Daddy on the Think-About-It Couch

Blanket Pillow and Pillow BlanketSo, this is a story from this week that involves the toddler.  In school, they have the ‘Think-About-It’ chair, so we created the ‘Think-About-It’ couch.  When he’s bad or gets into a tantrum, we put him there and talk him down.  The only downside is that an adult has to stay with him or he simply gets off the couch.  Anyway, this story is where this tactic was used against me.  I took one of his cookies and he ‘caught’ me.  I’ve done this before without a problem, but he’s recently figured out that food can run out.  So, the one-sided conversation went like this:

“Daddy, I need to talk to you on the Think-About-It couch.”

*Takes me to the couch and I’m curious about this.*

“That was Aidan’s cookie.  You do not eat Aidan’s cookie.  You eat daddy’s cookies.  If you eat Aidan’s cookies then I have no cookies.  So do not eat Aidan’s cookies.  You can only eat daddy’s cookies.  Aidan’s cookies are my cookies.  Please get me two cookies.”

I’m proud of myself for keeping a straight face through this.

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Goals for the Month of Madness

This is going to be a busy month, especially the weekends.  4 birthdays, Mother’s Day, a yard sale, a charity walk, a car show, and a defensive driving course.  The only weekend I have free is the last one.  June is only a little better with the first weekend being taken up by a movie/lunch or dinner for Year 9.  Oh and today started with the toddler knocking down the baby gate and tumbling down the stairs.  He’s fine.

Progress this week?  I guess.  I scheduled every post for this month except for Sundays and the excerpt week, which I’ll set up tomorrow.  Last week in May will have the debut scene of Luke Callindor, Fizzle, Nyx, Sari, Timoran Wrath, and end on the 5th Champion.  I’ll be ending each one on a cliffhanger and there will be spoiler warnings.  Guess it’ll be a slow week here at that point.

As for writing, I can’t tell if I succeeded or not.  Various events and a health issue got in the way, so I had a few 1 section days instead of 2 section days all week.  Yet, the chapter I was going to end with has been altered.  First part of it has been added to the previous chapter and the rest has been condensed into the beginning of the next chapter.  I should be getting the characters to Nevra Coil by the end of the week.

Honestly, I’ve simply been sluggish and bordering burn out this past week.  I worry that I’m writing too far ahead since I’m writing book 8 and book 5 isn’t even ready to publish yet.  I can’t put it out earlier than late July/early August if everything runs smoothly.  So I have that weighing on my head along with just being . . . I don’t even know.  I guess pulled in 50 different directions and never being given a moment’s peace until I’m already at the edge.  Once I get this moment, I’m allowed to relax and then I’m hit as soon as I try to step back into things.  Almost like the pressure builds when I’m not there, so staying within the crusher is almost better than the stepping out for a bit.  Before anyone suggests it, I can’t step out and never return.  Again, I have no space to call my own, so there’s no ‘escape’ even temporarily.  Did you know library’s aren’t as quiet as they once were?  Also, as an author who gets up and moves while working, it isn’t a great location.

Goals for the week:

  1. Write
  2. Promote books
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The Muse

So, I’ve been toying with various ideas and my mind wandered into the realm of ‘The Muse’.  It’s not something I typically think of since I never really nailed down an exact muse for myself.  Guess I have thousands of them, but that’s besides the point.  I began to wonder if a world of fantasy would have a strange variation of Muses.  I know they stem from Greek Mythology, so it isn’t a far jump to imagine a Muse taking physical form and being some goddess-like being.

This brought me to the idea of fairies and a future story/series that I planned.  I wanted to investigate the various species of Windemere at some point.  Not sure if this specific idea will join the series or be a stand alone, but here it is.  There is a type of pixie that flies around cities and sprinkles dust on artists when they need a boost of creativity.  The reason for this is because these fae feed off the aura that an artist emits when working on a project.  Sometimes they find someone who is so blocked that their dust can’t help them and most times they’ll let the person give up.  Yet, there are times where a pixie will take pity on the artist and transform into a Muse to help them.

A Muse is bonded to the artist and can be seen, possibly even take a human (or whatever race the artist is) size.  Their energy and feedback can help break the creative block and bring the project to completion.  The downside to one of the pixies taking the form/role is that they sacrifice their future.  If the project is finished or abandoned then the Muse fades into oblivion.  Many people are probably saying ‘well then why would any of the pixies do that?’  Because the eruption of creative aura from such a project would help their entire species and bring about a stronger generation.  Also, any who take this path know what their fate is, so it isn’t a light decision.

Now, I’m toying with the idea of the artist that is in this story to find a way to avoid his Muse’s death.  Not drawing out his project indefinitely because that could be seen as an abandonment in the eyes of the magical laws.  I’m thinking of him finding a way to actually break her from the laws and then he has a ‘wild’ Muse on his hands.  This can go in various directions depending on if I decide that it’s happened before or this is a first time.  I’m thinking of not going the ‘lover’ route with the two, but more of a cherished friendship between them.  This is why I’m wondering about making the Muse its own series.  I can pull out her trying to get used to being free and falling into a few problems.  There’s always the concept of someone wanting to capture her and use her Muse abilities for his/her own nefarious schemes.  Then again, I can always make it a stand alone book where she is freed in ‘Act 1’, gets into trouble in ‘Act 2’, and . . . I’m not really sure how this would end.  Return to pixie life?  Fade away to put nature right?  Go off on her own?  Stay with the artist and live a new life?  It’s really an open book right now.

Anyway, that’s one of the many ideas I was toying with during my ‘vacation’.  Got that and made major progress on Project Phoenix, which I really need to rename.  There’s no phoenix or project involved any more.  Same goes for ‘Realm of the Night’ since I made all my vampires daywalkers, but it’s hard because I love that series title.  Been using it since college too.  I think I’ve diverted from my path.

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Why They Write

Kenshin Himura (How I feel)

Kenshin Himura

Sorry!  I totally forgot that I was going to list people’s answers and reasons to Monday’s question.  Please check out the blogs and published works of everyone:

“I’m on board with most of that but I write poetry and know there is no money in that.” The Mirror Obscura

“I love writing because I’m totally addicted to it since the day when I started reading “anything” so seriously” Insight

“For me as a total readerholic and mental escape artist all my life, the writing came late, but now that particular joy of creating worlds, people, dragons, scenarios – whatever – can’t be matched by anything else that I’ve ever done.” Jo Robinson

“I think the reason evolves over time. I began writing as a way to express myself in a healing way. But then I began writing poetry. Poetry is a great self-expression for me and I must admit that I still write for myself, but I love to write something that will evoke powerful emotions in other people too.” Pamela Beckford

“I think the main reason for my being a writer is because I just enjoy creating, in general. Also, it can be an excellent way to relieve stress. Plus, there’s something sort of fun (though mildly terrifying) about sharing my work with others.” Twixie13

“I think you hit the nail on the head when you said reasons change. Today it could be one reason, tomorrow another. That’s not so hypocritical as it is self reflective. Some of my reasons are sort of selfish. It’s therapeutic. it’s a creative expression outlet. At least recovering the costs of publishing has that reward. I don’t know about getting rich. it happens to a few, but I’m not holding my breath. Sharing a story. That’s my primary, or core, reason…today. It’s fun, should always be a reason, else you are doing something wrong IMHO!” S.K. Nicholls

“Hmmm … well, it started off for me in fanfiction, because I was absolutely furious that Sirius Black died in the Harry Potter series, and I just couldn’t rest until I wrote a version of his story where he survived and had awesome fun times with Harry (and a resurrected James Potter). That showed me that I really enjoyed writing — mostly the coming up with stories part, although not necessarily the writing them down part. So I suppose I write because A) I love coming up with stories, and the transition from thought to paper just seems like a natural progression to me, B) I love reading, and I write books I want to read and that I think others will enjoy, and C) To leave something behind of myself when I’m gone. The last one is a bit depressing (or possibly inspirational?), but I was really affected by the movie Troy — there’s this one scene where Achilles can choose to stay home, live a long life, and die an old and happy man, or he can go to war and be remembered forever as a hero. I like the idea of being remembered” Michelle Proulx

“I write because if I don’t, the voices in my head take over and I can no longer function as a normal human being. Recently a new friend asked me if Schizophrenia ran in my family. She didn’t mean it to hurt me, she was honestly just curious about the writing process and how my mind works. I laughed and told her than Writing was the only socially acceptable from of schizophrenia. She laughed back and said something like, “Well, that clears it all up then!” Olivia Stocum

“I write mostly to get the characters in my head to stop bugging me (although in some cases it simply encourages them) and sometimes as a method of wish fulfillment, or living vicariously through them. Mostly though, it’s because I simply enjoy the story that spins itself out.” Katie Sullivan

“Im pretty much on board with what you wrote, except for the money. Id rather have one crazed fan, than a million bucks.” Oloriel

“I write because…
1, I love it.
2, Now I’ve started I can’t stop. I don’t call myself an authorholic for nothing. To be honest, my life would be very much easier if I didn’t write but I can’t give it up.
3.Real life is wonderful but I need to pimp it in my dreams. And since I live in this dream world, I guess I may as well share it.” M.T. McGuire

“Writing is what calms me.
My therapy
My calling – figuring I have something someone needs to hear.
Would be fun to be paid, but whatever.
I just really love it, mostly, that’s it.” Audrey Dawn

“I was writing avidly many years before publishing became a viable option or before I discovered blogging. This seems to be true for many writers.” Chris McMullen

“Love and life look and feel better in one poetic frame or another” Ellespeth

“For most of my life, there has been a yearning for something, an unquenchable thirst that I could never satisfy. I tried different things and while many signs pointed to writing, I always dismissed them. I could never be a writer. I lacked the knowledge, the skills, the experience, and most importantly the voice. But one day I wrote a story (not a school assignment, but one I wanted to write) and the feeling I got from the experience was exhilarating. The unquenchable thirst had finally been satiated and the reasons I shouldn’t write didn’t matter anymore. I had a story to tell.”  Melissa Janda (There’s more to this one, so go to the link to the original post at the top.)

“I write because it’s fun. Is that crazy, or what?” Debyfredericks

“I write because it makes me whole. When I’m not writing, I don’t feel complete. I also write because it is a way for me to resist temptation when it comes to addictions! I also write because I love to write” Kirstin

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Ever Have a Week?

Ever have a week
Where your energy is shoddy?
The fraction that you have
Goes to dragging your body

Jumping through the motions
With bursts of excitement
That rarely come with glee
So tired that you drop the rhyme scheme?

Chunks of outline tossed aside
While facing the end of month slump
Sleeping like a restless bear
Whose gut has gone on strike

Not even a stressful time
But you always wake like death
Crawling to a weekend
That holds little salvation

                                                                                                                                                                                                           

As you can guess, I’m exhausted and I’ve been like this all week.  Trouble sleeping and a few gastrointestinal issues that needed handling.  Honestly, I feel like I only went through the motions of blogging this week.  What little energy I had was poured into writing and I’m seeing that this book is going to start off slow.  Makes me worried since the others have so much action.  I slipped a little in where I could, but it’s really the beginning of a strange mystery like the first book.  More exploration than battles, but I cut down an entire chapter to one section of the next one.  Hallucinogenic, anti-magic brambles?  No idea what I was thinking there.

I usually save this stuff for Sunday, but that might be brief because I’ll be away for most of that day.  Kid’s birthday party at a gym or something, which should be fun.  Still, I feel like I’m losing my WordPress spark.  I just haven’t been feeling it this week and I wasn’t really better for most of April.  An extra poem here:

Worn around the edges
Feeling beaten from all sides
Coma would be nice

(Why do I keep writing poetry about being tired?  It’s not like it gives me energy.)

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Midnight Dynasty Cover Reveal

For most, death is a fact of life. If you are a Deschanel, it’s a way of life.

Midnight Dynasty, Book 3 in The House of Crimson & Clover, will be released in three dramatic acts over the 2014 Summer. Click here to read the Press Release.

 

ACT I: MALEDICTION

June Release

The Deschanel Curse is back. They’ve never been able to stop it before, but as it threatens the lives of those closest to them, the desire to put an end to the tragedy has never been stronger.

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ACT II: CONVOCATION

July Release

The Curse has claimed its first victim. The Deschanel Magi Collective must bring the whole family together, to fight this as one.

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ACT III: OMEGA

August Release

The Deschanels continue to say goodbye to those they love, just as a new and unexpected hope dawns. Will it be enough to save them?

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Acts I, II, and III will be released as ebooks only, across all major online retailers. Then, in fall, a paperback (and electronic) version combining all the acts will be available.

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The question is: will you be able to wait that long?

 

Dive into the secretive, ancient, powerful world of the Deschanels and Sullivans…

SERIES PREQUEL:
St. Charles at Dusk
Set amidst the lush and vibrant backdrop of New Orleans, this is the story of Oz and Adrienne. Of forbidden love, and startling heartbreak.
BOOK 0.5:
Beyond Dusk: Anne
Anne’s entire life has been a lie. She must find the courage to discover who she is, including this terrifying, inexplicable ability she was born with.
BOOK 1:
The Storm and the Darkness
Ana is about to discover a startling truth: there exists no greater darkness than the one which lives inside of us.
BOOK 1.5:
Beyond Darkness: Shattered
Think you know the story of Ana, Finn, and Jon? Guess again.
BOOK 2:
The Illusions of Eventide
Nicolas spent 30 years under his flawed set of principles. Mercy, three millennia under hers. Both are bound by these chosen illusions, until their paths unexpectedly cross.
BOOK 2.5:
Beyond Eventide: Bound
Beyond Eventide: Bound- Ana, Finn, and Aidrik are forever bound. By love, promises, and the undeniable threads of fate.
Diesel:

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Reasons for Writing (Poem Set 3)

Love of the Word

You grew up with books
Reveling in their worlds
Both of Earth and beyond
Nurtured by their ink
Until adulthood
Where you wish to share your joy
And carry others beyond the page

Follow in Footsteps

Studying a master
Who stirs your mind and heart
Perhaps a child of Poe or Paine
To honor the great works
Through imitation
Sincerest form of flattery

Drawn into the World

Always telling stories
Either through voice or hands
As natural as breathing
You know no other way
To touch happiness
Or feel like you’re alive
Storyteller to the bone and blood
That is what you are

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Tanaga Submissions

Call for poetry submissions. Get your Tanaga in by May 7th.

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Reasons for Writing (Poem Set 2)

Change the World

You dream of shaping history
Redirecting mankind’s path
All with your words
Finely crafted by your hand
Meticulously chosen from your mind
You have the grandest power
To persuade the world
That your path is full of light

A Story to Tell

Lore handed down
From mouth to ear
Yet you fear its death
The written word is forever
Unlike the uttered tales
A book can spread across the world
Beyond the length of your voice

Resurrect a Genre

Your beloved area of focus
Mutilated and corrupted
By those who betray its heart
A new captain is needed
To guide the listing ship back home
Where it will be repaired
And return to the sea
Shining with its perfect luster

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Reasons for Writing (Poem Set 1)

Fame

Sweet taste of admiration
As all eyes fall upon your work
Setting your heart aflame
Justifying your existence
No longer a nameless wordsmith
You have stepped from the shadows
To claim your spotlight

Fortune

Clinking of coins in your eyes
Washing away some woes
Hugging your bank account
As it bloats within your grasp
Your desires can be reached
Thanks to the flick of a pen
And the speed of your fingers

Legacy

A fear of fading over time
Unknown beyond one’s kin
And forgotten as generations fall
A solid word can never bend
Defying all the years
Bringing the author immortality
Through every reader
Now and next

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