Selenia Hamilton was another game character created by the gamemaster. I don’t really remember how often she showed up, but it usually involved Luke causing some trouble. She never got to show off her prowess in the game or do anything more than step in to remind Luke that he’s not invulnerable. For the most part, I think she was a rather standard character, which is what you typically get in D&D games, especially with the female characters. Most role-playing guys at this age aren’t that good at role-playing anything beyond hardened female warrior, vapid princess, or hyper-slut when it comes to female characters.
In the book, Selenia took on a bigger role and made her presence known more often. Yet, she still held onto her toughness, so I think she is still a lot like her game persona. She had several encounters with Luke and demonstrated a slight maternal instinct at times. I really just let her fall into the role as I concentrated on other things. She was there when I needed her, patiently waiting for a chance to see some action. I have to say that out of all of my characters, Selenia is definitely the most passive and never strayed from the path I planned for her. This might be why Luke is going to wander back to her academy from time to time. There’s the other reason too, but I won’t go into that.
2023 Thoughts– Debuting in Beginning of a Hero, I thought Selenia would be an occasional appearance. Makes sense since she takes on the role of Luke Callindor’s first teacher and the first living legend the readers meet. She would go on to connect with other characters, which really helped in making her a more widespread influence. Selenia wasn’t just about her academy and old mercenary days. She ended up bringing more facets to Delvin, Luke, the mercenary system, the prophecy, and one of the later books of the serious. Would I change anything? Maybe give her a little more page time and show a bit more of her past. That would be fun.
I’ve been thinking about supporting authors lately. Seems so much harder to get supporters these days. I’ve been told that the indie author bubble burst long ago, so that could be it. Yet, I do see some authors still getting tons of support and social media push these days. Then again, I’ve heard that most of those have enough disposable income to promote themselves. The game certainly has changed over the years.
Honestly, the list in the image seems rather old-fashioned given how things feel. I wonder if there are other ways to promote authors. The consensus I usually get when I make these posts is that nothing works. People will comment below about how sales are non-existent and nothing boosts them. I found the same thing when I released Do I Need to Use a Dragon?at the start of the summer. Yet, maybe here is something people have found that can work for those without disposable income and infinite time. That second part is big factor too.
Also, didn’t there used to be a Christmas event for indie authors way back when? Wonder what happened there.
I lost track of what day it was around the one that ends with a ‘y’.
Looking back at my goals, I kind of succeeded at most of them. My son had his tests and quizzes, which we worked hard on studying for. It’s so hard studying for math when compared to other subjects. History, science, and ELA can work primarily off facts and concepts that you memorize. Math requires that you get the formula and steps down then add whatever unexpected numbers are shown. It gets harder with word problems where you have to decipher what’s being asked of you. My son is trying hard on that, but it’s exhausting. Cuts into Pokemon Go time as well, so we tried having him play it in the park while I quiz him on non-math subjects. Aced the history test, which is what we did that with, so I guess it worked.
Work was wild and crazy because it was only 3 days with Wednesday being the Life Skills feast. Tuesday was a half-day as well. So, everyone was off in some fashion. This probably helped in confusing me on the day of the week. Not helped by a few coworkers saying it was an early Friday. The feast was fun, but I didn’t eat much because I knew I’d be having the same on Thursday. That and I just wasn’t that hungry on Wednesday for some reason. Probably stress since there was an unfortunate change in holiday plans that I had no control over. Still, a good short week of work before 4 full ones leading into Holiday Break.
The only writing I did was finish the January blog posts and set up all of the Sundays for the year. This way, I can relax a bit after today when I write the final chapter of Darwin & the Beast Collector. I wrote the ‘final battle’ yesterday after dropping my son off with his mother. It took all of late morning and mid-afternoon to get that right because it wasn’t what I expected. The previous section threw me a few curveballs, so I needed to come up with a new plan. Factoring in all of the ‘new’ personalities, I came up with a rather strange solution. I say strange because it really is bizarre, but it makes sense for a character like Darwin to think it up. My low author self-esteem tells me I suck and I should go back to the fight where all of the character growth is jettisoned. Another issue might be that the main villain comes off as pathetic and lame when you find out their true goal, which irks me. Yet, that’s kind of how they should be considering the overall situation and their motivation. I’ll have to use the first section of the final chapter to have the survivors talk about what happened to clear a few cobwebs since they would have the same concerns I have.
Guess that makes it clear that I’m finishing the book this weekend. What comes next will be tinkering until December 23rd or 24th. I feel like I can make progress on the ‘Phi Beta Files’ after rewriting the outline for Darwin & the Joy Path. I’ll start that book when Holiday Break starts up since my ex-wife gets my son for the first 5 days. After the new year, I’m going to start editing a physical copy of Darwin & the Fate Bracelet. I hope to publish that next year. I have the blurb written on my phone, so I’ll put that up on a January weekend when I’m more in the mindset for it.
Still trying to decide on what to do about the new Amazon category system. Last night, I played around with it for Bedlam, Ichabod Brooks, and the other non-series stuff. Not liking the ones I’m seeing for some books like ‘Women’s Adventure Fiction’ for War of Nytefall. Maybe it’ll be my Sunday project while I do some online courses when I’m waiting for new sections to open up. That 3 category limit is what’s bugging me though because it feels really restrained with a series. Doesn’t help that there is a ‘fantasy series’ category, which I don’t know if I should waste a spot on. There’s ‘action adventure’, ‘coming of age’, ‘epic’, and ‘sword & sorcery’ that all work for Legends of Windemere too. Couldn’t find the ‘vampire’ tag, which might be in horror. I can’t put War of Nytefall in that genre, so it’s stuck with the limited fantasy stuff of probably ‘action adventure’, ‘sword & sorcery’, and a mystery 3rd one. Does every book in a series need the same categories? So confusing.
Nothing else is really planned for this week. I’m doing some stuff at my school for two nights, so those will be busy. There’s a sleep apnea check up too, which I hope shows that I’m doing okay. My numbers are better and I don’t have much fatigue like I used to, but I’ve been jolting awake every now and then. Not sure if I’m sleeping well either because I vaguely remember waking up to adjust the hose then passing out again. Every night requires adjustments to the mask too. Guess we’ll see what happens. Next weekend is a fun father/son time as well, so I have that to look forward to after all of the activity of the week.
Goals of the week?
Finish Darwin & the Beast Collector this weekend.
Start outlining Darwin & the Joy Path.
Complete 2 online courses for professional development.
This feels like a weird topic to end the week on, but I stumbled onto some short videos that brought it up. Ghosts and demons are both able to possess mortals, which makes this a shared ability. Many authors use it the same way for both, but there are those out there who think it shouldn’t be that way. I see their point since ghosts and demons aren’t the same monsters.
Ghost– The spirit of a dead mortal. This person used to be alive in our world and now they are dead. Either out of anger or loneliness or something, they have found a way to take over another mortal’s body. They can be fairly limited in powers since they are considered nothing more than a disembodied soul
Demon– A typically immortal being from Hell or whatever evil dimension is being used. In most stories, they have not spent much time among mortals. They also have a lot more powers and abilities than ghosts since they can be considered magical in nature. If they possess a mortal, it is to cause chaos or bring about an apocalypse.
Now, you can see that they are different creatures and that gives them different motivations for possession. A ghost might want to right a wrong or have a fresh attempt at living through their victim. Maybe they have a message to deliver. Their intentions aren’t always evil and tend to be more on the selfish side. Some even try to protect the body they are in. Demons, on the other hand, possess with no care for the body they have taken and possess as a way to enter our world. They typically are trying to kill a target or commit some act that will allow them to bring their real body over. A lot more malice and sinister intentions there.
The differing power levels and intentions also make exorcism different. One can see how it would be easier to expel a ghost from a body than a demon. You typically have less power to face and there is the chance that you can appeal to their humanity. Demons don’t have that and are written to put up a bigger fight to the point where they are practically using their host as a meat shield. This means that whatever holy power or relics are being used need to be sturdy and potent. Of course, this all depends on the world that the author creates. There are some where ghosts turn into demons after a certain amount of time, but that still increases their threat and power level.
Another thing that I don’t think authors always consider is the stated origin. If a ghost was mortal then they would understand the world. A demon won’t have the detailed knowledge, especially around customs and quirks. Not unless they did extensive research prior to possession. This origin issue also brings about another problem when they are trying to imitate their host. How would they do it perfectly? Sure, you have scenes where things seem off and their loved ones are suspicious. Yet, it’s almost too near perfect or only a mildly flawed impression. A ghost would have trouble eliminating their own verbal tics and adopting new ones. Demons might not understand such things at all and not bother. In my opinion, this is the biggest flaw and challenge when you write a story that involves possession.
Personally, I think people mimic the Exorcist a bit too much when doing possession scenes. It’s become the default even now with head-spinning, guacamole spewing, and spider-crawling. This is how it goes with demons mostly, but I’ve seen it with ghosts in fiction too. So, I’d like there to be more variety.
Legends of Windemere 