Beginning of the End: Numbers

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Let’s be a little honest here.  We all publicly blog to get even an iota of attention.  It might not be our main reason, but I think there’s a little desire to be seen or heard since we aren’t doing this in a private journal.  I’m sure I just angered some people with that, but again I’ll say that it might not be our main reason.

My goal with this blog was to promote my books. Then it developed the goals to make friends, get feedback, and play around with poetry for a time.  This is my realm where I can speak and, hopefully, be listened to.  God knows, it isn’t the house I live in.  So I won’t deny that I feel blue if I make a post that gets no reaction.  It was fine at the beginning since I knew people weren’t finding me yet.  I hadn’t mastered tags or figured out how to add pictures and videos.  With the help of other bloggers and experimenting, I evolved and brought in followers.  That did reveal a big reason I do this is for attention since my career kind of depends on being seen and heard.

One thing that has changed, and I’ve seen people make lengthy posts on, are the stats behind the blog.  Most of us have had moments where we analyzed what was popular and what failed in order to adapt our blogs.  Did the post on fictional sex positions get more likes than the one on why a person prefers paper to cloth napkins?  Why did so many people get into debates over the rising price of fig newtons?  If I have over 100 views then why are the likes sucking?  So many stats to pay attention to that it could make your head spin or, as I’ve seen, make you simply quit blogging.  Yeah.  I’ve seen people flat out quit WordPress or butcher their blog to follow a ‘path to success’ that ends up failing.

I’ve taken another approach that I’m hoping to hold onto as I reduce my time here. It’s rather simple:

FIND THE POSITIVE STAT!

Just find something that you’re doing right and take solace in it because one thing I’ve learned is that things always change.  At first, I was obsessed with views.  Then it was likes and then comments and then reblogs and then followers and then the countries I was seen in and then it went back to views.  The thing is that I was always jumping at the ‘weak’ point and ignoring the high points.  People were still visiting and occasionally reacting to what I did.  I tried several times to give people what they wanted, but there were times that I still got no attention from those that made the request.  That makes me think many people are quick to suggest something, but won’t follow up on paying attention when they get it.  Makes sense since we’re all busy around here and there are only so many hours in the day.

Currently, I have no idea when I last checked my blog stats.  I still frown if I make a post and get no comments, but that’s because I like getting feedback and having discussions/debates.  I’ve come to accept that I won’t always get what I want just like with the sales stuff.  Everything has low points and you just have to push through them.  Staring at the numbers tends to only make things worse.

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Happy and Healthy New Year!

The child chose the video yesterday.  Well, he chose this ‘One Direction’ song he heard in school, but I refused and then this came on the radio.  He tried to dance and I’m taking that as go ahead.

It’s been a roller coaster year and I believe it’s ending on a good note.  It’s still morning and family is visiting before they head out for various parties.  We’re just putting the child to bed and watching ’47 Ronin’ . . . or Supernatural Season 6 depending on our reaction to the movie.  I should say we’re doing this with the remote in hand because somebody has developed a habit of waking up within the first hour of bed time, rushing into the room, and making strange declarations.  Last night he was upset that his tissue pack was empty on one side.

Beyond all that, I’m steeling myself for an odd event in my writing.  This might seem minor to most and it’s really only a scene that I’ll probably write tomorrow.  I’m working on Book 9, which has a lot of meat to it and gives focus to a character who never got a proper ‘big intro’.  During this adventure, I lay the ground work for the next series I plan on writing, ‘The Dawn Fangs’ . . . or ‘War of the Fangs’ . . . Honestly, it’s still ‘Realm of the Night’ on paper.  Anyway, I delve into the society and a bit of the history of the Dawn Fangs here.  Their progenitor, Clyde, is mentioned and their powers are explained.  The biggest part is that I introduce a character who will act as the series bridge.  I’ve only written one test scene with Mab and I’m not really sure where to go with her.  Back in the day, she was played in the Vampire RPG by the wife who also played Nyx, which made them personality twins.  I’m worried that it’ll happen here and that’s probably why I won’t touch it until tomorrow when there will be more people to watch the child.  Overall, I’m looking forward to writing the intro and I think I’m going with a ‘go f yourself if I have no use for you’ persona.

Anyway, that’s just what was on my mind and we all know short posts aren’t in my repertoire.

Have a Happy and Healthy New Year!  Thanks for visiting and making my little corner of the Internet fun!

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Excerpt from The Cock of the South by C.S. Boyack

The Cock of the South By C.S. Boyack

The Cock of the South By C.S. Boyack

C. S. Boyack has a new book out called “The Cock of the South”. This is his first attempt at writing fantasy. It involves a group of conquered peoples banding together to ensure they have a place in the world. It is set in a Greco-Roman environment, rife with everything fans of those stories might expect.

Here is a little teaser. Cobby is the main character, and a Southern Dwarf.

I used a lot of fairytale structure in this story. This scene is the start of magical gifts from friends. Cobby just rescued a rooster from a tar pit. At least he thinks it’s a rooster. Someone just called to him from the twilight forest.

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Cobby slowly scanned the woods, but saw no one. “Is this your rooster?”

“Over here, in the crotch of the tree,” she said, “and it’s not my rooster.”

It was a fairy, no bigger than Cobby’s hand. She wore a blue gauze dress that left nothing to the imagination, and calf high sandals like his.

Cobby looked away.

“What’s wrong? Don’t you like my dress?”

“I can see right through it.”

“Most boys like that best.”

Cobby looked again, she had the same dark complexion he did, with black hair. She was voluptuous, and possibly the most beautiful woman he’d ever seen.

She turned around so he could see her wings and said, “Comfortable now?”

She had four clear wings on her back, like a dragonfly, but shorter and wider, like a bee perhaps.

“No,” he said.

“I’ve seen a lot of strange things in my day, but this is one for the campfire,” she said. “Strangers have been pouring into the marsh as the forests are all burned. We have many dwarves, but I’ve never seen any of them help a creature like him before.”

She stepped into the dying light as the first stars made their appearance. “I’m Iris, and who, Master Dwarf, are you?”

“C-Cobby.”

“That’s it, just Cobby?”

“Yes.”

“We like to know who’s tromping around in the marsh.”

“Would you like your chicken back?”

“He’s no chicken, he’s a cockatrice.”

Cobby dropped the bird’s neck and held his hand toward Iris. “Cover your eyes, my lady, he’ll turn us both to stone.”

Iris fell on her branch and laughed, a breathy sort of laugh that sounded like wind through autumn leaves. She made an adorable little snort at the end. “And how’s he going to do that, Master Cobby?”

“By gazing at us. Run away, fly away.”

Iris laughed again, harder this time. “I suppose you read that somewhere.”

“Yes.”

“Master Cobby, he cannot stare at us and turn us to stone. There are many kinds of wyrms in this marsh, and like all wyrms it’s his breath that kills.”

Cobby slid away from the cockatrice and backed toward Iris.

“What are you afraid of? He owes you a debt. Besides, he’s just a baby. Pit fighters call a similar rooster a stag. He won’t develop a breath weapon until he’s older. He hatched in a sand bar not far from here this spring.”

The cockatrice stepped forward and shook. Bits of tar splattered along the ground. He flapped his wings and crowed defiantly.

The tail was not matted rooster feathers at all, but that of a dragon. The tar covered wings were leathery and featherless, with a clawed finger at the crook. His head and neck were covered with ginger hackles that blended into the black feathers of his breast. A row of spines, like an iguana’s ran down his neck all the way to the tip of his tail. The crowning touch was a blood red comb and wattles like an actual rooster’s.

“No breath weapon you say. Is he good eating?”

Iris laughed once more, “You’re certainly a dwarf, Master Cobby. The Gods would be angry if you killed him. I can sense him, and he is loyal to you. I’m afraid you’ve made a new friend. A formidable friend once he grows up.”

“What was he doing on that dead beast?”

“Feeding. The goat attracts beetles, flies, maggots. He was hungry. They aren’t chickens, and are alone the second they hatch. The first year can be hard on them.”

“So what am I supposed to do with him?”

“Have you never owned a dog or cat?”

“No. My mother had cats.”

“Try that for a start,” she flew over, reached up, and scratched the cockatrice under the chin. “See, he likes it.”

Cobby timidly copied her.

“What you did was a noble act, even if you didn’t intend it. It’s deserving of a reward, and reminds me of something from long ago. I’d like you to have it, come with me.”

“I need to get this wood back to Uncle,” Cobby said.

“It isn’t far. Many years ago the road ran along the other side of the tar pit. There’s something hidden in the old campsite litter that you should see. Take it or leave it, and you can return to your uncle.”

***

You can follow Craig at the following places:

His blog, Entertaining Stories. http://coldhandboyack.wordpress.com

On Twitter. https://twitter.com/Virgilante

You can pick up a copy of The Cock of the South at http://www.amazon.com/dp/B00P4H37WC

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Beginning of the End: Friends and Followers

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Chris Rock (For those that don’t recognize him)

The biggest part of any social media platform is . . . likes.  Coming in second is making friends, which has been the most enjoyable part of my time here.  I found a lot of support for my writing career, supported other great indie authors, and made friends outside of that arena to get a lot of interesting insight to just about everything.  I still avoid talking about the dreaded topics of religion, politics, and anything that can lead to an -ism.  That’s just me though.

There is an interesting sense of survival that comes with the 2 year mark.  Many people that I met earlier on have vanished from the landscape or at least my corner.  Some have been deleted, other blogs have been left abandoned, and still others have gone on with us gradually going our separate ways.  It reminds me a little of high school and college, but with a quicker rate of evolution.  I still talk to most of my high school friends and several of my college friends while I lost contact with others.  That happened over the course of years while the blogging thing happened over the course of months.

I was tempted once to figure out what caused this, but I think it’s just human nature.  Most of us end up having more meetings and acquaintances than long-lasting friendships.  Once that initial spark of ‘new person’ is over, you get under the surface to see if the friendship is going to last longer.  For myself, I’ve made several connections that I wouldn’t want to live without.  I get worried when these people vanish for a few days or when they mention a rough patch.  It’ll be nice to see how many new people I meet in the coming year.

To be honest, I can’t say all of my meetings have been good here.  There’s been a few, for lack of a better term, immature events that I stumbled into.  I’m guilty of drama too, but I think we forget that a good portion of human communication is missing from social media.  You lack voice tone, facial expression, and body language to get exactly what a person might mean.  That has led to a few blogging wars that I’ve witnessed and tried my best to stay out of.  Still it’s rather disheartening to watch because these events always cause two camps to appear, which creates a divide among people.  One has to wonder if some of these things would have occurred outside of social media or if they could have been settled without a cheering audience.  I do think the public battle makes it worse because it allows other people to leap into  a public fight that might have been easier to defuse in private.  This is probably the biggest downside to blogging that I’ve found and I’m glad it isn’t a common occurrence.

So what have I learned about friends/followers while blogging?

  1. Be active on other blogs to make friends.  Reciprocation is great on all social media platforms.  If someone helps you and you never help them then don’t be surprised if they stop talking to you.
  2. The more friends you have, the harder it is to get work done and interact with all of them.  So you’re bound to break #1 a few times.
  3. People will write what they want to write and not every blog is the same.
  4. Respect is easily lost on here.
  5. People can quickly tell when you’re hiding something.
  6. Writing about being upset or depressed seems to bring in more people, but it also drives many away.  At least this is what I found on Facebook and I got that vibe a few times on WordPress.
  7. Even if it’s just an emoticon or a simple congrats, it feels good to give and receive positive energy for ones successes.  This can be stronger than many other comment types like when people respond to your success by saying why it isn’t really a success or how they did better.
  8. No following is too small because we’ve all been at that ‘only 1 follower’ point.  So never think you’re not big enough to interact with other blogs or help out with events.

So, what have you learned about people on WordPress?

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An Exciting 2014 in Review . . . Well I Found It Exciting

The WordPress.com stats helper monkeys prepared a 2014 annual report for this blog.

Here’s an excerpt:

The concert hall at the Sydney Opera House holds 2,700 people. This blog was viewed about 45,000 times in 2014. If it were a concert at Sydney Opera House, it would take about 17 sold-out performances for that many people to see it.

Click here to see the complete report.

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Beginning of the End: What Have You Learned as a Blogger?

Homer Simpson

Homer Simpson

So this is the final full week of posts from me.  Sure, I might reblog on Tuesday, Thursday, and Sunday.  I might even do a full week for special events like releases or holidays.  One thing is that I’ll be sticking to writing here.  That’s what the blog was initially for and I should make sure that focus takes the center stage.

It’s been filled with fun and tears, but the time has come to do the change.  I’ve learned a lot these last 2 years.  Some good and some bad, which is what I’ll be discussing throughout this week.  At least I’m going to try.  The first ‘silent’ day will end up being next Tuesday, which may end up driving me a little batty.  Kind of like going cold turkey on anything.  I’m hoping this doesn’t turn into a spiral into neglect where I simply don’t do a post or I find myself totally out of ideas.  To be honest, I am out of ideas for Wednesday at least.  I’ve talked about a lot in that arena.  I’m kind of stumped on Monday too, which I’ve discussed ad nauseum.

Anyway, I’m curious to find out what other people have learned since they started blogging.  What were the highs and lows of your WordPress adventure?

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One Foot Out the Door for 2014

(I think it took me longer to pick an INXS video for this than write the actual post.)

FIRST:  This is the last full week of posts for ‘Legends of Windemere’.  I’ll do mentioning my experiences here and not only the good parts.  After this week, I’m moving down to a MWFSat schedule and we’ll see what happens.  Part of me is thankful for cutting back and another is sad this daily fun is over.  Still, 2015 requires me to make tough choices that you’ll see as time goes on.  Will I chop my schedule down any more?  No idea since I learned something else this week.

There is very little chance of me writing when my son is on break.  Not so much because of him, but the noise that other certain adults make when they take over is really abrasive.  I think this will make writing over the summer break a real challenge.  I’m hoping to have Books 9-10 done by that point.  Maybe even 11 if I’m lucky and then I can use that time for editing.  I will have Book 9 done by the end of January, which frees February up for a special project.  Still I got 2 chapters done this week, but that was more because of the holidays and I had several days of nothing happening.  A week where there are no other adults to help might allow me to write 1 chapter by Saturday night.  Not a bad run, but way down from the 3-3.5 I typically do.  It also requires pushing myself near the end of the week.

My style has gotten weird too.  The chapter sections are shorter with more focus, but I wonder if I’m sacrificing characterization for it.  This is kicking in around Book 8, which I flushed out during the editing run.  So it might just be my way of doing first drafts and I never realized it until now.  I’m being a lot more aware of how I do things in order to make stuff easier for my editor.

For anyone curious about the book numbers, CURSE OF THE DARK WIND broke 300 sales yesterday.  It’s selling really well even though it keeps slipping down the rankings with a few desperate jumps.  The only explanation I have is that other people are selling better and there’s nothing I can do about that.  I promote my book, promote myself, and hope for the best.  I’m not one of those types to sabotage or fight another author, which I’ve seen happen and it’s really disturbing.

So what am I going to do this week?

  1. Write some more of Book 9.
  2. Entertain the child.
  3. Buy a new winter coat since the one I’ve had for 15 years just lost its zipper. Not in a repairable way either.
  4. Cook dinners.
  5. Buy booze . . . I’m making Bourbon Chicken on Friday.  What were you people thinking?
  6. Maybe toy around with a future idea that is blossoming surprisingly well.  There’s another one that I’m afraid will have to get chopped.  Not really sure.  Maybe just a named change since I call it ‘Zombie Girl’ and zombies are so over done.  Not really sure where it goes in the grand scheme of things either.
  7. Do biking whenever I can.
  8. Watch the NY Giants final game of the season.
  9. Wonder what to say on the next ‘Goal Post’ since it’ll be the one before the new schedule.
  10. Find out if I need to make an appointment with JC Penny for a new author photo . . . I need to hide these extra chins.
  11. Morning addition: Try to remember the indigestion-induced poem that came to my mind while I tried to sleep.  This slipped in while tossing, turning, and dreaming about being in a suburb version of ‘The Thing’.

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Sale on today!

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Sale Dec14

So the great news is that you can buy both e-books in the series for less than the normal price of one.

Why should you? OK then – what are the biggest problems facing our world at the moment? Dependence on dwindling stocks of fossil fuels which cause ecological problems is one of the biggest, right? So when a scientist discovers the catalyst that will make converting methane into easily-used fuel, it’s sorted. Except that she wants to use the discovery to end the other two major issues – war and terrorism.

The result is, in a near-future Britain, very like our own, the existing religions have been banned but the old religions and magic have returned. Unfortunately, closing one door has opened another and soon the new Utopia is threatened by an even more ancient danger. It is going to take two magic-users from opposite ends of the spectrum…

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Author Interview: A. L. Butcher

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From the blog of Nicholas C. Rossis, author of science fiction, the Pearseus epic fantasy series and children's books

You may have come across A. L. Butcher on her blog, Library of Erana. Alexandra is one of the most prolific Indies I know, so I was looking forward to finding out more about her and her work.

The Usual

Hello Alex, good to have you here. What inspired you to write your books?

The first novel – The Light Beyond the Storm Chronicles? It was born from a gaming character, something I’d been working on for a while and a lot of encouragement. I decided to flesh out the character, adapt her to my fantasy world and that was that. The later novels and the short stories have come from the lore of the world. It is a world where magic is forbidden, people are segregated and many enslaved. A tyrannical martial law is imposed, lies and half-truths abound and good and bad are not easily defined. There is a…

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End of an Era Revisit: Origin Week! Charles E Yallowitz . . . Wait . . . What?

Here’s one from February 2013.  It’s the last one unless I get enough people wanting more, but next week will be the last full week of posts from me.  Try not to celebrate until my back is turned.  No idea what I’ll be doing most days.  Part of me wonders if this is going to be a gradual disappearance from WordPress.  Those topics were keeping me focused and now I’m just . . . I don’t know.  Here’s the finale:

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I have a backlog of character origins and figured I would do one a day for this week.  How could I start this great event that will be rough tomorrow since I will be hanging in NYC with one of my closest friends?  Tell my own origin story because I actually get asked a few times how I knew I wanted to be a writer.  For those wondering, that’s me and my wife at Red Newt Cellars for our 5-year-anniversary.  It’s located in the Hector, NY, which is in the Finger Lakes region and it’s where we got married.  This is the best picture I had of myself because the others were me bundled up for winter or looking like I just lost a fight to an angry mob.  *end of first digression, but I warn you I may ramble*

I began writing in 2nd grade where my teacher had learning stations.  There was reading, math, writing, and another that I don’t remember.  Now, I was writing joke books, animal books, and books about my weekend, but I was loving it.  I still have a satchel full of this things.  We got to present our books until she made a rule that we couldn’t present joke books any more.  I was interested in making people laugh, so I got a little derailed until I started writing informative books.  The gem in this mess was a book based on King Kong that actually had some plot development, character development, and the concept of hero/villain/heroine/quest in it.  For a 7-year-old to figure this out on his own would have been exciting, but I made it for a friend’s birthday and gave it away without showing it off.  I was derailed again due to two factors and this is my memory, so I could always be wrong.  One factor was that I began hiding under the writing table and writing when everyone went back to their seats.  I was tiny and sat in the back due to alphabetical order, so it worked to net me 5-10 extra minutes.  I screwed this up when I answered a question from under the table, which also started the trend of me doing things without thinking.  The other factor was that I was bad at math, so my focus was being redirected.  Writing fell by the wayside with nobody noticing and me not thinking much of it.

Over the years, I flexed my creative muscles while dreaming of being a scientist.  For those wondering, this dream died when I was introduced to the dissection project and I moved on to international assassin because I was reading a lot of comics.  Anyway, I wrote a few skits for a friend and I to do for a project, made my own Greek myth in 6th grade social studies, and a children’s book that starred my pet turtle and my sister’s pet hamster.

Then came high school where one friend introduced me to Dungeons & Dragons and another friend introduced me to Fred Saberhagen’s ‘Books of Swords’ series.  Something clicked in my head and I fell in love with writing all over again.  I would spend my free periods in the band room creating characters, monsters, stories, and all manner of things in my notebooks.  I began writing my first book in high school called ‘Immortal Wars: The Summoning’ about a group of teenagers from Earth who discover they are immortal and have to defend the universe from 9 evil, magic weapon wielding immortals.  It wasn’t a horrific idea, but it wasn’t a good idea even after I self-published it.  I took every creative writing and poetry class my school had and took a college-level English course in 12th grade because I was going to be a great author.  I would be remembered like Tolkein and Lewis.  I was a blindly flailing idiot with a pen and a notebook who became even more deranged after a summer trip to Israel.  It was a teen tour that had an artist section, but the writer part was cut during the flight over because there was only one writer in the group.  (YO!)  So, I continued my notebook work while trying out the less terrifying of the other arts and putting together a collection of 100 poems for my final project.

Then came my time at SUNY Oswego where I went for a BA in English Writing Arts . . . and nothing else.  A lesson to be learned here, people, is that unless you are a child prodigy or find an amazing mentor, you need to have a back-up degree.  There were great teachers at this school, but I was a fantasy writer, which meant I had nobody in my actual genre to talk to.  So, my studies helped me hone my style while my spare time was spent having fun in the college way and designing Windemere.  Yes, this is where Windemere was born, which I have already gone into.  I spent a lot of time fostering this idea to the point where it grew bigger than I expected.  I was ecstatic to get it started and thought nothing could stop me now.

Graduation happened and I got stopped by a metal wall covered in barb wire.  Then, I stumbled into a lake of lemon juice.  I lived years of rejection letters, toiling at office or retail jobs, struggling to survive, and following the idea that if I work hard, I’ll get the opportunity to follow my dream.  Depression would set in and my stories would become darker as I began to think that I really was a talentless idiot that the universe felt like beating on.  I managed to write the first three books of Legends of Windemere before I got swallowed by ‘practicality and the real world’.  You hear about downward spirals, but you never realize how terrifying these things are until you get stuck in one.

A series of misfortunes, bad luck, and depressions later brings me to an odd moment in 2012.  I’m not sure what caused the snap, but it probably had something to do with the jobs I kept getting close to and losing.  I just found that I couldn’t care about doing office work and getting the job to survive.  I already felt dead and beaten, so what was the point of dragging myself any further.  Many of the people around me seemed content to let me sink away, voicing their complaints that I was negative and pessimistic.  These are the same people who were quick to tell me why something I was excited about would fail, so screw ‘em.  So, I was nearing the point where my notebooks with 20+ series and all of my writing gear was going to be put in a book and tossed into storage.  It was become painful to even catch sight of the notebooks because I felt I had missed my chance.

This me to the actual snap, which was caused by two things.  A guy I went to school with starting posting about his books going on Amazon Kindle.  I had heard of this, but was still stuck in ‘paper print’ stubbornness, so I asked him a few questions.  He’s been pretty successful and I began to wonder why I didn’t try it.  The other thing was that I had a son who I would one day have to tell ‘you can being anything that you put your mind to’.  How in world would I be able to tell my son to shoot for his dreams when I never did it?  I let everyone around me use me for support, but it was never reciprocated and that was about to stop.  I announced this and my wife supported it immediately because she’d never seem me fired up with so much determination, rage, passion, and madness.  My parents were a lot harder to convince and it’s still a matter of debate when bad moods are rising, but that’s family.

This brings me to today where I run this blog/website, am waiting for my cover art, writing novellas, outlined all 15 books of Legends of Windemere, and finished the first draft of the fourth book.  It makes me feel like I’m regressing to the writer I was in college, but with more polish and wisdom.  So, that’s the path I’ve walked to become the half-crazed fantasy writer of today.  I’ll apologize for the length, but it’s been a messy, stumbling trip.

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