Another Plethora of Puzzles

Decided it was time to show another collection of puzzles.  Don’t really have any stories behind these.  Enjoy.

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Goal Post: Don’t Look at Last Week

Yeah.  Let’s not look at the goals I set for this past week.  Homework with son, puzzles, and tax stuff were the only accomplishments.  It took me all week to write one chapter section because of what I’m going to get into in a bit.  Biking happened once and I paid for it in spades later.  Everything just kind of fell apart . . . Those who pay attention to me on Facebook probably know why.

Even now, I’m exhausted and struggling to stay awake.  It’s only 8:30 PM on Friday night too.  Didn’t take Zzzquil or these Ashwagandha gummies either.  This is all physical and mental exhaustion from a long week.  I’m hoping to still be asleep when this post goes live, especially since it’s single digits around here.  No desire to get out of bed when it’s so cold out.  Now, what went wrong?

Last weekend wasn’t as relaxing as I’d hoped.  An encounter on Saturday stressed me out and then I got news about a schedule change on Sunday.  My nerves were already at their peak, but this may have caused another odd snap.  It’s clear that I’ve got insomnia because I can’t stay asleep for longer than 4-4.5 hours.  Even with Zzzquil, I’m waking around 2 or 3 AM and not falling asleep again.  The problem is that my mind starts racing and I have a weird anxiety issue.  It’s not even panic attacks right now.  All I can say is that I can’t tone my mind down enough to go back to bed.  Five nights in a row and I’m hitting Friday night like a zombie.

I couldn’t get an appointment with my doctor, but I think I know what’s going on.  The anxiety is only happening at night when I wake up.  This makes me think it’s a cortisol level issue.  Cortisol is a hormone that comes from the adrenal gland and it increases with stress.  It also rises as you sleep and is supposed to be what gently wakes you up.  If you go to bed with high levels then you can get panicked awake, which seems to be what is happening to me.  Within an hour or two of being awake, I’m no longer anxious, but I’m physically drained.  I’m hoping the Zzzquil and Ashawa . . . Winter Cherry gummies help me here.  Probably see the results in the comments.

Thanks to the sleeping issues, I didn’t do much beyond work and parenting.  I did show my son ‘Blazing Saddles’ and ‘The Fifth Element’ last weekend.  That was before the chaos started.  Once the week began, I focused on getting through the important things like work and helping my son.  Television was watched as I fell asleep.  I tried to relax by finishing a puzzle, which you’ll see in the collection tomorrow.  Don’t think my body and mind needed much of an urge to get into bed.  There was one night where I mustered the energy to finish a chapter section I attempted last weekend.  It was driving me nuts for a while, so I felt like I had to.  Unfortunately, all of that is what I have to report as far as my week.

This week is looking to be just as busy too.  My goal is to finish chapters 6 and 7 of Darwin & the Demon Game this weekend.  We’ll see if I can because a lot will depend on my sleeping ability and what I’m taking.  It’s only 5 sections though, so it should be doable.  For some reason, writing seems to drain me more than anything else, so I’m going slow.  It might be that I can only write one book per school year.  Not a great concept, but it isn’t like I’m looking to publish any year . . . decade . . . This issue really does sting lately.

The wind is howling right now, so I don’t see much of a reason to go outside.  That means more writing time though.  Another thing that keeps killing me is the weather.  I don’t know why bad weather is now making me feel like I’m about to die.  It was never like this before.  Breathing becomes labored and my sinuses ache every time it rains or gets really cold.  I can’t figure it out.  Keep wondering if my bout of covid in the summer did more damage than I realized.  The symptoms do mimic the long covid I was limping through for a few months.  It’s possible that I still have it, but it doesn’t show up unless I push myself too far for too long.  No way to really figure that out from what I can tell.

Well, that’s really it.  Anxiety and sleeping issues were the major events of the week.  I hope next week is better.  Only time will tell.  So, what are the goals?

  1. Get a few good night’s sleep.
  2. Help my son study for two tests.
  3. Write more Darwin & the Demon Game.
  4. Finish the April posts.
  5. Order those books from the library.
  6. Start the Bowser Lego Set.
  7. Watch more ‘Fruits Basket’.
  8. Find a way to be more interesting next weekend.
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Issue 4 – Cover Reveal

Originally posted on Suburban Witchcraft Magazine: Dear everyone, We are delighted to show you the cover reveal for Suburban Witchcraft Magazine …

Issue 4 – Cover Reveal
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Questions 3: Making Your School of Magic

Fairy Tail

Figure I’ll use today to let people have some fun with Wednesday’s topic.  This doesn’t even have to be solely for fantasy authors.  Not that I know a lot of those, but I’ve found that many people don’t even try.  All this requires is flexing your creativity and seeing what you can come up with.  Here we go.

  1. What unique type of magic would you want to have?
  2. What are a few spells that you would create with this magic?
  3. Is there a downside to this type of magic?
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Elements of Setting: Locale

Ciao, SEers! The last time we met, we talked about time. Today, we’re moving on to the next of the four elements of setting: locale. “Locale” is the …

Elements of Setting: Locale
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Poetry Day: Decanters of Eporwil

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(This is a fun poem that I made for a future character.  I haven’t entirely figured out what to do with her, but a key point is that she is connected to these magical decanters.  These are artifacts from the dwarven goddess of drinking, Eporwil.  I decided to add a poem to the concept, which hints at what each one can do.  Enjoy.)

Eleven brews of the dwarven goddess

Who shall drink until the end of times

Ale for summer and stout for fall

Winter lager and springtime beer

A harsh whiskey that could raise the dead

A wine to calms the meanest soul

A spirit forged of burning flame

A rum with no taste to call its own

A brandy that vanishes on the tongue

A smoky red from the dragon’s veins

A sweet ale for an inner view

A mead of power for the warrior’s charge

A fresh liquor for the seer’s eyes

Each drink shall run until last days

For the master of the decanters

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Magic Schools Beyond the Norm

Rill from Black Clover

Two of the anime my son and I have watched are ‘Fairy Tail’ and ‘Black Clover’.  We finished the former and are halfway through the latter.  He loves these series because they have magic.  I enjoy them too.  It took me a long time to realize why I find these series fairly unique in terms of magic systems.  At least, when I compare them to what I’m used to seeing.

First, I’ll do a brief overview of these two examples:

Fairy Tail–  This is a world where a lot of people have magic.  Those who do can get trained and become wizards.  Once they are skilled enough, they join a guild or go solo.  Madcap hijinks ensue.  You have standard elemental stuff, but other things like word magic, dance magic, pulling equipment from a pocket dimension, and metal magic.  Even types that seem similar and somehow different.  So, you never know what’s going to turn up.

Black Clover–  This is a world where everyone has magic, except for the main character, but that’s not important here.  At age 15, a person will go to a ceremony and gain a grimoire, which gives them a type of magic.  There are the basics alongside cooking magic, wool magic, mirror magic, thread magic, ash magic, tree magic, and the list keeps going.  As you can see above, paint magic exists too.  That character can even change his magic to be the opposite element of whatever he is fighting.

So, what is the point I’m getting to with this post?

When writing fantasy, you don’t have to stick with the traditional magical styles.  You can use the elements and other commonly used types as a jumping point, but then you start running in a different direction.  This gives you a greater variety of caster types and you can make battles/adventures more interesting.  It’s not just a flinging of fireballs and lightning bolts like the old days.  The audience won’t know exactly what’s going to be flying around if the casters are so specialized.

The trick here is to think both small and big.  You need to take a single aspect of the world or a general concept.  Then, you need to expand it without hopping into other areas.  For example, taking heat magic instead of fire magic.  You can start coming up with different uses for heat without adding fire.  Starting off simple with heat bolts and heat barriers will get the ball rolling.  Then, you can have the caster creating weapons from pure heat, which bypass armor.  Maybe they’ll create a heat golem.  You’ve now taking a small portion of one element and made it a bigger school of magic.

Doing this does require a lot of imagination and creative bending of nature.  A character may have to get the aspect to function differently that what it normally would.  If someone has dust magic, you wouldn’t expect them to be able to do any damage.  It’s just dust, so maybe blinding and hiding.  This is where an author would have the caster mess with the traits of their aspect.  Altering the density of the dust can make it hard enough for armor even if it doesn’t look like it.  Maybe it can be turning acidic.  You can even have them start conjuring sentient dust bunnies that have actual teeth.  Your imagination can still run wild even with the limitation.

That’s really the gist of this whole thing.  Can’t even deep dive into it because the concept is simple to explain, but the challenge is putting it into practice.  Just sit back and think of a type of magic that you haven’t seen much of before.  If you aren’t sure about something then research it to see what its properties are.  I know, chemistry is the most hated science of high school. (Don’t get cocky, physics! You come in second only because most people get to opt out of you.)  Anyway, the more you learn about something, the newer types of spells that you can figure out.  It doesn’t have to be much, but enough to add some versatility to the new school.  After that, let the magic fly.

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Why Do You Write?

Hey, SE Readers. Joan with you today. Happy first day of February. Today’s post is a bit different, but one all writers can relate to. For me, and …

Why Do You Write?
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The Bedlam Duo Paperbacks and eBooks Available!

Cover by Jon Hunsinger

Cover Art by Jon Hunsinger

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Let’s end this on the lesser known series.  Crossing Bedlam and Chasing Bedlam came about from me wanting to write an R-rated adventure.  It takes place in a blocked off, collapsed, dystopian United States.  The heroes are a young woman who evolves into a gun-loving mercenary and her best friend/big brother serial killer.  These books had everything that I didn’t want to put into my other series.  Cursing, violence, pop culture drops, clarity that sex occurred without the actual scene, and poking fun at a variety of real-world groups.  Really got to cut lose when writing these books.

That’s why I felt bad that they never sold and I had to shelve the entire project.  I published two more on my blog since I had them written.  Protecting Bedlam did get fairly political, which is a reason I didn’t publish that.  Hinted that it wasn’t canon when I got to Derailing Bedlam.  Will I ever return to this series?  I have outlines for other adventures, but the lack of sales and only have blog interest means it’s dead unless I become a career author.  That’s not in the cards.  So, enjoy these two outings of my madcap psychopaths who will always be on my mind.

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Her breathing ragged from running for so long, Cassidy wipes sweat from her scarred brow and flicks a long, blonde bang out of her chocolate eyes. The decade of unchecked growth has turned the park into a messy forest, which is harder to traverse than expected. Roots catch her booted feet and she bounces off thick tree trunks while focusing more on listening for her pursuers and companions. Crashing footsteps and disturbed squirrels come from every direction, so she chooses the one with the least amount of noise and prays that it brings her out of the wilderness. Cassidy is tempted to draw her gun and make a stand, but she knows the prison guards are only doing their job. More importantly, bullets are not cheap and she is the only member of group who is armed. At least as far as she knows since the seven prisoners could very well be hiding homemade weapons.

Glancing over her shoulder, Cassidy frowns at the bright orange jumpsuits of her panting companions. The six men and one woman stand out in the early morning forest, making it easy for the guards to see them through the trees. None of them have bothered to stop and remove the prison garb, which cost one of their former allies his life. It was a mistake that Cassidy still regrets since it happened when she ran off to distract the guards. Thanks to her stolen uniform, the blonde has managed to send several groups in the wrong direction, but it meant abandoning the others. Sadistic murderers and traitorous thieves though they may be, she broke them out for a reason and every death is lost money and time. She notices that two of the men in the back are still sporting the drying blood and brain matter from the deceased, neither of them caring about the gore.

Without them uttering a word, Cassidy is sure they are hoping the others are killed and act as a distraction. She is surprised none of them have attempted to betray the group and escape in the chaos, but she senses that her insurance is paying off. Strapped and locked to their right ankles, strange devices blink and occasional hum to remind the prisoners that they have to behave. Until they figure out where their unexpected savior has hidden the remote for the small bombs, the escapees have to be on their best behavior. From what Cassidy can tell, this takes a lot of effort for some of them and she can feel their stares boring into her back. Having survived the Shattered States of America for ten years, she has become used to the waves of mistrust and aggression, but these people are on a level that even makes her skin crawl.

Cassidy hears the snap of a branch to her right, drawing her attention to a trio of faint shadows in the distance. At first, she thinks it is a group of guards and is about to veer to the left when a foul smell hits her nose. The stench is sweat, urine, rotten food, and a feeble attempt to cover the other odors with a strong perfume. It is the last smell that gives Cassidy hope since real Wilders would never bother to use, much less trade, for artificial scents. Waving her arm and pointing toward where she prays is salvation, she charges ahead and breathes easier when the others match her pace. A high-pitched yelp is heard soon after she passes the huddled group and she peeks to see one of her companions has kicked a Wilder. His reward is a rusty fork to the thigh, which gives him a painful limp as he continues and grumbles about getting revenge on the smelly scavengers.

Within five minutes, Cassidy sees that they are sprinting over the remains of old baseball fields. Remembering the map she studied before infiltrating Rikers Island, she knows they are heading toward LaGuardia Airport. Once they cross the border, the only way the guards can follow is if they plan on losing the trade agreement they have with the owners. Even if the warden, who she imagines fuming in his office, makes a deal for their return, Cassidy and her new bodyguards will be long gone before they can find ink for the contract. The metallic ding of a bullet ricocheting off a vine-covered pole snaps her back to reality and she races ahead, barely noticing the remains of a fence.

Bursting from the forest, the group finds themselves heading for large containers that have been long abandoned. Bullets fly from the trees and hit the rusty remains of trucks, several of them showing signs of being used for housing. A ricochet strikes the injured prisoner in the chest and he stumbles for a few steps before crashing to the ground. Gasping for air, he tries to crawl after his companions, none of them stopping to help. He is surprised to hear scuffling from one of the nearby vehicles, shadowy faces watching him take his final breath. Attempting to stand and run, the man takes another bullet to the back of head and flops down dead. The guards are leaving the forest, but stop when the escapees make it across the distant street and into the LaGuardia territory. Cassidy waves back at the departing figures and tosses her identification card into a sewer, the expensive item no longer useful or salvageable.

Coming to a small booth outside a former rent-a-car building, the blonde shows the wrinkled man in a tuxedo her pass. The yellow, crinkled paper is taken by shaky hands that fumble to get a key off a hook. Not wanting to waste any time, Cassidy jogs through the building and sheds the top of her stolen uniform. Enjoying the touch of air conditioning on her bare arms, the yawning blonde tosses the shirt into a trashcan and is vaguely aware of the female prisoner snatching it up. The woman can have it since Cassidy has no intention of returning to Rikers Island and is still amazed her escape plan worked. Even more impressive is that she managed to get eight other people out of the prison and only two died after reaching the coast. As she hurries across a parking lot and climbs the stairs of a parked airplane, the tired woman wonders if anyone would believe she pulled off such a wild stunt.

Leaving the six prisoners in the cabin, Cassidy goes to finish changing in the cockpit and locks the door behind her. It is a welcomed luxury to put a barrier between herself and the primal aggression that wafts off the others. Having rented out the winged apartment beforehand, she finds her bag is still stashed behind the captain’s chair. Changing into her favorite pair of jeans and a black, sleeveless shirt, she pauses to put her weapons in all of their familiar places. A black handgun is tenderly caressed and strapped to her hip, a few experimental draws making sure it is in the perfect position. She dangles a dented, silver locket in front of her face before giving it a kiss and putting it around her neck. From the bottom of the patch-covered duffle bag, Cassidy pulls out a black pea coat and puts it on even though it is early summer. She adjusts it so that an old bullet hole is over her heart and fixes her hair, a mask of calm confidence coming over her face as she prepares to speak with her companions.

“What the fuck happened!?” Cassidy shouts as she opens the door and steps on a blood-oozing finger.

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Top Post of 2022: The Quokka!

(This little guy came in first and won so many hearts.  Originally posted on April 3rd, 2022.)

Hello again for another animal.  This one is the ‘World’s Happiest Animals’ because they always seem to be smiling.  They aren’t afraid of people either, so there’s a trend to get a selfie with them.  Of course, they live in Australia, so you can’t do it that easily unless you’re a local.  What are they?

The Quokka

Now, this is a type of wallaby, which means they’re a marsupial.  They are considered vulnerable for the following reasons:

  • Loss of habitat
  • Mostly the introduction of dogs, cats, and foxes to their habit.  These aren’t their normal predators, so these animals have weakened their populations.  Foxes are apparently the biggest issue for them.

Here’s a site with more info.  QUOKKA!

Since they’re a type of wallaby, they’re a subspecies themselves.  So I won’t have different types.  Means more pictures of them in general.  Enjoy.  (All images found in Google Image Searc.)

And let’s not forget some videoes.  The second one is very informative.

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