Goal Post: Surviving ANOTHER ‘Common’ Cold

I wanted to make a better title, but this week was so ridiculous.  I recovered from last week’s cold and even did well walking around outside.  Compression shirts and thermals were amazing, so I wasn’t even cold in the snow.  Felt good enough to finish editing Darwin & the Demon Game and shrug off the ensuing sense of failure since I’m not publishing.  Headed into the mid-term week with high hopes.

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Then, I started getting the sniffles on Tuesday and my voice was raspy by the evening.  I didn’t have any of the big diseases, so it was a second, but different cold.  Worst part is that I had to read a test on Wednesday, which shredded my throat.  Drank enough honeyed tea to attract bees if it wasn’t so cold.  It was painful, but I still went through with work because it was an ‘all hands on deck’ week and the only thing that was wrong was I lost my voice.  Thing started coming back yesterday, so I’m doing better today.  Oh, and I woke up twice with nose bleeds, but those were stoppered by the CPAP mask . . . Don’t even try to imagine what my mornings were like if you want to keep your food down.

All the grossness aside, I would call this an average week.  I did finish the March posts and begin planning the April ones.  April is Autism Awareness Month, so I’m going to be using Tuesdays for posts about that.  Might re-post some old ones though.  This is what I was thinking about while I was under the covers trying to warm up after being outside at night for Pokemon Go.  The warm weather clothes still kicked butt, so it was really only my hands that had issues.  Makes me feel good about my son and I going out today, but we’re still keeping hot chocolate in the car and returning every 30-40 minutes to warm up.

For writing, I didn’t get to start editing Darwin & the Beast Collector.  I was going to do so at work when I wasn’t with my students, but the faculty lounge was too busy.  I went into the classroom, but that just resulted in meetings with my fellow Life Skills workers.  I got a little done on ‘Phi Beta Files’ when I managed to show up early, but that was really it for the week.  Probably for the best because my broken voice was driving me nuts to the point where it was hard to focus on anything unless I was with my son or working with my students.  I did have fun trying to answer questions through hand gestures, which the inquisitive student got a kick out of figuring out.  Going to half-days is always stressful for our kids, but they all did great and I’m proud of them.

Only other thing I was doing was dodging political conversations and succeeded most of the time.  My busted voice reminded me that I needed to conserve my words and not get into pointless debates.  Hacking coughs and whispering in a painful stopped people from talking directly to me as well.  Just not in the mood for the topic these days and probably won’t want to discuss it for a while.

This is a weekend with my son, so we’re going to relax.  He studied hard and we know he passed two of his mid-terms.  There’s a Pokemon event this afternoon and another running for the weekend.  So, we’ll go to the malls and parks a bit using our cold weather gear if needed.  Beyond that, we just want to play video games, watch a movie, and relax for the next week.  It won’t be too bad since we have Wednesday off for Lunar New Year, but there are already a bunch of appointments rearing their heads.

I will definitely begin editing Darwin & the Beast Collector this week. Need to print out more of the book as well, which is a pain.  I was going to try to print out a few chapters at a time to avoid using up the black ribbon.  Yet, I feel like I need more than the first three chapters for this coming week.  I’m nervous about this story because there were so many moving parts.  Some creatures didn’t get named early on and I had trouble keeping track of them.  The plot got changed a few times as I realized things were aiming in a different direction.  I ended up altering the entire ending at the final moment as well, which might work, but I can’t be sure.  There’s definitely going to be a lot of altering to do.  Mostly, I can’t figure out if I should change a character to be more suspicious or leave them acting normal until the end.  Have to make sure another ‘sign’ of things being weird is consistent too.  Ugh, my head is hurting already.

So, goals of the week:

  1. Pokemon Go with son!
  2. Watch a James Bond movie with son!
  3. Play more Lego Jurassic World with son!
  4. Get extra sleep.
  5. Start editing Darwin & the Beast Collector.
  6. Schedule a few April posts.
  7. Avoid getting a third cold.
  8. Finish Gameboy collage puzzle.
  9. Choose a new streaming show to watch.
  10. Keep drinking hot tea and hot chocolate to stay warm.
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Top 5 of 2024- #2 Characters with a Death Wish

This post originally went live on January 22, 2024.

I guess the quote above is what a literal death wish is.  That would be an acceptance that life has an ending and you’re okay with that eventuality.  Doesn’t sound like you’re wishing for death, which is how fiction tends to portray the term.  Certainly sounds like a big shift in mentality.

So, I started thinking about this after watching an anime called ‘Bungo Stray Dogs’.  The plot doesn’t matter for this topic since I want to focus on a character named Dazai.  This guy is highly intelligent, fairly charming, and can negate the powers of others.  He’s almost like a mentor to who I think is the main character.  One of his biggest character traits is that he is a ‘suicide junkie’ and routinely tries to kill himself, which has others accusing him of having a death wish.  They aren’t wrong.

Before I go further, I will explain why Dazai is like this.  He is a character who wonders if there is any point in living.  So, he tries to find a purpose, which started as an efficient killer for a mafia when he was younger.  Now, he does this other thing where he wants to discover and experience the perfect death.  Usually with a pretty girl who is willing to die as well and mean it.  Always sounds like he would never go through with it because he doesn’t try to get himself killed in battle.  I never really managed to fully wrap my head around this, which is why the death wish fascinated me.

Authors and readers have a lot of trouble with a character who wants to die.  When writing it, we tend to make them highly depressed or even deranged.  Living things have that built in fear of death, so we see the desire to die as a symptom of mental illness.  An author may want readers to avoid connecting with these characters and see them as broken, so they try to push the personality to the dismal side of human nature. This can be done to the point where the character’s reasons for wanting to die are either lost in their actions or never revealed at all.

I would say that there’s a fear of going all in on a death wish character too.  It’s fine if this translates to high action feats of heroism, which has the character survive or sacrifice themselves.  The type of hero who ‘doesn’t care if they die as long as they save others or get the mission done’.  This actually sounds closer to the real world death wish (acceptance) than the fiction one (desire for it) we tend to think of.  Maybe this is why we find it easier to write this type of hero than the ones that truly want to do for no other reason than to cease living.

This might be why I found Dazai rather interesting.  He kind of straddled the whole concept.  He was okay with dying, but fought against it whenever it was forced upon him by an enemy.  It was like the death wish was his way of controlling his existence. Maybe he was living the quote where he accepted death, but he was kind of going out of his way to find it during his downtime.  There were moments where it really was played for dark comedy too, so that might have been a key factor.  Still, it’s a staple of the character to try to die in his off-time, which is strange and seems unnatural.

Have I figured out how to write a death wish character?  I don’t know.  The version that has accepted that death is inevitable, but won’t go out of their way to die appeals to me.  They will still fight to survive when their lives are threatened, but they know that their time will come.  It sounds like a challenging balance to strike.  One that many people might even relate to.  I think I have a few characters in future books that I want to try this with too, so I should look more into it.

So, what do you think about the death wish concept?  Both reality and fiction.

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Friday JohnKu – TGIF – Fri-Yay Good/News – A visit with Sally Cronin

This header should look familiar. It belongs to Sally G Cronin, who has a very successful blog built on helping other Indie authors be more …

Friday JohnKu – TGIF – Fri-Yay Good/News – A visit with Sally Cronin
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New series – Colors and how they can enhance our settings and characters

Greetings, SE’ers! I’m happy to begin a new year with a whole new series to share with you. Over the next months I will be delving deep into …

New series – Colors and how they can enhance our settings and characters
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Poetry Day: Night Terrors

Zombieland

(Probably would have worked better on Halloween.  Still, it’s interesting to have this contrast with the softer and more serene type of eerie as last week.)

With gnashing teeth
And jagged nails
These creatures lurk beneath
Feasting on forgotten snails
Until the hallowed night

 

They wait until the sun is gone
Before rising to the surface
And bring about the darkest dawn
Pushing their sole purpose
To forge a realm of fright

 

Trees are shredded to their roots
By sharpest fangs and claws
Shadows hide horrific brutes
With gaping, gulping maws
Vast enough to devour light

 

Screams quickly fill the air
When they find a way inside
Seeking flesh to tear
There is no place to hide
From the hungry shadow blight

 

A towering form joins the fray
Their master has arisen
For this return they pray
His release from arcane prison
World’s end is now in sight

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Scenario: Homesick Demon?

Demon Slayer

Yes, I’m sticking with fantasy, but I’m hoping the mentality around each scenario can be seen as universal.  It’s all about making decisions as a character.  Still trying to find a good way to do these things.  Hard to get that middle ground between too much and too little details.

Scenario

You’re an adventurer who is starting out and have already survived more obstacles than you imagined.  After reaching a town, you are relieved to find that there is nothing out of the ordinary.  It’s quiet and clean and . . . A large demon lands in the middle of the square and flexes his bat-like wings.  He is easily three times your size and you’re already tired from a previous fight on the road.  Your group’s caster is out of magic and the priest isn’t sure he can banish something so strong.  Not without needing several minutes to finish the incantation.  The demon is walking towards you and you prepare to fight.

Then, the creature starts to talking to you.  He’s bored after waiting outside of town for weeks and was happy to smell adventurers coming.  Due to not having anything to do, the demon doesn’t even remember why he was summoned.  He’s been sitting around talking to squirrels this whole time and wishing he could go back to his family in the demonic dimension.  Still, he can’t just go home without a battle, so he’s willing to fake a fight with you.  Nothing in return since he has no money or magic items.

The scary creature seems sincere, but he is a demon.  Always a chance he could be trying to trick you and is already getting your priest to waste time thinking instead of casting.  If you jump into this fight thinking it’s fake, you could die.  Yet, if you jump in to kill the demon and it’s telling the truth, you could make it mad.  What do you do?

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Make the Writing Process Work for Your Novel!

Revisiting The Writing Process Greetings! Liz Gauffreau with you today, thinking about how a discussion of the writing process for fiction might help…

Make the Writing Process Work for Your Novel!
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Teaser Tuesday: I’m A What?

Fritz Warrenberg wasn’t a long-running character, but he was always fun to write.  One of his best scenes from Legends of Windemere: Prodigy of Rainbow Tower.  Enjoy!

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#2 of All Time- 7 Tips to Writing Immortal Characters

This post originally went live on December 21, 2016.

Immortality comes up a lot in fiction.  These timeless beings turn up as villains, heroes, love interests, cursed secondary characters, and everything in-between.  Many people hate a protagonist with this power because it’s seen as a sign of perfection.  They live forever at a perfect age with no physical flaws and an intelligence that allows them to absorb all that time has to offer.  To be fair, one could think a person who has been given immortality would also have the natural ability to evolve with time.  Then again, they are still human in some way, so giving them Eidetic memory too might be going too far.  So, what are some ways to make your immortals work?

  1. Even though they live forever, you should have some way for them to die or be removed from the story.  There needs to be a threat to these characters.  Maybe a special item can undo their powers or another immortal can do the job.  Trapped for eternity can work as well.  This is what happened to the Baron in Legends of Windemere and even Dariana to some extent.  The real limit on her is that she can still be knocked out, injured, possibly killed, or overwork her body by using her powers.
  2. A physical flaw can help in the removal of the ‘perfection’ tag.  A scar or missing body part can be explained as happening prior to immortality or the price.  It doesn’t even have to visible, but be part of a big reveal later.  Maybe the character is ashamed and has found a way to hide it someway.  I will admit that I didn’t really do this with Dariana since she uses her telepathy to limit the attention she gets.
  3. If the immortal is your protagonist then you need to factor in their long life.  They should have a lot of knowledge and maybe get confused at times.  After a couple hundred years, you get your social etiquette mixed up.  Is it still right to high five or is that old news?  What phrases no longer mean what they used to mean?  Even after being in multiple books, Dariana still isn’t sure about her reactions.  She uses old greetings and blessings instead of the more casual interactions of today.
  4. This might be an odd one, but you need to keep in mind that immortals could lose any concept of time.  They could always be late or never know what day it is.  Maybe they even lack the knowledge of the year because they work off a different calendar.  This has mostly comedy effects.
  5. Building off the previous idea, an immortal could have an apathy toward life events like marriages, births, funerals, and other milestones.  A mortal will only have about 100 years to have all of these happen, which gives the more impact.  Somebody who has gone through hundreds of these events will either not care or try to fake it for those around them.  Honestly, there are people my age that have become emotionally numb to life, so immortals would have a higher risk of this.
  6. Like any character, these types should have some kind of goal.  There has to be something they want even after centuries of life.  For example, Dariana wants friends and to see the world instead of being put back to sleep.  There are a few other things that are spoilers, so read The Spirit Well to find out.
  7. Finally: Insanity is always an option.  This explains Yola Biggs and Stephen Kernaghan perfectly.  Dariana . . . read The Spirit Well to find out!
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guest post: carol ann taylor chats about creating a cookery book

Hi Se’ers, it’s Robbie here today and I have an interesting treat for you … a guest post by culinary expert Carol Ann Taylor who has compiled and …

guest post: carol ann taylor chats about creating a cookery book
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