(Full transparency: I skipped a poem. Thought it was about DnD and posted it without reading. It was actually about how I met my ex-wife during a DnD game and it must have been a present to her because it was romantic. Glad I caught it at the last minute and put this one on about leaving a job. Dodged that emotional bullet. Not sure if I should delete the DnD poem or not though.)
Today I say good-bye
As I cross the threshold
Joined by others
Who will return tomorrow
While I remain at home
I have bid my desk good-bye
Cleared it of my things
My computer has shut down
The screen a blackened face
That will never light for me again
I cannot stop the sigh
A mixture of all emotions
While I get into my car
Ready to join the exodus
For a final time
The taste is bittersweet
As I feel I have to go
To search for a softer place
And regain a sense of mind
That life has washed away
I leave behind new friends
That I will not forget
Even when the stress
Has faded from my bones
Replaced by future toils
This is a short story collection staring Ichabod Brooks. He is an experienced adventurer with a wife and kid back home. The jobs put food on the table, so he keeps working hard and building his reputation. That’s pretty much it. Ichabod is the selling point since he’s older, experienced, achy, and not trying to save the world. I always enjoyed putting a sense of exasperation and tiredness on him when things would go wrong. It wasn’t frustration, but more of a ‘I’m getting too old for this’ thing. Guess I did kind of picture him as Donald Glover at times.
The creation of this series began with a fun short story I made prior to this with the same character. People liked it, but he was named Ichabod Jones. It was pointed out that there was a monster hunter with that name, so I played around with other surnames. Ichabod was staying since he’d had that for years while sitting in my ‘to be used’ pile. Came up with Brooks when I turned on the TV and saw Mel Brooks as Comicus in ‘History of the World Part I’. The rest was history.
Except for making him an archer to make him different than most of my other heroes at the time. My plan to make him a smart and strategy-based fighter had him gravitate towards a distance fighter. Ichabod could still throw down in close-combat, but only due to decades of experience instead of training. His main weapon was the bow and I gave him an arsenal of magic gear to choose from. With so many adventures under his belt, it made sense for him to have a lot of special weapons even if he couldn’t bring all of them on a job. I came up with a triple quiver too. It was a magic device he had that held three quivers with one over his shoulder, one to his left and one to his right. This way he could have more than one type of arrow.
Really wish this book sold better. People loved when I put up teasers, but that never translated to sales and reviews. Maybe I could have marketed better, but I didn’t have a lot of money to put towards it. My hope was word-of-mouth, which didn’t spread that well when compared to my main series. This is why I never made time to write up the sequel, which would have been a second collection. There are outlines for the other 11-13 stories, so maybe one day.
Let’s get right to the questions:
Have you ever felt like you’re getting too old for something?
What do you think of short stories?
What do you think of an adventurer who does it to feed their family instead of saving the world?
As the school year comes to an end, I’m left wondering what I’m going to do during the summer. After all, everyone in education gets summer off to party and relax in that awesome teaching money . . . It’s play money we use to help our students learn currency and shopping. So, what am I really going to do?
Working!
I’ve signed up for summer school, but not in the way you think. Being a life skills TA, I continue working with the students I just spent 10 months with. A more relaxed atmosphere with shorter days, trips, and a focus on skill retention. That doesn’t mean it’s easy though. Add summer heat to the other school stuff and you get a similar challenge, but with sweating. Plus side is that I can wear shorts and graphic t-shirts as long as they’re kid friendly. This is why I bought so many sassy Snoopy shirts and one lazy Garfield shirt. It should be fun.
Parenting
My son will have camp for the same amount of time I have school. So, I’ll be enjoying the usual days with him. We get July 4th together, which will be cool. Not really planning a big trip since we already went to Oswego in April. More of a laidback period after camp and school ends. Some day trips like going to the zoo. Might take an overnight trip to a place nearby. Depends on what we feel like doing. After a crazy school year, I think we both need some lazy, non-planned time.
Writing
With a lot happening in regards to work and parenting, I don’t think I’ll be tackling Darwin & the Joy Path this summer. I still have Darwin & the Angry Elf, Darwin & the Demon Game, and Darwin & the Beast Collectorto edit too. I’ll have more time for those and probably more energy. So, my writing goal will be to get all of that done and start writing a new book in September. Is it smart to tackle a new book at the beginning of a school year that is filled with changes? Probably not, but the summer isn’t much better. At least editing all of the finished books in a row will get my mind ready for the new one and maintain continuity. I’ve already found a few issues that I’ve fixed and made notes to avoid repeating the mistakes.
In regards to Darwin, I think I’m going to keep the inconsistency of his spells. Not at an extreme level, but the degree of power won’t always be the same. The visual aspect might change at times too. Almost like he subconsciously gets bored with or forgets how they look, so it looks different. This goes with the degree of power. For example, his ‘ice barrage’ spell has taken out half a building at one point and created a small pillar that can be used as a water source. Sometimes it explodes violently from the ground causing damage around it while other times it pops up almost gently. It seems to connect to Darwin’s mood, which I’m still trying to figure out. Why am I writing about this on a summer plan post and not a goal post? Oh well.
Friends
I do want to take some time to visit some friends. Need to plan that out better. Probably should get on that now.
Lego Sets
Once I clear an area and set up a display case. I have a pile of Lego sets like the Dungeons & Dragons set that I want to make, but need the space. The biggest issue is that I have this giant DVD shelving unit that I need to ditch after I sell most of my DVD collection. I don’t use it, so I should clear the space. Not easy finding a place to take them and we’re still trying to work out a garage sale time.
Conclusion
That’s really it. Hope everyone has a good summer.
This was the last full week of school, which means homestretch. Can’t say with certainty that I’m going to make it in one piece. Not only work is beating me down, but the personal life and heat are doing some damage. I thought it wasn’t much until I hit Wednesday, which was a day off. So, what happened?
Now, I woke up early feeling sinus issues, but I had to get my son to an appointment then to his mom. Just thought it was a cold even though I couldn’t shake the fatigue, congestion, and general gross feeling. Resting in the air conditioning helped me recharge enough to have lunch with a friend and feel normal. Did some Pokemon Go when I had energy and edited a chapter of Darwin & the Avenging Elf. Yet, I couldn’t shake all of the internal horrors. Once night fell and I tried to go to bed early, my body just went haywire. You can imagine how much I was freaking out since it wasn’t long ago that I had my third bout with Covid.
Well, the Covid test said negative and I had no fever. Managed to sleep enough that I woke up feeling only mildly fatigued. This went away as I got more into my day and it never reached the same levels as Wednesday. Left me scratching my head and wondering if I was out of it last weekend. I wasn’t, but I had a Father’s Day event on Saturday and my son on Sunday. So, I didn’t have time to succumb to whatever has been battering my insides. Not that any test showed anything. This is when I realized what my body has been running on for a bit too long:
Survival Mode!
Basically, I think I’ve been running on adrenaline and stress because I simply can’t collapse. If I’m not taking care of my son or interacting with the ex-wife, I’m busy at work. Once I can relax and drop my guard, my body decides to let the health red flags fly as if sending an invite to the Grim Reaper. A big clue was that the night I struggled to sleep had my Blood Oxygen levels at 92 for a few seconds and then it dropped to 86 an hour later. All of this was a flicker of time, but it showed that something was going on internally that none of the tests showed. It didn’t happen again when I got some rest and then got back into the fray. This doesn’t bode well for getting things done in the future, so I might not get a lot done between regular school and summer school.
Speaking of writing, Darwin & the Avenging Elf is almost halfway done. I’m on chapter 7 of 16. Not a lot of the meat is being changed. At most, I’m adding sentences to clear things up and mending consistency issues. This worries me at times, but I remember that I went back A LOT when I did the initial writing. Any blip that made me questioning stuff switched me from writing to editing. I would read over paragraphs and pages a few times before moving on. Not sure if this tightened up my writing and thoughts earlier in the process than normal. Has anyone else edited their first draft while writing it or done anything like this? I’m confused on where this habit came from and why, but it also explains why Darwin & the Halfling Hunt wasn’t as messy as Darwin & the Fate Bracelet.
The rest of the week was filled with appointments, work, and doing stuff with my son when we had time. I didn’t get a lot of downtime even though I managed to finish the last of the current puzzle pile. I’ll be tackling the summer Lego pile once school is done and I have time to relax. That’s becoming the extent of my ambitions this year since so much has happened. Need to take some time to mentally, physically, and emotionally recover from all of the body blows. Pokemon Go gives me a chance for fresh air and focus, so that’s going to keep me going even on the days I go out solo for an hour or so. Maybe it’s just getting a sense of accomplishment too.
With writing, I’m going to be happy to get to writing a new book by the end of the year, but I might even get to it by September. Not sure if that’s a good thing since the 2 week December break would be a better starting point. I’m toying with the idea of stopping between editing Darwin & the Beast Collector and beginning Darwin & the Joy Path. That might defeat the purpose of editing to make sure continuity works, but I might need a month off to get used to the new school schedule. That could allow me to work on ‘Phi Beta Files’, which I haven’t touched in a while. Heck, notebook work could be what I do when/if I go up to Oswego for a few days. Still trying to decide on if I can do a 6 hour drive on my own.
Guess I’m a little scattered for now. End of the school year and the heat seem to be aggravating my residual brain fog. It’s weird that even after 2 years, the debilitating part of Covid returns when I’m stressed or the weather is hot. This is mostly me having trouble remembering words when talking or writing. Things just don’t come to the surface as well as they used to ever since my first bout of Covid. Sucks, but I guess that’s how I have to live from now on.
Goals of the week?
Enjoy the weekend with my son.
Finish the school year.
Edit more Darwin & the Avenging Elf. (9 chapters to go.)
Get out for Pokemon Go and fresh air.
Sleep better.
Make Pineapple Chicken Tenders for lunches.
Tinker with the feuding thieves group idea that is coming to my mind.
Legends of Windemere 