
Hi, gang. Craig with you once more with one of my ill conceived posts. I stumbled across something interesting and am trying to turn it into a …
Inverse Ninja Theory

Hi, gang. Craig with you once more with one of my ill conceived posts. I stumbled across something interesting and am trying to turn it into a …
Inverse Ninja Theory
Way back on December 2nd, I went with my family to the see the Bronx Zoo Holiday Lights. I’ve never actually been there before. Surprising since I’ve had the membership for about a decade. The stars and finances never really aligned until last month. So, here we are with some of my favorite pictures from the event. Although, the first one is not of a light, but a snow leopard cub that had recently been shown to the public.

Baby Snow Leopard!


Peacocks in the trees


Chainsaw Ice Carving


Ouch.
Not a day has gone by between last Saturday and today where there wasn’t some ridiculous drama. So, I didn’t get any writing or editing done. Managed to fiddle with some Lego sets and a puzzle, but that was it. The stinky stuff was flying and it even forced me to take one of my ‘when needed’ anxiety meds to help me sleep. You know it’s bad when a full dose of Zzzquil doesn’t make a dent.
I can’t really talk about much of what happened in detail. At work, we had to get back into our regular schedule, but obstacles occurred. The temptation to let my aching mind and body get a day off was high, but I didn’t want to leave my coworkers in the lurch when we were already strained. Didn’t think it would look good if I took a day off so soon after a long break too. Figure I can make it to the weekend where sleep and hydration can push me towards recovery. Last night, I could feel a familiar ache in my gut and lower back, so I might be bedridden at some point. As long as it’s over the weekend and doesn’t strike next week. Friggin’ IBS hasn’t reared its head in well over a year, so I guess it was due to remind me it exists.
The bigger issue was something I had to deal with outside of work. I feel like I’ve been backed into a corner with a certain situation. Also that being a person who openly shows his emotions results in me being seen as a monster by those who don’t really know me. I show my anger and frustration, which makes me an easy target for those with more control to trigger me around others. Feeling like I’m being poked and prodded like a captured beast until I flip doesn’t help my psyche. Seeing how other people with less visible, but equally vicious, tempers get a pass because they don’t appear angry causes frustration. Even when I hold myself back, the few blips get pointed out and I feel like I’m being vilified again. Having to face this on top of the whirlwind of work and not being able to rest has left me drained.
No idea what I can do about it. Long ago, I was the type of person who kept his anger on the inside and never talked about it. That was making my insides feel rotten and I’d lash out when I couldn’t hold it in anymore. So, I decided to not let the negative feelings get pent up and let people know I was upset. Sad thing is that only gets people to tell you to stop complaining, grow up, or another comment to minimize my feelings. Is it any wonder I get confused or even argue with people who try to compliment me or say that my emotions are justified? Doesn’t say much about my life if comfort and positive comments are practically an alien language. Then again, I’ve been reading up how this is fairly common among people. Huh, pretty weird goal post, but my mind is wandering and letting stuff out to clear the weekend.
My only plan for this weekend is to edit as much of Darwin & the Fate Bracelet as possible. I kept bringing it to work to do some editing, but I never had any time to tinker with it. Maybe next week and hopefully I get far this weekend, which means staving off whatever my guts are attempting to do. Hydration is key. Since I’m using a paper copy, I’ll be able to move around the house and give myself a change of scenery from time to time. Let’s see. 16 chapters and I can typically edit 3 per day, but it might be more since this is the 4th time I’ve gone through it. Just trying to tighten up any areas that seem flimsy. Makes for a good January project since I can’t touch Darwin & the Joy Path until February when the ‘life event’ has either ended or hit a new stage.
I was going to say that I won’t get much done this week, but it might end up being the opposite. Tuesday is going to be messy since that’s the only day to jam in a bunch of appointments and activities. The rest of the week might not be too bad. My son is in a special music festival called All County, which requires several late nights at school to rehearse. That gives me a bunch of afternoons and evenings to do writing and biking after work. Be great if I can get the editing done and inputted by the end of the month. Not sure what to do with Darwin & the Fate Bracelet after that since it will still be a while before I can publish. I was aiming for end of summer anyway. Guess I can start writing Darwin & the Joy Path. Weird idea:
What if I edit all 5 finished Darwin books before I begin the 6th?
Goals of the week:

So, I’m using this month to get a few things started and other things finished. Also, I need some time to formulate more types of Tuesday posts and other topics. Not to mention the ‘life event’ is still going on and no idea when it will finish. In other words, I’m going to be doing ‘Questions 3’ for the January Fridays. Enjoy!

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(A fun birthday poem. Wrote this during a year where I wasn’t too thrilled with getting older. So, I was calling it my ‘not dead’ day. Still have these moments at times since my birthday always comes and goes. There’s this middle period of life where birthdays don’t feel important. Too old to be excited about another year, but too young to be happy about making it.)
Another year has passed
Dodging death’s embrace
Celebrating my survival
In a lethal world
I have defeated
All diseases that took hold
Avoided accidents
From work and home
No phantom failing
Of essential parts
Evil acts of God and man
Have passed me by
Today I reap the prize
A precious cake
Of my request
Branded with my name
This is my reward
For not dying this last year
Happy birthday to me
(This was originally posted on January 8th, 2023.)
I was trying to decide on the first animal post of 2023. Took a while before I realized that I should start with the gentle giant: Blue Whale.
These whales can grow from 80 to 100 feet with the record being 108 feet. They can weigh from 100,000 to 150,000 pounds. Their tongue alone weighs about as much as a full-grown elephant. A blue whale’s heart alone can be 400 pounds and it may only beat twice per minute when the animal is submerged. They start off big too with newborn calves being 8,800 pounds and 26 feet long. Blue whales have one of the fastest growth rates in the animal kingdom at 200 pounds per day.
One thing about the blue whale is that it feeds on one of the small animals. Blue whales have baleen, which are filter-like ‘teeth’ in their mouths. They move through the ocean and the water goes through the baleen. The hairs catch the tiny food, which is then swallowed by a throat that is the size of a dinner plate. In other words, a blue whale would choke on a human. They eat nearly 9,000 pounds of krill a day.
Blue whales are the loudest animals on the planet too. Their calls can be heard by others from up to 1,000 miles away. They hit a decibel level of 188. To compare, a jet engine comes in at 140 decibels. Blue whales can call at a very low frequency as well. Their range here is 8-25 hertz. The songs vary by population groups too. Studies have shown that there is a decline in tonal frequency, which may be due to an increase in populations . . . That brings us to everyone’s favorite part.
The blue whale is considered endangered, but it’s population is slowly increasing. They gestate for 10-12 months, which means they don’t give birth very often. This doesn’t easily offset the damage that was done by its top predator, which isn’t the orca. Yes, orcas do hunt blue whales, but human whaling in the past decimated the blue whales. They used to be untouchable until someone invented those huge harpoon guns. This brought them from 350,000 to the current number of 25,000, which is slowly increasing. People wanted their oil back in the day, but they’ve been protected since 1966. Currently, they are still in danger from being struck by large shipping vessels and pollution.
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