I’ll dive into the writing part of the week, which didn’t go beyond last Sunday. I did manage to get one chapter of Darwin & the Beast Collector written. Not a glorious victory because I merged 2 of the 4 sections. Due to errands and our regularly scheduled Saturday rain giving me sinus issues, I couldn’t write for very long before I started to lose focus. To be fair, I expected this to happen, so I met my low target. Just means 4 chapters or 14 sections left for this book. Maybe late November will be the finish and I spend the rest of 2023 fiddling with my Phi Beta notebook.
Really wish I had more excitement to report. The section I wrote was the beginning of ‘Act 3’ where everything went haywire. Not only within the story, but I stumbled onto a bunch of plot holes. This adventure has so many strange mysteries that keep popping up out of nowhere. For example, an important item in the most recent chapter that was never mentioned prior to its appearance. That might be another reason why I took so long because I kept having to stop and think. There’s supposed to be a lot of things that don’t make any sense, but Darwin isn’t paying enough attention to see it like the readers. So, there’s no way to know what’s going on until the final confrontation. Editing Darwin & the Beast Collector is going to be a pain.
Once the week started, I had to go into parenting and TA mode. My school had a special event on Thursday where people sign up for events to help the community. I ended up having to leave early though because my son got his lower braces on, which meant chocolate shakes and Pokemon Go to distract. Scattered about the week was the usual homework, quizzes, tests, and the life event. This is why I couldn’t fit any biking in and had to depend entirely on Pokemon Go outings for exercise. That’s going to be the same this weekend and I hope to stop the slight gaining of weight I’m seeing. Why does it always happen around this time of year?
Of course, there was the big event of the week, which was the CPAP machine. I’ve been on it for a week and it’s been interesting. I’m starting to get used to sleeping with the full face mask, which is connected to a tube. That took some time because I fiddled with the settings the following ways:
- Second night I took the machine off auto and manually upped the humidity to avoid dry mouth. Even one level higher and I ended up getting water in the mask.
- Fourth night, I thought the mask was too loose because it leaked a little. Ended up making it leak a lot and spent 15 minutes fighting to adjust it during the test function, which basically blasts you in the face with air.
Those were the big ones, but the really challenge is that the CPAP machine records and transmits my numbers. Insurance uses these to gauge if I’m using it often enough to get free replacement parts or something. So, I have to use it at least 4 hours a night and 21 nights a month. Not sure why anyone would do less or even that amount when it should be a nightly thing. They record the time you slept, mask leak level, times you take the mask off, and sleep apnea events per hour. It results in a grade from 1-100 and you even get video game like achievements . . . This might be why I tinkered with the thing in the hopes of improving my numbers. Stupid part is I was already in the 98-100 range after the first night. Apnea events went from 199/hour to 0.8/hour.
The real question here is how do I feel. Well, sinus issues and head cold weren’t doing me any favors. It was a few days into using it when I noticed that I wasn’t feeling as gross in the morning as I used to. My energy still fades fairly quickly at the end of the day, but it doesn’t feel as severe. I used to feel like I was coming down with something and freaking myself out. Now, I can tell that I’m just regular tired. Things can only get better as long as I use the machine. Morning maintenance on school days is a bit of a pain, but I got some special wipes to make it go faster.
This coming week is set to be a normal one. I have no holidays, appointments, or other events beyond the usual. The ‘life event’ may still take a few swings at me, especially as certain dates come closer. It might not be enough to lay me out though. It’s even possible that the CPAP will give me the energy to do some writing during the week. I won’t hold my breath there though. The next few chapters of Darwin & the Beast Collector are complicated with a lot of strings to tie together. I might use the time to finish December blog posts, which clears my path for the last 2 months. I don’t know if I’ll be writing much next weekend either because I might have to get involved in a few things. Not being a career author means I can’t say ‘I need to write’ and expect people to give me the time and space. It’s back to being a hobby that nobody takes seriously. Actually, it’s even worse these days since I don’t have anyone to discuss story ideas with any more. All alone with my thoughts now.
Goals of the week?
- Continue using the CPAP machine and getting used to it.
- Time with son.
- Write Darwin & the Beast Collector when time permits.
- Exercise.
- Grumble about how it keeps raining on the weekends.
- December blog posts.
- Make penne with vodka sauce tomorrow.
- Remember the other goals after this post goes live.












