
Happy New Year, SE Readers! Joan with you today with my first “official” post of 2024. I’ve always looked at each new year as a new beginning. A …
A Different Perspective

Happy New Year, SE Readers! Joan with you today with my first “official” post of 2024. I’ve always looked at each new year as a new beginning. A …
A Different Perspective

If you’re not working then grab a free copy of Beginning of a Hero. Maybe send it to a friend who wants to the start the year off with magic.
Sure we’re all busy doing something. So, enjoy the humor, celebrate safely, and hopefully ‘see’ everyone around next year. (All images found in Google Image Search.)

Well, here we are on the last Saturday of the year. I’ve had a week to get some final goals completed and I may have made some progress. Since it’s holiday break, I did as much resting and biking as I could. The weather knocked me on my butt a bit along with a day where I got hit with a bout of stress-induced blahs. Guess my anxiety wanted to remind me that it didn’t get erased completely. So, what happened?
Surprisingly, I did accomplish all of the goals I made last week. I built the new headboard and needed some help because it became a two man job. Can’t hold a heavy piece of furniture in place, hold a bolt in place, and wrench it in when you only have two hands. I tried to do the first part with my shoulder, but nearly broke my neck and the headboard in the same move. It was all done before lunch and I was happy to test out the light . . . All 16 colors! Why do I need purple? They had a strobe function too, which is insanely fast and should have a seizure warning sticker. I’m only going to use the normal light for when I want to read before bed. Got more shelves too, which is why I bought the Lego plant set for decorations.
I managed to finish Darwin & the Joy Path outline and that kind of took most of my creative juices. The weather threw me off and another thing happened that caused an erasure of my hope and positivity. I had to keep working on a ‘Demon Slayer’ puzzle to distract myself enough to get some oomph for ‘Phi Beta Files’. I managed to get all of the supporting cast designed, but I didn’t get to the first story event list. Maybe I’ll do that on Monday after I drop my son off with his mom. Either that or I’ll start editing Darwin & the Fate Bracelet. Torn on what to do and it might be determined entirely by my general mood.
My hope was to finish the year with more of a smile, but certain things happened to make it hard to accomplish. Things started off good in January even though I had the sleeping issues. Then, bumps in the road formed and I thought I could act the same way as someone else, but that didn’t work out. Guess I’m not a chosen one who can get away with certain activities. Then, the ‘life event’ started up at the same time I began a new school year and my son entered high school. I struggled with that alongside working towards a sleep apnea diagnosis, which can after all of the other health things. Remember the drug-based heart test I was put through instead of a treadmill? I still twitch when I think about that incident. I’d like to say 2023 was a mixed bag, but I feel like it has more raisins than chocolate pieces. Don’t like raisins.
Going back to the week, my time with my son started Wednesday night. Of course, we had the usual onslaught of appointments on Thursday. There’s always one day during my part of a break where the two of us have appointments. Anyway, we managed to get a little Pokemon Go in even though we were exhausted. Friday was relaxing in the morning and hitting up a nearby museum that has an old-school arcade running for the break. My son ran around trying a bunch of games. I beat ‘X-Men Arcade Game’ and ‘Golden Axe’ while trying out a few others. If I had 30 more minutes, I would have beaten ‘The Simpsons Arcade Game’. It’s unlimited continues with these things too. Next time they open it up, I’ll have to try again. Keep hoping to find ‘Teenage Mutant Ninja Turtles: Turtles in Time’ during one of the events.
Not much else happened last week and next week is all about getting back into the swing of things. I go back to work on Tuesday and my son does the same with school. It shouldn’t be too crazy a week, but the early wake ups are going to suck for a bit. The week after will be mayhem with my son having All County Chorus rehearsals until 8 PM and then he gets to tackle homework. Praying that he doesn’t have any tests that week, but most of his classes either finished a unit before the break or will be finishing it next week. 2024 is not starting off kind and gentle.
Honestly, the entire month of January is looking to be insane. All County, ‘life event’ appointments, medical appointments, and whatever usually comes with the work/school life. This is making me think that I shouldn’t even try to tackle Darwin & the Joy Path until February. Maybe use my weekends to edit Darwin & the Fate Bracelet, which I’ve already gone over twice. This is a final run to tighten things up for when I publish later in the year and to make sure I remember stuff for teasers and posts. I already had my alpha reader look it over, so I won’t be doing that again. Not sure if there is anything else I can do with it. Showed a few other people scenes and Darwin’s actions seem to throw people off because he’s not always logical, calm, and mature. He isn’t a brave and stalwart hero. Darwin is a halfling who just got his magic and doesn’t always think things through. Really hoping people like him when he debuts. Lots of room for growth.
I did finish watching ‘Almost Paradise’, ‘Blue Eye Samurai’, and ‘Legend of Vox Machina’. Got through the newest ‘Invincible’ episodes too. First two shows were okay, but I kept losing interest and had to take a break. The other two were a lot of fun. Surprised by how much I loved ‘Legend of Vox Machina’, but it is based off a DnD game. Nice to see someone succeed with what I attempted to do with Legends of Windemere. Guess they did have the web series on it first. Oh well, that didn’t exist when I donned the guise of Luke Callindor once or twice a week.
So, what are the goals for the week?

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What do I hope for in 2024?

(Other half of the haiku collection.)
Wicked
It is an old phrase
There’s no rest for the wicked
I must be evil
Soul of the Broken Body
Each step filled with pain
Your body only wants rest
The soul pushes on
You Really Can’t Take It With You
One day all will end
The future will be no more
Unused wealth shall rot
Make the Sun Get Up First
Why should I wake up?
Before the sun has risen.
Why does it sleep in?
Passing of the Acquaintances
How many people
Have you passed throughout your life
Making them your past
Bound to Happen One Day
Laugh at doomsayers
For the sun will always rise
Until the last day
You’re Not Helping
The ones who critique
Are the same ones in my way
Why should I listen?
Legacy
What will you leave here?
After you have passed away
Are you remembered?
Lung Shot
Sudden pain in chest
Gasping for air and wheezing
Unsure what happened
Internal Tremors
Rumble from below
Forcing one to wail and moan
Regretting last meal
Wind Lion
Invisible cat
Who roars and shakes my window
Angry at the world
Nearing New Year’s
Coming to year’s end
With all goals gone unfinished
Even though I tried
Constant Motion
Hustle and bustle
You have no time to slow down
Racing against time
Mirror Image
You see me coming
Closing distance between us
Why won’t you give way?
Haiku for Haikus
Poem with three lines
Simple form when time is short
And I yearn to write
Forced to Look Forward
Looking up or down
Or swiveling side to side
All ways give me pain
Another Elements Poem
The four elements
Written of since early times
You knew I had to
Falling Apart
Sour stomach day
Following a migraine night
Yet I cannot rest
Cut the Tether
Mind drifting away
With a mental string to hold
Should I cut my line?
Shivering Awake
Waking up with chills
Violent quakes to my bones
I hate this season
Last of the Buffalo
He wanders alone
Majestic king of the plains
Fading from the land
Foiled Again
Acts I wish to do.
I dream of every night
Bring on distractions.
That Can’t Be Good
I heard the loud crack
Before I felt the great pain
This cannot be good
I Have No Standards Here
Red wine or white wine
I have whatever’s at hand
When I wish to drink
Vertigo
Spinning and swirling
The world is slightly tilting
In the oddest way
You Cannot Crush the Defeated
Broken and beaten
I sit here without a hope
Yet you still attack
Nocturnal Cries of Pain
He whimpers all night
And I cannot ease his pain
I can only watch
Clock Watching
The final hour
Whether it be in work or school
Lasts for days and days
Interruptions
I think I have time
With others watching the child
I find him alone
Trapped in Mist
My eyes cannot see
Beyond the veil of white air
Moving like a ghost
Standard Bearer
Who made the standards?
The ideals that we hold high
Without questioning
Go to Hell, Hangover
Evil beat in skull
With a mouth full of cotton
Fuck you, Hangover
Need for Silence
My thoughts are secret
You have taught me not to speak
Because you lack care
Separate Beds
Lovers in two beds
Ancient quirk of the sitcom
It may have merit
No Traction
He takes off running
His baby feet hit the ice
Sliding to the drift
Silverback
Ruler of the band
Pounding on his mighty chest
To ward off danger
Anti-Social Gathering of Friends
They sit together
Yet they never say a word
As they type away
I Don’t Bend That Way
The imp takes my arm
He tries to drag me forward
Also to the left
Human Wasteland
Bodies limp and still
Strewn across this dead planet
Their use expired
Lonely Snowflake
A single snowflake
Silently falling by me
Where are your brothers?
Dying Young
It struggles to move
Growing older by the day
Obsolete at five
Harshest Brew
Raspy alcohol
Shredding up my throat and gut
But so worth the taste
Death of the Three Day Weekend
Day one gone to waste
Day two gone to family
Day three is defeat
Dementia
Memories held tight
As they twist and fade away
Leaving us confused

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I’m tempted to leave this post as the above. This started off as a rough year, took a slight turn in some direction, made an abrupt spiral, went up a bit, and then managed to go south and north at the same time. In other words, I’m just going to do a good/bad list to cover everything because I can’t make a general concept.
The score is 7-6 with GOOD winning, but I have to admit that I stretched a few things. I also condensed some of the BAD into one thing. Technically, the health stuff should have been divided up more with the medication stuff getting it’s own category. As much as I want to say that this was a 50/50 year, the LIFE EVENT pushes 2023 into the bad category. I mean, it threatens 2024 and could even cause issues with 2025, 2026, and 2027. Not sure about after that. Yeah, I’m not really liking how this year turned out and I actually still have November and December to go here. I wrote this early because I figured it couldn’t get better or worse. Any additions will be put below.
The title speaks for itself. Merry Christmas to everyone who celebrates. Congratulations on surviving the onslaught of music, lights, and jolly specials to all of us who just want to make it to December 26th. Seriously, it seems to get more extreme every year. Anyway, enjoy this holiday about a magical immortal who brings joy to others by reading a book about a magical immortal who . . . gets into violent brawls. Check out War of Nytefall: Loyalty!
