2017 Top 5: #1- Fading Colors

The top post of 2017 originally went live on February 2.

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What was once vivid
Has faded into the bleak
Bright colors of youth
Have lost their luster
And continue draining
As the days go by

Is it the world around me
Or my own eyes have glazed?
Cataracts of pessimism
Forged by years of knowing
That life is no longer
Fun and games

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I actually came up with this poem idea earlier in the week.  Thought I would remember it since I was driving, but it didn’t happen.  Couldn’t even write it down because dying in a fiery wreck isn’t on my bucket list.  Now, the day was overcast and gloomy because snow was coming.  This immediately put me in a funk, which was increased by the usual stuff that is well-documented here.  Gray weather always sinks my mood and it’s a slog to get any work done.  At least these days.

Anyway, I passed by something that I’ve been passing ever since I went to elementary school.  I don’t remember exactly what it was since I wasn’t paying full attention to anything other than where I had to make a left.  Yet, my mind perceived that the object wasn’t the right color.  I began noticing a melancholy coming over me and paid more attention to the colors around me.  Things didn’t seem as bright as they were when I was a kid.  I’m not talking about objects that had always been there.  Just the entire world lacked something.  Either that or I lacked it.

When watching my son explore the world, I wonder how vivid everything is since it’s all new to him.  I’m old enough to have let most things fade into the background.  Stop signs are only there when I’m driving.  Trees and flowers aren’t examined with curiosity like when I was a kid.  Things are simply there to me, but he sees nearly everything as a fresh experience.  Maybe this is just part of being a kid and a side-effect of having very little knowledge and experience.  Maybe things losing their vividness is part of life.

Yet, I do miss the sense of exploration and discovery, so maybe we aren’t really supposed to lose this part of ourselves.  I can see how it’s useful, but I also know how often people tell you to leave it behind.  Imagination, creativity, enjoying the world around you, and other ‘frivolities’ are either for kids or that 15-minute smoke break you get.  Nobody wants to hear somebody talk about the beautiful flowers.  They ask about your job.  It really is like a cloak of translucent gray has been cast over my adult world and it takes a lot of conscious effort to see through to the vividness.  Really makes me consider the possibility that we’re doing adulthood all wrong.

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#Fairies, #Myths, & #Magic 2018 Author Spotlight Guest Posts, “Myths of the Mirror,” by Author, D. Wallace Peach

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Book Spotlight – Finding Angel – Romance/ Suspense/Erotica

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Out Now!—Finding Angel by Jan Graham (@jan_graham) #romance #suspense #romanticsuspense

Finding Angel release date: January 30th, 2018

Genre: Contemporary Romantic Suspense

Blurb:

It’s time to participate in a dangerous dance of murder, trust, love, and intrigue.

Trouble isn’t Angel’s middle name, so why does it follow her wherever she goes? Her life should be less complicated after the death of her ex, but his actions continue to haunt her. While trying to gain some distance from a crime boss who has a contract out on her, and a cop who believes she’s the key to taking said bad guy down, Angel runs straight into the arms of two dominant brothers with an unexpected interest in making her theirs.

Faced with a difficult choice, Angel must decide who she can trust. Two kinky brothers that she just met? A cop she has more in common with than she…

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One of Those Months in Picture/GIF

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2017 Top 5: #2- Powers of the Windemere Sea: Magnificent Mappers

This post originally went live on May 19.

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There is a third group that is specific to the sea that is neither navy nor pirate.  They might be found with those other two groups, but they are unique because of their goals.  Even if you find them among outsiders, these ocean-traveling sailors and adventurers tend to stand out.  Many believe they have been cursed by a wanderlust that directs them to the open sea.  Others simply think they want the glory of discovering a new land since the group appeared only after the Great Cataclysm.  No matter what, people have a lot of respect for the Mappers.

The name pretty much says it all.  These are people who don’t care about riches, glory, fighting, or defending a nation.  All they want to do is map out the oceans, which are vast and always changing.  While they do have a handful of land-based members, the Mappers prefer the sea.  Each one has their own reason for this, which is what lends itself to the wanderlust curse idea.  Yet, there really aren’t many detailed maps of the ocean.  You have the bigger pieces of land, but there are believed to be thousands of islands that were moved or created by the Great Cataclysm.  This is why many Mappers claim that they are simply rediscovering the information that was lost.  Still, there are those who want to find legendary lands and map them.  Rumor has it that a special sect of Mappers even want to get to the the four moons of Windemere.

Unlike pirates and navy members, there isn’t much uniform to the skills of a Mapper outside of cartography and map-reading.  They might have different tools, various levels of seamanship, and previous specialties.  For example, a former forest tracker might use her skills to become a Mapper and be able to go it alone in some areas because of their combat training.  Another might have magic while a third is also a priest.  It is fairly rare that one finds a Mapper who doesn’t have a second job or come from an unconnected background since this is more calling than career.  Those that are a Mapper from youth to old age end up gathering an assortment of skills.  Like forest trackers, they are prized guides when one is adventuring, but the downside is you never know what else you’re getting.  It doesn’t help that these people will only gloat about their mapping skills and not share what else they can do unless they trust you.

So, why are these people considered the third power of the Windemere seas?  The answer is fairly simple.  The other two groups would be in a lot of trouble without the Mappers doing what they do.  Pirates and navies buy maps and navigation gear when they are traveling into unknown areas.  Sometimes, they will keep a Mapper on the crew to help with traveling quickly and put the other sailors at ease.  There is less fear of getting lost when these professionals are around, which is something they take pride in.  Another service is that Mappers are always happy to train others in map reading and whatever navigation tricks they have.  The veterans have special tools and styles, which go to a chosen apprentice.  Yet, the basics are always on the table if they are given a chance to travel into a place they haven’t been to before.

One curious thing about Mappers is that they rarely interact with each other.  There are only two reasons that they work together.  One is a yearly gathering to compare notes and see if anybody has undone your previous work.  This meeting bans all writing implements and memorization charms, but does allow map trading.  Every Mapper has a collection that they are always looking to increase.  Now, the other type of gathering is when several join forces to make a single crew.  This happens when a special circumstance is discovered and multiple Mappers are after the same mystery.  While some may want to race, most will work together on something that could be seen as a once-in-a-lifetime event.  These outings can be chaotic though because you have conflicting personalities and there’s always a poor captain that they hire to help.

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Digital Reading Benefits

Some pros to digital reading.

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This is a guest post by Kathleen Ramirez, a Millennial with a passion for all things digital.

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Paper vs Digital Infographic | From the blog of Nicholas C. Rossis, author of science fiction, the Pearseus epic fantasy series and children's books Infographic: Sharp USA

For many Millennials, paper reading is as good as dead. Digital technology has evolved so much that every young person is dependent on technological advancement, from working to reading.

Digital technology has had a profound effect on the traditional book publishing and retailing industries, and digital reading has become a trend despite numerous reports to the contrary.

Handheld devices, already a big part of digital technology, will continue to evolve more in the future. The Independent recently published a list of some of the best e-book readers that are perfect for reading as well as budget-friendly:

  • Amazon Kindle Oasis
  • Kobo Aura One
  • Bookeen Cybook Ocean
  • Amazon Kindle Voyage
  • Kobo Glo HD
  • Kindle Paperwhite
  • Kobo Aura H2O

But why would you need a digital reader? What advantages does…

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Limping Along

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Up before dawn
Cooking lunches and breakfasts
For other stomachs
No shower
Until all others ready
Hurrying through the act
To rally all into the car
Errands and chores
Phone calls and texts
Regardless of health and energy
Getting slower
Brings criticism and trips
Yet there is no time to stop
Sacrifices to make up for loses
And praying
To get a weekend break
While knowing chances slim
Muster a smile for gatherings
Holding strong
As others take credit
And field the questions
Related to your hard work
Which begins anew
As Monday looms ahead

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Free for a Limited Time – Blood Orange by Don Massenzio

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In celebration of the release of my new book, Blood Match, on February 2nd, I’m running a free book promotion for the first book in the Brad Rafferty Series – Blood Orange. The promotion runs January 28th through January 30th. Please enjoy it. This book has never been offered as part of a free book promotion before.


Featured Image -- 673Blood Orange – Blood Orange is a terrorism thriller set in today’s high tension world of foreign and domestic threats against soft targets. The story begins on the night of the biggest game in men’s college basketball. Just as the two rivals are squaring off in the quest to crown a champion, tragedy strikes. A nation mourns as a team of elite specialists searches for those responsible.

Follow Navy Officer Brad Rafferty and his team through the twists and turns of this terrorism thriller to see if you can determine who is…

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Short Addition to Last Post

If there was any hope that this coming week would go well:

I lost another review for ‘Beginning of a Hero’.

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Goal Post a.k.a. What Went Wrong This Time?

I really should just change this post to ‘What went wrong for Charles this time?’ because that’s how the week is going.  In fact, this post is so late in the day because I was waiting for something good to write about.  So, we’ll start with that.

My son just earned his orange belt in martial arts.  He’s very proud and did a great job with the test.  Now, he works his way towards a purple belt, which is going to take a lot longer.  I’m sure he’ll get there in the blink of an eye though.  Feels like it wasn’t very long ago (August) that he first put on a white belt.  It’s interesting seeing what he can do too because we can’t practice the grapples and throws with him.  The kicks are difficult enough since we’re never ready for the impact even with the pads.  Nice way to end a really rough week.

Now, Sunday was an early wake up with a trip to the emergency room.  My son woke up crying about his ear hurting.  We tried to hold out until a clinic opened, but that was going to be 2 hours.  The only place open was the E.R. and he was bawling by the time we got there.  Got even worse when we got a bed too.  There were definitely worse cases there, but it’s still hard to stay calm while your kid is crying, thrashing, and screaming that he needs a doctor.  It was only an ear infection caused by his cold, so he started to calm down after a little cleaning and medicine.  This still meant I only had a few hours sleep and had to make it to the next weekend.

Why couldn’t I rest this week?  Well, about 2 weeks ago, my wife got t-boned and her car needs two new doors.  It’s at the shop and we’re having some issues.  Long story short, the insurance company is having a little trouble getting in touch with the other driver and that’s delaying everything.  So, the car is at the shop while this is getting settled and it can’t get worked on until insurance finishes the hunt.  This means I’m driving my wife to work and my dad is picking her up.  Keep in mind that I’m already driving my son to school, which means I have to get him moving a half hour earlier now.  No time for biking since I have to get both of them ready, myself showered, possibly eat something, and out the door to battle traffic.  This could be going on for another 2 weeks at least. So, I’m going to apologize now if I get snippy and irritable because this is rough.

And that’s . . . Oh . . . Yeah . . . I almost forgot the bigger disaster.  So, my son had the ear infection and my own ears decided to pull a ‘Hold My Beer’ move.  DOUBLE EAR INFECTION!  This hit me on Tuesday and I went to the doctor after my chauffeur stint stopped for the morning.  My left ear earned the reaction ‘Wow, that’s really red. Even the tubes are red’.  That was the good one too.  My right ear had a chunk of earwax sitting ON the eardrum and it might have been there for awhile.  Since this wasn’t a specialist, they didn’t want to try too hard to remove the blob.  They tried a pick, which felt like a spike trying to get into my skull.  The water peroxide thing didn’t do much either, but I guess it loosened something enough for ‘Return of the Brain Needle’ to make some progress.  This resulted in being told that the skin beneath that glob was fragile and there ‘might’ be some bleeding.  Just like I ‘might’ eat pizza if it’s put in front of me.  Let’s just say I think I freaked out a bunch of people at the grocery store and a cashier who happened to be on my right-hand side.  After 6 hours of that nonsense, I was looking up if people can die of blood lose from such a slow seep.  Honestly, it still does it at times.  I have to do ear drops and see a specialist if things don’t improve in a few weeks.

That was my week and next week looks to be just as exhausting with all the driving, but with rain and possible snow this time.  I’m slowly making progress on Quest of the Broken-Hearted even with these disasters.  Next weekend is Super Bowl, so nothing will happen then in terms of writing.  So, my hope is that I’ll finish this book within two weeks and then I’ll finish the posts for March.  It’ll be too close to my son’s break to tackle another book, so I’ll focus on Ichabod Brooks outlines and maybe do another read through of War of Nytefall: Loyalty.  By the way, should I consider doing guest posts for this new series?  Just trying to figure stuff out.

What are the goals?

  1. Rid myself of ear infection.
  2. Write more Quest of the Broken-Hearted
  3. Possibly do a few more March posts if I’m not in book writing mood.
  4. Driving people around
  5. Maybe cooking
  6. Staring forlornly at the stationary bike
  7. Read more ‘One Piece’
  8. Figure out what manga series to tackle after ‘One Piece’
  9. Rue the day
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