A Different Perspective

Happy New Year, SE Readers!  Joan with you today with my first “official” post of 2024. I’ve always looked at each new year as a new beginning. A …

A Different Perspective
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Legends of Windemere Series & Quest of the Brokenhearted Available on Amazon!

All Cover Art by Jason Pedersen

For this month, I’m going to use Tuesdays to do a promo for the paperbacks.  There are still eBooks though.  Fingers crossed that I get a few sales of both during the start of this year.

First up, we have Legends of Windemere.  The series that started it all and established Windemere.  Everything I write in this world will connect to this series in some way.  It could be a location, cameo, or concept.  You can still read future stories without this one, but it’s nice to have a series that can set a foundation.  Enjoy a brief teaser from Curse of the Dark Wind and then check out the series.

*****

Delivering a friendly smack to the other warrior’s arm, Timoran shakes his head and walks away. He hears Delvin jogging to catch up, the thick drifts making it hard for him to move as quickly as the barbarian. A howling wind whips through the town, traces of the Dark Wind barely visible in the moonlight. The hiss of Nyx’s defensive spells fill the air as the living curse is devoured by fiery strands.

“We shall go to my room to drink and discuss the plan,” Timoran suggests as they return to the central tower.

“Good idea. You can help me come up with a better name for the Cave of Winds.”

“I do not think we are allowed to rename locations, my friend.”

The brown-haired warrior smirks as he says, “What’s the fun of being a prophesized champion if you can’t rename an ancient landmark or two?”

“For the sake of future cartographers, I will drink wild rum and you will have water.”

*****

Cover Art by Sean Harrington

Since there are only 5 Tuesdays this month, I’m going to be putting Quest of the Brokenhearted here too.  After all, this is a sequel/spinoff of the bigger series, so they’re connected.  Giving it a longer excerpt since I couldn’t find a short one that worked.  This double promo thing is an experiment too.  Starting off the year with a gamble.

*****

Roland tackles Rayne and twists, so that his body is the one that goes through the wooden door. The wind is knocked from the man’s lungs and he is dazed for a second while the elf scrambles under a table. A shadow falls over the abandoned store and a foul-smelling breeze is pushed through the entrance. Looking up, Roland sees that the opening is blocked by a maw full of yellowed teeth and a dark purple tongue. He rolls and dives to the side to avoid a barrage of drool-dripping chains that erupt from the monster’s throat. They smash into the far wall and grab a red-furred monster, which is promptly yanked into the waiting mouth. Struggling to dislodge the creature after it sprouts spines, the predator moves away from the building and violently shakes its head. The only visible parts of the beast are large paws that are covered in ebony fur, which bristles and ripples with every movement.

“Who would be crazy enough to unleash Freybug inside the city?” Roland asks as he gets to Rayne. The elf is curled in a ball around the burbling Gooie Pig while she shivers from pure terror. “I guess you’ve never seen a monster like this. All you’ve known are the more civilized ones and those who fight as champions. The Shadow Earl and Princess Cyrena must have shielded you from the likes of Freybug. It’s clear he wants to eat you.”

“But I didn’t do anything wrong!” Rayne suddenly shouts. Wanting to get away from the marketplace, she kicks free and scrambles for the nearby stairs. “Monsters like that aren’t supposed to be in Lacarsis. The citizens are nice and don’t eat each other unless it’s an arena fight or they broke a law. I’m going to the castle and telling the Shadow Earl. He’ll find the person who started this and then things will go back to normal.”

“What if he’s the one who did it?”

“He would never cause such chaos.”

“You saw the scrying portals in the sky, which means this is an official match.”

“That doesn’t mean the Shadow Earl did this.”

“I know, but he’s at least aware and letting it continue.”

A loud snort from outside draws their attention to where they see a wet nose poking into the building. Embers fall from the nostrils as Freybug takes a deep breath that sucks most of the air from the room. Roland and Rayne rush up the stairs, the muscular man getting ahead to smash the door with a bone-jarring punch. They hear the plume of fire explode below as they get to the second floor, their retreat stopped by spouts of flame that slip through the floor planks. Smoke billows up the stairs along with the screams of those who were still hiding in the shop. A powerful impact causes the structure to tilt backwards, the wooden beams creaking from the pressure. Knowing it is only a matter of time before the building collapses, they hurry into the nearest room and scramble out the window. On the other side of the roof from Freybug, they stay low and quickly move to where they can jump to safety. Before they can cross the narrow alley, the entire second floor is lifted into the air and shaken as it sits atop the monster’s head. Putting an arm around Rayne’s waist, Roland blindly jumps for what he hopes is another building. To his horror, he misses the next roof and plummets towards the ground.

With a squeal, the Gooie Pig expands to cover both of its companions and use its body to cushion the impact. The creature explodes and splatters across the street, the loud pop creating a shockwave that stuns Roland and Rayne. Unable to move, the pair can only watch as Freybug bucks the building off his broad head and sniffs the air. The enormous dog pauses to scratch behind one of his floppy ears with a rear leg that is thicker than a full-grown oak. He turns in the wrong direction to investigate a food cart, which he devours while happily wagging a narrow tail that cuts through stone like a keen blade. The wind changes to carry Rayne’s scent to Freybug’s nose, the delicious aroma slightly muffled by the Gooie Pig’s rancid odor. Unsure if he is looking at the right morsel, the dog leans in close to sniff at the frozen elf with enough strength to pull her against his nose. Growling and drooling, the feral champion opens his mouth and is about to unleash his chains when he abruptly yelps in pain. Whirling around sends a ripple of agony throughout Freybug’s body, the sensation emanating from between his legs until the agony gradually fades away.

Turning back to Rayne, the giant dog retreats a few steps at the sight of a new figure standing in front of his prey. Kira spins her new kusari-gama at her side, the polished sickle already dripping with blood. No longer wearing her nightgown, the adventurer is clothed in a bodysuit that covers her from shoulders to ankles. A subtle feather pattern is in the royal blue material, which has gold edging around the collar and wrists. Designed to be worn under armor instead of alone, the enchanted clothing looks too thin to give her any protection. Yet, there is an occasional thrum of power whenever Freybug gets close to investigate. A thin aura covers Kira’s flesh whenever she is in direct sunlight, but the energy is dissipated every time the dog snorts in her direction. Reaching up to pull at a dark green choker, the adventurer takes a step forward to see if her opponent backs away. She scowls when the growling beast holds his ground and hunkers down to pounce.

“I doubt this is going to be anything other than a slugfest,” Kira whispers while walking to the side.

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Hello 2024

If you’re not working then grab a free copy of Beginning of a Hero.  Maybe send it to a friend who wants to the start the year off with magic.

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Good-Bye, 2023! Happy-Ish New Year

Sure we’re all busy doing something.  So, enjoy the humor, celebrate safely, and hopefully ‘see’ everyone around next year.  (All images found in Google Image Search.)

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Final Goal Post of 2023

Well, here we are on the last Saturday of the year.  I’ve had a week to get some final goals completed and I may have made some progress.  Since it’s holiday break, I did as much resting and biking as I could.  The weather knocked me on my butt a bit along with a day where I got hit with a bout of stress-induced blahs.  Guess my anxiety wanted to remind me that it didn’t get erased completely.  So, what happened?

Surprisingly, I did accomplish all of the goals I made last week.  I built the new headboard and needed some help because it became a two man job.  Can’t hold a heavy piece of furniture in place, hold a bolt in place, and wrench it in when you only have two hands.  I tried to do the first part with my shoulder, but nearly broke my neck and the headboard in the same move.  It was all done before lunch and I was happy to test out the light . . . All 16 colors!  Why do I need purple?  They had a strobe function too, which is insanely fast and should have a seizure warning sticker.  I’m only going to use the normal light for when I want to read before bed.  Got more shelves too, which is why I bought the Lego plant set for decorations.

I managed to finish Darwin & the Joy Path outline and that kind of took most of my creative juices.  The weather threw me off and another thing happened that caused an erasure of my hope and positivity.  I had to keep working on a ‘Demon Slayer’ puzzle to distract myself enough to get some oomph for ‘Phi Beta Files’.  I managed to get all of the supporting cast designed, but I didn’t get to the first story event list.  Maybe I’ll do that on Monday after I drop my son off with his mom.  Either that or I’ll start editing Darwin & the Fate Bracelet.  Torn on what to do and it might be determined entirely by my general mood.

My hope was to finish the year with more of a smile, but certain things happened to make it hard to accomplish.  Things started off good in January even though I had the sleeping issues.  Then, bumps in the road formed and I thought I could act the same way as someone else, but that didn’t work out.  Guess I’m not a chosen one who can get away with certain activities.  Then, the ‘life event’ started up at the same time I began a new school year and my son entered high school.  I struggled with that alongside working towards a sleep apnea diagnosis, which can after all of the other health things.  Remember the drug-based heart test I was put through instead of a treadmill?  I still twitch when I think about that incident.  I’d like to say 2023 was a mixed bag, but I feel like it has more raisins than chocolate pieces.  Don’t like raisins.

Going back to the week, my time with my son started Wednesday night.  Of course, we had the usual onslaught of appointments on Thursday.  There’s always one day during my part of a break where the two of us have appointments.  Anyway, we managed to get a little Pokemon Go in even though we were exhausted.  Friday was relaxing in the morning and hitting up a nearby museum that has an old-school arcade running for the break.  My son ran around trying a bunch of games.  I beat ‘X-Men Arcade Game’ and ‘Golden Axe’ while trying out a few others.  If I had 30 more minutes, I would have beaten ‘The Simpsons Arcade Game’.  It’s unlimited continues with these things too.  Next time they open it up, I’ll have to try again.  Keep hoping to find ‘Teenage Mutant Ninja Turtles: Turtles in Time’ during one of the events.

Not much else happened last week and next week is all about getting back into the swing of things.  I go back to work on Tuesday and my son does the same with school.  It shouldn’t be too crazy a week, but the early wake ups are going to suck for a bit.  The week after will be mayhem with my son having All County Chorus rehearsals until 8 PM and then he gets to tackle homework.  Praying that he doesn’t have any tests that week, but most of his classes either finished a unit before the break or will be finishing it next week.  2024 is not starting off kind and gentle.

Honestly, the entire month of January is looking to be insane.  All County, ‘life event’ appointments, medical appointments, and whatever usually comes with the work/school life.  This is making me think that I shouldn’t even try to tackle Darwin & the Joy Path until February.  Maybe use my weekends to edit Darwin & the Fate Bracelet, which I’ve already gone over twice.  This is a final run to tighten things up for when I publish later in the year and to make sure I remember stuff for teasers and posts.  I already had my alpha reader look it over, so I won’t be doing that again.  Not sure if there is anything else I can do with it.  Showed a few other people scenes and Darwin’s actions seem to throw people off because he’s not always logical, calm, and mature.  He isn’t a brave and stalwart hero.  Darwin is a halfling who just got his magic and doesn’t always think things through.  Really hoping people like him when he debuts.  Lots of room for growth.

I did finish watching ‘Almost Paradise’, ‘Blue Eye Samurai’, and ‘Legend of Vox Machina’.  Got through the newest ‘Invincible’ episodes too.  First two shows were okay, but I kept losing interest and had to take a break.  The other two were a lot of fun.  Surprised by how much I loved ‘Legend of Vox Machina’, but it is based off a DnD game.  Nice to see someone succeed with what I attempted to do with Legends of Windemere.  Guess they did have the web series on it first.  Oh well, that didn’t exist when I donned the guise of Luke Callindor once or twice a week.

So, what are the goals for the week?

  1. Enjoy New Year’s Eve with my son.
  2. Put together Lego sets.
  3. Start editing Darwin & the Fate Bracelet.
  4. Finish February blog posts.
  5. Start March blog posts.
  6. Biking
  7. Read the ‘Fairy Tail’ volumes I took out before they’re due.
  8. Tinker with ‘Phi Beta Files’ when I need a break from editing.
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My Hopes for 2024

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What do I hope for in 2024?

  1. Take at least one father/son trip.  Be nice to do two, but the summer looks like it’s going to be rather short for me.
  2. That my son has fun with the rest of 9th grade and ends on a great note.  Honor roll would be nice, but I know he has a lot on his plate.
  3. That I can start publishing The Slumberlord Chronicles at some point.  I have the first 5 of 9 books written.  I hope to write more of them too.
  4. That I can finish outlining ‘Phi Beta Files’ and start a notebook section for another of my team series.  Not sure which one that will be since I have to dust off all of my old notes.  Used to be able to rattle off all of my series without fail, but now I struggle to organize them in my head.
  5. Get the ‘Life Event’ over with and hopefully not have to deal with a lot of fallout.  It’s going to be rough for a while.
  6. Improve my sleeping habits and really work on losing weight.  I say that last part, but it feels like I do well and then backslide every time Daylight Savings Time hits in November.  I’m trying to bike more often and eat better, but I seem to only make progress when I’m too stressed or ill to eat anything.  That can’t be healthy.
  7. Buy and finish the upcoming Dungeons & Dragons Lego set.  Saving up my money and discounts for that.
  8. Relax with more puzzle time and anime.
  9. Have a fun and exciting summer with the Life Skills kids.  I enjoyed doing that this year for the first time and look forward to another 6 weeks of adventures.
  10. Continue posting on this blog . . . I really want to keep my streak going, but I’m running out of topics.  Definitely out of ideas for Tuesday because teasers don’t mean anything to people.  Maybe I’ll just post a random promo post with a cover and link to one of my books.  Add in the blurb and it’ll be fairly simple.
  11. Really should work on laundry.
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Poetry Day: Haiku Collection 2

(Other half of the haiku collection.)

Wicked

It is an old phrase

There’s no rest for the wicked

I must be evil

 

Soul of the Broken Body

Each step filled with pain

Your body only wants rest

The soul pushes on

 

You Really Can’t Take It With You

One day all will end

The future will be no more

Unused wealth shall rot

 

Make the Sun Get Up First

Why should I wake up?

Before the sun has risen.

Why does it sleep in?

 

Passing of the Acquaintances

How many people

Have you passed throughout your life

Making them your past

 

Bound to Happen One Day

Laugh at doomsayers

For the sun will always rise

Until the last day

 

You’re Not Helping

The ones who critique

Are the same ones in my way

Why should I listen?

 

Legacy

What will you leave here?

After you have passed away

Are you remembered?

 

Lung Shot

Sudden pain in chest

Gasping for air and wheezing

Unsure what happened

 

Internal Tremors

Rumble from below

Forcing one to wail and moan

Regretting last meal

 

Wind Lion

Invisible cat

Who roars and shakes my window

Angry at the world

 

Nearing New Year’s

Coming to year’s end

With all goals gone unfinished

Even though I tried

 

Constant Motion

Hustle and bustle

You have no time to slow down

Racing against time

 

Mirror Image

You see me coming

Closing distance between us

Why won’t you give way?

 

Haiku for Haikus

Poem with three lines

Simple form when time is short

And I yearn to write

 

Forced to Look Forward

Looking up or down

Or swiveling side to side

All ways give me pain

 

Another Elements Poem

The four elements

Written of since early times

You knew I had to

 

Falling Apart

Sour stomach day

Following a migraine night

Yet I cannot rest

 

Cut the Tether

Mind drifting away

With a mental string to hold

Should I cut my line?

 

Shivering Awake

Waking up with chills

Violent quakes to my bones

I hate this season

Last of the Buffalo

He wanders alone

Majestic king of the plains

Fading from the land

 

Foiled Again

Acts I wish to do.

I dream of every night

Bring on distractions.

 

That Can’t Be Good

I heard the loud crack

Before I felt the great pain

This cannot be good

 

I Have No Standards Here

Red wine or white wine

I have whatever’s at hand

When I wish to drink

 

Vertigo

Spinning and swirling

The world is slightly tilting

In the oddest way

 

You Cannot Crush the Defeated

Broken and beaten

I sit here without a hope

Yet you still attack

 

Nocturnal Cries of Pain

He whimpers all night

And I cannot ease his pain

I can only watch

 

Clock Watching

The final hour

Whether it be in work or school

Lasts for days and days

 

Interruptions

I think I have time

With others watching the child

I find him alone

 

Trapped in Mist

My eyes cannot see

Beyond the veil of white air

Moving like a ghost

 

Standard Bearer

Who made the standards?

The ideals that we hold high

Without questioning

 

Go to Hell, Hangover

Evil beat in skull

With a mouth full of cotton

Fuck you, Hangover

 

Need for Silence

My thoughts are secret

You have taught me not to speak

Because you lack care

 

Separate Beds

Lovers in two beds

Ancient quirk of the sitcom

It may have merit

 

No Traction

He takes off running

His baby feet hit the ice

Sliding to the drift

 

Silverback

Ruler of the band

Pounding on his mighty chest

To ward off danger

 

Anti-Social Gathering of Friends

They sit together

Yet they never say a word

As they type away

 

I Don’t Bend That Way

The imp takes my arm

He tries to drag me forward

Also to the left

 

Human Wasteland

Bodies limp and still

Strewn across this dead planet

Their use expired

 

Lonely Snowflake

A single snowflake

Silently falling by me

Where are your brothers?

 

Dying Young

It struggles to move

Growing older by the day

Obsolete at five

 

Harshest Brew

Raspy alcohol

Shredding up my throat and gut

But so worth the taste

 

Death of the Three Day Weekend

Day one gone to waste

Day two gone to family

Day three is defeat

 

Dementia

Memories held tight

As they twist and fade away

Leaving us confused

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Thoughts on 2023

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I’m tempted to leave this post as the above.  This started off as a rough year, took a slight turn in some direction, made an abrupt spiral, went up a bit, and then managed to go south and north at the same time.  In other words, I’m just going to do a good/bad list to cover everything because I can’t make a general concept.

  1. Bad– I began having anxiety attacks at night.  At least, I thought that’s what it was since I woke up gasping for air.  This led to me attempting a few anxiety meds with different levels of fail.  Somehow, blood pressure meds were added to the list and that met with the same levels of fail.  This health-based circus went from January to October.
  2. Bad– This one health event does deserve it’s own space.  I was sent to do a heart stress test because things looked a little off.  They always have.  I expected the treadmill like last time.  Instead, I was put into a scanning machine and injected with a medicine to simulate intense exercise.  This is done for people who can’t use the treadmill, which isn’t a category I fall into.  I was told the medicine would wear off fast, but I was feeling miserable for hours afterwards.  Still don’t know exactly why this was done to me instead of the other test.
  3. Good– I finally got re-evaluated for sleep apnea . . . in August.  Seems that was probably the reason I kept waking up feeling like I nearly died.  The anxiety attack joined in a few minutes after that because I assumed it was responsible.  My favorite part of the evaluation was after the I did the sleep test at home and mentioned I did it with an oral appliance designed to reduce apnea events: “Wait.  You had 199 events per hour WITH the appliance? The CPAP company will contact you as soon as insurance clears it and they will clear it.”
  4. Good– I got a CPAP machine and I’m acting getting quality sleep for the first time since maybe 2009 or 2010.  Consistent quality sleep at least.  I no longer wake up feeling sick and the fatigue I feel at the end of the day is regular instead of severe exhaustion.  Hey, that’s a good thing.  My blood pressure is better and the bad weather days aren’t battering my sinuses as much before.  Just have to work on the weight loss and I’ll be golden.
  5. Bad– THE LIFE EVENT!  This really just colors the whole year even though it started at the end of August.  It’s going to continue in 2024 too, so I’m not having much hope for the future at this time.
  6. Good–  I got to publish for the first time since December 1, 2021.  Do I Need to Use a Dragon? was fun to finally complete.  Did it sell a lot?  No, but I don’t think sales are in my future as an author.  Lack of marketing funds, contacts, and time makes that impossible.  I’d have to be discovered and promoted by someone who has all of that, but that doesn’t happen these days.  Maybe in the future.
  7. Bad–  I caught Covid for a second time in April.  This prevented me from taking my son to a cosplay contest.  It was rougher than the first time only because I didn’t get the meds until I had to go back in worse shape.  I missed my tenure celebration too.  At least I got a picture of my students with the poster for me and they saved the thing for me to take home.
  8. Good– I had a great summer with the life skills kids.  Sure, there were plenty of chaotic days for various reasons.  It was still a lot of fun and I’m looking forward to signing up for another.
  9. Good–  I get to be 100% Life Skills this school year.  Testing Center was fun at first, but I really like this type of schedule.  Noticing that I’m dressing down a bit with no more dress shirts.  This is really because I take two of our students to woodshop during 9th period and I need to be able to roll my sleeves up.
  10. Good– My son graduated from middle school with a few awards.  He got honor roll for 8 quarters straight too.  Then, he went on to start high school, which has been about as smooth as one would expect.
  11. Bad– Not liking how the world is looking these days.
  12. Good– The Lord of the Rings Lego set.  That was a fun build and totally worth the money and space.  Next year is going to have a 50 year anniversary Dungeons & Dragons set, so I’m going to start saving up for that now.  My son isn’t into Lego much these days, which means I’ll use the bonus points.
  13. Bad– No sales worth talking about in terms of books.  I didn’t get as much writing and outlining done as I wanted too.  This was mostly because of the health stuff and then, after I got that handled, the LIFE EVENT!  So, it did feel like this year was out to stop me from writing.

The score is 7-6 with GOOD winning, but I have to admit that I stretched a few things.  I also condensed some of the BAD into one thing.  Technically, the health stuff should have been divided up more with the medication stuff getting it’s own category.  As much as I want to say that this was a 50/50 year, the LIFE EVENT pushes 2023 into the bad category.  I mean, it threatens 2024 and could even cause issues with 2025, 2026, and 2027.  Not sure about after that.  Yeah, I’m not really liking how this year turned out and I actually still have November and December to go here.  I wrote this early because I figured it couldn’t get better or worse.  Any additions will be put below.

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What to Do With Tuesdays?

I’ve been treading water on Tuesdays for a while because I haven’t had any really good ideas.  Not having a release coming up, I can’t do any promotional teasers.  It’s hard to find new teasers in the old books too.  Mostly because it’s been so long that I don’t remember all of the juicy parts that would work.  I wish I had a book I had no intention of publishing in order to post it here.  Sadly, I only have Darwin’s adventures and those are to be published one day.

I can’t ask what characters people want to see teasers about.  The same names always come up, so nothing new gets added to the blog.  The same problem goes for the books because there are a handful of favorites among my small audience.  For example, Ichabod Brook gets mentioned a lot even though his story collection barely sold when it was a big debut. So, what exactly can I do?

What do other people do on their blogs when they want to post?  Are there any interesting new ways to promote books?  I’ve used teasers, basic ‘buy it now’ posts, character interviews, and behind-the-scenes.  Figure there has to be something I haven’t tried yet.

Potential ideas:

  1. Future story ideas such as Phi Beta Files, a necrocaster concept, etc.
  2. Promote books for other authors or myself if nobody submits.
  3. Keep grabbing older teasers and posting them until I figure something else out.
  4. Questions 3 that relate to my books.
  5. Cry in the corner until an idea comes up.
  6. Use holidays to promote my books?

Before anybody says it, telling me to just keep the day blank and that I don’t have to post every day isn’t going to help.  Honestly, maintaining this blog’s posting streak is turning out to be one of the few things that give me a sense of accomplishment.  Is there anything fun I can do with Tuesdays?

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Merry Christmas Memes

The title speaks for itself.  Merry Christmas to everyone who celebrates.  Congratulations on surviving the onslaught of music, lights, and jolly specials to all of us who just want to make it to December 26th.  Seriously, it seems to get more extreme every year.  Anyway, enjoy this holiday about a magical immortal who brings joy to others by reading a book about a magical immortal who . . . gets into violent brawls.  Check out War of Nytefall: Loyalty!

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