Teaser Tuesday: The Debut of the Baron

Cover Art by Jason Pedersen

This is a big scene from Allure of the Gypsies because it’s where Baron Arthuru Kernaghan makes his debut.  Having a main villain trapped in one spot for the entire series was tough, but I think I made it work.  Peppering scenes of him talking to his minions and taking some action from afar helped to create a sense that he is contained for a reason.

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High Fantasy

Hi, gang. ✋ Craig here again. We’re continuing my series dive into the speculative genres. Today we’re going to look at High Fantasy. High Fantasy …

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Revisit: Game vs. Book Differences

Posted on December 12, 2012 . . . I was posting rapidly once I started.  Posts were either gigantic like this or around 200 words too.  Gee, I was a mess of a newbie blogger.

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At the age of thirteen, I was introduced to Dungeons & Dragons, which opened the door to several other dice-based roleplaying games. This hobby lasted through college and a few years beyond. If you think I’m outing myself as a nerd/geek/dweeb/whatever then understand that you would get this vibe from me within fifteen minutes of us talking. That’s being generous because I look the part, but that’s not the point of this.

When I hit college, I realized that the characters I was playing and the games I was either in or running would make good stories. So, for some games, I asked permission to write books based on the adventures and for others games I simply tested out characters. This method of story and character testing is what led to the creation of Windemere and many of the major heroes that I use. Unfortunately, this method also came with a major flaw that I did not realize until I sat down to write Beginning of a Hero.

The flaw is that what works for a game does not always work for a book. Very few secondary character conversations happen in games and many games devolve into battle after battle after battle. Your heroes start incredibly weak and level up, which does not translate well to a book setting because leveling is rather abrupt. Imagine if you are reading a book, a battle happens and suddenly one of the heroes instantly knows archery. In the book, you would have to give the character a reason to learn, time to learn, and a teacher, which takes away from the overall story. The ways to counter this is to either have the new skills learned between books or start the heroes off with a decent level of skill. I’m not talking perfect, but able to handle themselves in whatever role they are designed for. The best example of this is the spellcaster Nyx who appears in my second book. In the game, she began with only one or two combat spells, which led to her getting knocked out at least once per game. In the characters defense, the player (now my wife) was new to the hobby and had a habit of rushing into battle like she was a warrior. It was adorable, but not a good thing to transfer to a book. So, I had her start with incredible magical power and her challenge came from keeping it under control and fine-tuning her abilities. This made the book version and game versions incredibly different in ability, evolution, and personality.

Another part of this flaw is that many players will act out a character in either the same way or so off-the-wall that you have to change the character for the book. Noble heroes are the most common because they are the easiest to play, but there is very little difference in personality for these types. This is where character flaws and strategies come in. For example, two noble heroes that appear in Legends of Windemere are differentiated by one being a reckless warrior and the other being a strategist warrior. In a game, the reckless warrior is more likely to die because of a bad roll of the dice. So, for many characters I had to design new personalities with more depth, which is easier to do in a book because the author makes the rules. My psychotic vampire from World of Darkness can be more monstrous and violent in the book than he ever was in the game because he doesn’t have stats to prevent his rages.

One of the biggest downsides to using games for book influence is that a person can leave the game when they stop having fun or have something better to do. Legends of Windemere never made it to the end of the game. I’m not even sure it made it to the halfway mark. I do know that over the years several players left for various reasons, leaving gaps in the plot and issues for my books. So, you can probably figure out which characters belonging to players who left. At one point, over half the gaming group left, which left me with a weekend of figuring out what to do with the characters. Eventually, I decided that I would stop following the game and use it as a loose outline for stories. The game could change its plot and only we would know, but I couldn’t make essential characters expendable in the book after giving them major build-ups. I remember the biggest disaster that this came up was when a character was introduced and the player left college in less than a year. Within that year, this character was signified as an essential part of the plot’s prophecy and developed a deep relationship with another character. So, this character went through several kidnappings, comas, and other instances until the gamemaster and I had a fight on what to do. He wanted to kill her off while I didn’t see how the game could continue without her. This is probably a perfect example of the different mentalities behind games and books. In the end, I had to redesign the character for the books and redesign most of the events to include her because she was never around in the game. To this day, she is one of my favorite characters and I always feel sorry for some of the things I do to here.

I think of this topic a lot because I remember the characters and people that I gamed with every time I write the book scenes. Even the characters that I played are different than the one I spent years tracking stats and gear for. He has become a lot more powerful, a lot deeper, and a lot more believable. It is that last part that is strange to me because it really shows that when people play games of make-believe, they really don’t want to touch too much of reality. Many game characters lack flaws or are given minor flaws for the sole purpose of getting more points to increase stats. Rarely did you find someone who took a flaw because they wanted to act out the flaw because in the end for the players, the game was about winning and not about the story. It is a different mentality than the one of an author nurturing characters along their literary path. I have no sense of stats or dice when I write my scenes, which makes many of the game events impossible to transfer.

I would like to say that I treated every character with love and respect when I altered their backgrounds and skills to fit into Windemere. The truth is that some things simply could not be transferred and other things I never understood or liked in the first place. Heck, I’m still not sure about some of the character’s original backgrounds because they were never delved into in the game. I guess this is the risk people take when they try to transfer from a medium of multiple minds to a medium of the single mind.

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The Kangaroo: Nature’s Kickboxer?

Surprised that it’s taken me this long to do an animal post about kangaroos.  They are fairly popular and probably the most recognizable marsupial from Australia.  Sure, the koala is big, but I think it’s easier to recognize a kangaroo as a silhouette.  Now, there are four species and all are considered ‘least concerned’.  So, let’s just see some interesting facts about these guys:

  • A group of kangaroo is called a mob.
  • Some species can jump over 30 feet long and 10 feet high.  They can also reach a top speed of 40 miles per hour.
  • Their tail is used for balance, especially when hopping.
  • Kangaroos cannot hop backwards due to their tails and hind leg structure.
  • They have the same bite force as a grizzly bear at 6x that of a human and a punch/swipe that is 8x that of a human.
  • A kangaroo’s kick strength is enough to break ribs, damage internal organs, and disembowel.  Probably doesn’t have to be said, but this can kill you.
  • Kangaroos prefer to use their left hand when doing things like grooming.  Their right hand is used less often and tends to be utilized for strength-based tasks.
  • At 5 weeks old, a newborn joey (baby kangaroo) will crawl to their mother’s pouch.  They will only be an inch-long.
  • Females can utilize a process called ’embryonic diapause’.  This is when they pause the development of an embryo in order for a current baby to use the pouch.  After anywhere from days to months, development can continue as long as the older baby no longer needs the pouch.
  • Kangaroo ears can swivel to pick up more sounds.
  • They have chambered stomachs similar to cows and have a herbivore diet.  Unlike other animals with this digestive system, they release very little methane.  It is turned into acetate for extra energy.
  • All of their current predators have been introduced to Australia by humans while their natural predators are extinct.  Their biggest one is the dingo, which they have been known to kill through disemboweling kicks and even drowning.

Time for the fun of pictures and videoes:

Antilopine Kangaroo

Easter Grey Kangaroo

Red Kangaroo

Western Grey Kangaroo

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Goal Post: Week of Break . . . Downs?

Surprisingly, I’m actually writing this in the morning instead of Friday night.  That might be a warning about how things didn’t go well.  To be fair, I was at a friend’s BBQ and fireworks show last night.  I got home with enough time to write this post, but I just didn’t have it in me.  Bunch of conversations about a situation I’m still in had me thinking and not in a positive light.

I can’t go into details, but some people might be able to glean a bit from this paragraph being written just to get stuff out of the way.  So, I thought that I had reached a point where actions could be taken to change my situation.  I found out that all the people who said I could were wrong and that I’m stuck for a few years.  It also became clear that one of the other people in this situation is allowed to take these actions, act with pettiness, and be an all around asshat without consequences.  Meanwhile, I can get my world further wrecked by uttering a single swear word in anger.  This led to me complaining a lot about biased systems, which claim to not be biased.  Now, I feel even more trapped than ever, especially since that other person is showing signs they’re about to let their pettiness and vengeful nature take over.  I’m hoping to find ways to either prevent that or change something next week, but it’s not looking good.  Worst part is there is someone even more helpless than me trapped in the middle and they’re not doing well with the situation, but nothing can be done.

In happier news, my son and I had some fun at the Pokemon Go-Fest last weekend.  It was hot and I got burnt a bit, but we brought enough waters each day.  He had much better luck than me in catching special Pokemon.  Reached the point where he started catching what I needed and trading with me, which felt a little insulting.  Not by him, but the game since we were playing for 8 hours each day.  I mean, I paid money for an increased chance to get what are called ‘shinies’ and had terrible luck.  At least my son had a blast to celebrate the end of a really rough school year.  He passed all of his classes and Regents test with one being a ‘skin of the teeth’ situation.  I didn’t get upset because I told him that he just needed to pass Geometry and put it behind us.  Even math teachers were telling me that it’s the hardest of the required high school math classes.

Movies and television shows were watched as well last week.  We went with friends to see the live-action ‘How to Train Your Dragon’, which I enjoyed.  I was preparing myself for a big change of story and characters like you see with Disney, but it was a 95% retelling with a handful of changes.  Those changes were explained as well, so you didn’t feel like it was shoehorned in without thought.  I would recommend this movie for anyone who loved the original, but I know some people don’t want their favorites touched.  My son and I also watched ‘The Great Outdoors’ with John Candy and Dan Aykroyd as well as the first season of ‘Wednesday’.  I surprised my son demanded ‘Wednesday’ and followed the story even with the twists.  No questions, confusion, or boredom like usual.  Wish I knew what it was about this show that triggered his comprehension skills.

Once my son went to his mom’s, I ended up getting stuff done around the house.  I can’t quite remember a lot of the mundane.  With summer school starting on Monday, I had a list of chores and errands.  Trying to think of a healthy sandwich to bring and I’m on a pita with tahini sauce and chopped up strawberries.  Interesting taste combo with no protein, but it should work if I also bring a yogurt and zero sugar muscle milk.  Can’t really think of anything else since I won’t have time to heat food and we tend to eat with the kids, which means needing to stay on our toes.  So much adulting needed to be done, so I’m surprised I accomplished anything else.

Well, I got 3 chapters of edits for Darwin & the Beast Collector typed in by the writing of this post.  I’m hoping to get 2 more done, but I’ll be happy with 1.  Family is coming over today and there’s a Pokemon Go event from 2-5 both days.  With it being a rainy week, I should get my walking and fresh air in when I can.  I am learning that typing in part of a chapter at night is helping, but I’m not that consistent.  Can’t do this when my son is here because we watch anime until 9/9:30 and I call it a night around 10.  On non-son days, I really just need the 7-8 time to do it.  Otherwise, I feel like I should be relaxing and letting my stress leave.  My desk area also has bad lighting with no space to put a lamp, so reading my chicken scratch is made worse by shadows.  I’m definitely not going to be able to do this when I begin writing a new book . . . Still getting scared when I think about getting back into that, which is definitely looking like an August thing.  Fingers crossed that my mojo returns, especially given what the second paragraph of this post was about.

Goals of the week?

  1. Help students get into the summer school groove.
  2. Type in more Darwin & the Beast Collector edits.
  3. Spend time when son when he’s not at camp.
  4. Curse the rain that won’t leave us alone.
  5. Get tickets to the zoo for next weekend.
  6. Play Pokemon Go when weather and time permits.
  7. Keep fiddling with lunch ideas that don’t involve cold cuts, microwaves, or droopy salads.
  8. Figure out what to do about the ‘situation’.
  9. Try not to lose hope.
  10. Get pizza for lunch tomorrow.
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Happy 4th of July

To be honest, I almost forgot about this holiday.  It really isn’t any fun during the years I don’t have my son.  Just a Friday with a lot of explosions to me.  Going to post a bunch of old memes from over the years.

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Poetry Day: Seeking Balance

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(A poem about balance.  You know I had to have at least one somewhere.)

Life is on a tightrope
With predators below
Shadowy beasts
Leaping
Baring poison fangs
Before you even tilt

 

I lack the tools
To keep afloat
Feeling chunks
Ripped
From my mental form
Bleeding all my sanity

 

I see others
Dancing on the rope
Balancing above the horrors
As if everyone can do it
Never understanding
That many wish to fall

 

When do I get to rest
And seek out a bit of joy
Every day feels like a waste
Of the only life I have
Am I cursed to spend it all
Fighting to keep my balance

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Revisit: Writer/Author/Storyteller

This is the first post I made that didn’t involve my books and was done on December 5th, 2012.  Heck, it was before I figured out how to put pictures in my posts too.

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Over the years I have heard people say that they are an author or that they are a writer. I have done this as well because those were the terms that I knew. Then one day, a strange utterance came out of my mouth when a person asked me what I do. I can barely remember the exact situation or the exact day I said this, but it felt more natural than anything else I had stated:

I am a storyteller.

You may look at me like I’m odd or crazy, but I have thought on the difference between these three titles. Using my personal definitions, I have found that I feel more comfortable calling myself a storyteller. Yes, I know this is a very biased way to look at the world, but everybody has their own definitions, philosophies, and mantras that they live through. This has become part of mine and maybe you’ll sign on to my insanity.

My definition of writer is somebody who simply writes, which means it has several sub-categories. This person does it for the joy of putting pen to paper or finger to keyboard. It is the act of writing that makes them happy, so anything that comes after that is extra. Some of them do have the drive to get published, but it is a drive that is easily derailed with no rise of frustration or sadness from the writer.

I also include the casual writer in this category. This is a person with no intention of publishing, but likes to make stories in his or her spare time. I will point out that I have run into many casual writers who are suddenly inspired by my passion for authorship. These are their words and I tend to find it very humbling at times. A lot of the times this happens, I sit there and listen to their story while giving insight upon request. I will admit that 7 out of 10 times, the idea has merit and I tell the person that they should run with it. Unfortunately, 3 out of 10 times I have to sit there listening to an idea that sounds more like a list of favorite movies and books. My personal favorite is listening to people tell me about a book idea, but focus more on the actor/actress that they want for each part in the movie adaptation. So, I have found that the writer is definitely the most wide-spanning category, but some of those categories should be wandered into at your own risk.
The author is a writer who wants to be published and will do whatever he or she can to get to that point. For many, the glory of being a published author becomes more important than the actual product they are creating. I hate to say that these people are in it for the money because that it is a very rare breed. These people sincerely want to contribute to the literary world, but that has become their main goal. So, they will write whatever is popular even if it is not a genre or story that they like. Many authors do this to get their foot in the door, but it has that risk of being locked into a genre that you never wanted to be a part of. You begin to fall when you stray from the genre and into the realm that you truly wanted. I won’t say it is impossible to make the jump, but it is a harsh road that never really appealed to me.

I know this category sounds like I have some hate, but it’s more of a lack of understanding of this type of mentality. I always felt that an author should enjoy what he or she writes. To do otherwise makes the story seem insincere, but that’s probably because I try to instill as much emotion as I can into my stories. I give credit to a person who can write in any genre, especially those that they would not read themselves. I couldn’t do it and I have never had any intention of doing it. I guess there could be a little envy in there because these are the types of people that get into the writing world with less trouble than the rest of us.

The storyteller is more of a middle-ground of the other two. This type of person loves to write stories and put pen to paper with the dream of becoming a published author. The difference sits with their focus and intent. A writer focuses on the words, an author focuses on getting published, and a storyteller focuses on the story. It is the evolution of characters and progression of plot that drives these people to write. They get more enjoyment from a person going on about their favorite character than someone discussing grammar or the finer points of communicating with your agent. These are all important factors into becoming published, but the storyteller is nearly obsessed with the desire to draw the reader into the story. This can be rather self-destructive because a storyteller will lock onto a specific genre or story. They will refuse to let go because the story is so close to their heart and soul that altering it to something else or throwing it away is the equivalent to murdering one’s own child. It’s a horrible, evil thought that should never enter one’s mind beyond having a villain do it in a story.

This is a major part of my creative identity and it is a strange thought that has evolved over the years. If one wants to be a writer and an author then I wish them the best of luck and hope they do the same to me. I will continue to be a storyteller because it makes me happy and gives me the proper focus I need to create my stories. Though, I think many people are storytellers without even realizing it.

Addition: This one is already long, but I think my mind has changed.  Now, I feel people are a combination of all three even if the levels aren’t equal.  Definitely more storyteller than writer and author.

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The Origin of Stories

How 60,000-Year-Old Narratives Shape Modern Fiction As authors, we often think of storytelling as a deeply personal act—a way to share our unique …

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Teaser Tuesday: A Meeting Between Immortals

Savagery

Cover Art by Alison Hunt

There really isn’t much to say about this one.  It’s an encounter I’ve been wanting to do since the first book.  In War of Nytefall: Savagery, we finally get to see a familiar face from Legends of Windemere make their presence known.

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