else.  Long ago, I was thinking of a design for Delvin’s temple area.  This music video and song guided me through that.  I even had a flying whale at some point, but removed that out of it being too close to what I was looking at.  So, I probably wouldn’t have had Binhadar Falls and the plateau.

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More Thoughts on Fear?

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I was starting the theme of this week and a thought came to mind.  Have I done posts on fear before?  Apparently, I’ve done several.  It’s a topic that keeps coming back to my mind as if I never considered it before.  Yet, I can’t shake it.  This leaves me with a challenge in regards to making this fresh.  Well . . . I did think up some curious insights on fear last year, so I’m going to share those.

  1. I think fear is one of the biggest driving forces of human civilization.  We created clothes out of fear of freezing to death or sunburns.  We discovered fear out of fear of the dark.  Locks on our doors exist because we fear that our territory can be intruded upon.  Writing was invented out of fear of history and lore being lost.  It might not have been conscious, but fear was there at some level.  Of course, much of this involves facing and defeating our fear as well.
  2. Fear and anxiety go hand-in-hand, which so many people don’t understand.  Many believe that they are related, but not that closely.  If I’m jolted awake by my alarm, the phone, or cats mating outside, I’m much more on edge and twitchy.  I have been startled and the chance of me having a panic attack by the end of the day has increased.  Also, people use the same phrase of ‘face your fear/anxiety’ for both issues, which does show their relation.
  3. It is difficult for some people to understand the fear of another, especially if it’s something they have no problem with.  I get this with horror movies, which I really don’t like.  I get scared and horrified too easily, but I have friends who love this kind of stuff.  I don’t find being scared an enjoyable form of entertainment and some of them think I’m strange.  So, fear occasionally has a ‘language’ or something barrier.
  4. Inducing fear at a constant rate for a long period of time can cause one of two reactions, especially with large groups.  Some become more distant from the world around them and be terrified of anything remotely connected to the fear.  They come off as highly paranoid and may quickly sever any relations that they think will put them at risk.  Others will become so numb that they will ignore the danger if it is still within the environment.  The two groups can clash over their opposing reactions to fear.

That last one was a stretch, so I think I’ll stop.  What are everyone else’s thoughts on fear and our reactions to it?

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Blogging Breaks: The Good, Bad, and Ugly

Hi, SEers! You’re with Mae today for one of my Good/ Bad / Ugly posts. At the end of 2020, I took a two-month break from blogging. I’d only planned …

Blogging Breaks: The Good, Bad, and Ugly
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#1 Post of 2020: 7 Tips to Writing Characters with Depression

(Post originally published April 8, 2020.  Wow.  All 3 mental health posts that came out around my 40th birthday.  Kind of bittersweet here.)

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A few disclaimers here because we’re heading into delicate territory.  I am not an expert on mental health by any means.  I read up on it and have my own experiences to work off, which is what fuels these posts.  Also, I always try to add some humor into my posts, especially the 7 Tip Lists.  I find that humor can relieve tension and allow for serious stuff to be listened to and swallowed more easily.  Finally, this is about actual depression and not a character simply feeling sad or upset.  That brings us right to #1!

  1. Depression does not always, in fact it rarely, has a direct source.  Your character can simply go into a depressed state or be there the entire time.  Of course, it can be triggered by something, but it doesn’t always have such a direction.  Good chance that they can’t even explain it.  After all, if you can clearly explain what is causing the problem then it’s much easier to fix.  Wouldn’t that be a nice addition to the depression diagnosis.  Make my life easier.
  2. You really need to make sure that you don’t equate depression with simply being sad.  A character can use the term since people do, but you need to remain aware of what this condition is.  It is INTENSE sadness with a sense of worthlessness, hopelessness, and helplessness.  You feel like the world is crushing you or that it would be better off without you.  This is debilitating and it lasts for days or weeks or months or years to the point where life is difficult.
  3. Remember the symptoms for your character, but they don’t have to be imbued with everything off the list.  Trouble sleeping and low energy can be there, but maybe they mask their depression with a false sense of optimism.  Having a hard time focusing, being irritable, eating disorders, and an inability to gain pleasure or happiness from stuff are possibilities too.  If you slap everything on your character and them handling their depression isn’t the main part of the story then you’re going to run into a lot of obstacles.  So, consider what the story is before you decide on the degree.
  4. For the love of everything, don’t have the character snap out of their depression because a person gave them a pep talk.  That really doesn’t work.  Maybe it gets them to acknowledge the problem and get help, which is a good thing.  On the other hand, it can just as likely make a person feel like they’re not being understood or even mocked, so they curl even further inside themselves.
  5. If you aren’t sure if something falls under depression or not then either do some research or skip it.  This is like any other delicate situation that you’re including in your story.  Sure, instinct and common sense can work if you’re able to imagine what it would be like for yourself.  I do that with some of my things after reading up on the basics and factoring in my personality.  Still, you want to be careful since people will look at this character very closely.
  6. Depression does not mean the character is useless, but good luck getting them to believe that.  They will have moments where they cannot function and may fail because of their depression, which will make things worse.  They can also have times when they save the day and remain depressed.  This is the nature of the illness.  A step forward can have absolutely no effect on their mental state while even a perceived stumble is the equivalent of stepping on somebody’s newborn baby.  Not that thought specifically, but depressed people focus more on what they do wrong than what they do right.
  7. It’s very tempting for some people to use characters like this for humor or to play the ‘negative’ role.  Yes, a person with depression can be a pessimist because they have trouble seeing the positive side of things.  This isn’t always the case.  A depressed character can also be shy and only speak when they muster up a lot of courage to voice their opinion.  There’s a fear of rejection here that can be played out and create sympathy here.  Again, it also depends on personality because some may be more chatty and open because they’re hiding their pain.
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