How Far Can an Anti-Hero Go?

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In War of Nytefall, I had to change mental gears because the Dawn Fangs aren’t exactly heroes.  They could be considered that by their own species, but they’re still fairly monstrous in that they kill and destroy a lot.  I considered them to be antiheroes because of their violence, but there were moments where I wondered if that was still the case.  I remember reading stories with heroes like Punisher and Venom, but they had limits to what they would do.  Clyde and the Dawn Fangs don’t always have those in regards to mortals.  So, I’ve been thinking a lot about antiheroes and the fine line between them an villains.

Reading up on the character type, I can see how Clyde fits in since he isn’t your typical hero.  When compared to Luke Callindor, he’s fairly monstrous and selfish and gives in to violence very easily.  Yet, he does care about his gang, so he isn’t all bad.   I tried hard to make him somewhat human without removing the predator and monster sides of his persona.  It’s really the massacres that he unleashes that has me wondering about how far he’s gone.  The other Dawn Fangs are slightly better even though they all seem to have a very cavalier attitude towards death.  Simply put, they have very little problem unleashing such a thing.

Entirely possible that I’m overthinking this too.  The basic definition of antihero is one who doesn’t fit into the standard categories.  Once you go beyond that, it becomes fairly subjective.  Some people will consider cursing a big sign of antiheroes while others wait until the character amasses a high body count.  I have a rather high tolerance for what a hero will do, which might be why I have Clyde meet those top levels.  Yet, I consider that readers might expect more heroics than I do.  On the other hand, these are vampires, so you can only expect so much.  Here we find that my mind keeps going in circles and this post is probably not going to create a conclusion.

So, how far do you think antiheroes can go before they cross a line into non-heroes or villains?

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Every Pebble on the Pile

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A pebble falls
Landing on your head
Nearly weightless
So you let it ride
Soon forgetting it is there

Another pebble falls
Staying fast and being felt
You carry on
Because you can handle it
Or that is what you think

Third and fourth
Fifth and sixth
The counting stops at fifty
Pebbles raining down
Each one sticking to your skin

Every step takes effort
But you never slow or stray
People tell you to be strong
Shrug it off
Others have it worse

The final pebble falls
No number given
Yet it hits the hardest of all
The weight is too much
And your body begins to fold

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A Week of Storms, Twitter, Vampires, and Invisible Anacondas

First, some good news and a promo.  I did an interview with Lisa Burton over at Entertaining Stories and it caused a really big jump in sales.  Biggest one I’ve seen in a little over a month.  To be fair, it was Baron Kernaghan who did the interview, which is why this is a unique experience even if you do it a few times.  You pick a character to be interviewed by Lisa Burton the Robot Girl and do a fun back-and-forth.  I really recommend this for authors who are looking for a fun and free promo.  JUST CLICK HERE TO CHECK IT OUT!

A lot has happened since the last goal post.  We bought a Roku for our TV since it doesn’t have an Internet connection.  So far, only my son has used it to start in on the original Pokemon cartoon, but now my wife and I are back to using this TV.  We were using the other one to watching ‘Castlevania’ (Awesome!), Full Metal Alchemist Live Action Movie (meh), and start Sword Art Online (Interesting).  I spent most of last Saturday and a few random hours on Sunday figuring the whole thing out and making watch lists on Netflix and Prime. Honestly, I found more on Netflix than Prime in terms of anime and old TV shows.  Was hoping to find the live action Rurouni Kenshin movies for free since I’m finishing up the manga.  Sad to say good-bye this one and DBZ mangas are next.  Seem to be reading this quicker than before, but I’ll get into why later.

Some rough patches did appear.  A Nor’Easter hit on Wednesday with the dedication of an ice cream man who had just been fired.  Seriously, it was a little rainy and very windy in our area for most of the day.  My son made it through school and my only had to come home an hour early.  Why?  Because mid-afternoon saw snow start to fall on top of the rain and create a few inches of icy mush.  Good thing I didn’t have to drive through that . . . Is what I would have liked to say.  My parents had been in Iceland for a week and the storm didn’t stop their pilot.  Plane wasn’t even late.  I had to meet them at a train station, which was a little stressful getting to and from.  The storm also created a 2-hour delay for school on Thursday, so I lost my morning writing to my son acting like it was a holiday.

Friday saw a strange Twitter event for me.  I woke up to find that my account had been locked and I had to prove I was a human.  Seems I got swept up in a Bot Purge.  Once my account was back, I had nothing under the ‘Following’ section.  The people who followed me were fine, but I’d been pushed down to zero.  I tried my best to go through the 19.6K followers to get the other list, but it was too daunting a task.  Thankfully, nearly everything came back just after lunch with no warning.  I’m guessing the people who didn’t return were never real to begin with.

I’m going to touch on the vampires before the anaconda.  To put it simply, I made some progress on War of Nytefall: Lost.  Didn’t hit the mark I wanted, which is a problem because I want to spend the week before my son’s break doing a final edit on War of Nytefall: Loyalty.  The issue I’m having is that Clyde is starting off restrained because you can’t punch a mystery in order to solve it.  I just reached the point where he can flex his muscles, but it’s been a lot of encounters with some new characters that leave the established ones confused.  I will say one of the newbies has come out ridiculously good and I’m terrified that I’ll screw him up.  At first, he was supposed to be a psychopath, which he still is.  Yet, he talks a lot and has this incredible level of arrogance that makes even the stronger villains think twice about him.  I think I’m channeling all the insane villains I read about in comics because he’s giving me a Joker/Carnage vibe.  Going to be fun seeing where he goes.

This brings me to the invisible anaconda.  People may remember my revelation last weekend.  The anxiety attacks haven’t gone away and I’m slowly learning more about them. Breathing exercises work most of the time unless somebody starts grilling me on why I’m doing it, which ruins the whole thing.  Reading manga is helping because they’re quick and I can stop easily once I’m doing better.  Again, this gets undone if someone steps in to interrogate me.  For the love of Metroid, people should step back as soon as they’re told someone is having an anxiety attack.  Not push harder to help.  This also tends to build up over time, so Fridays might be the roughest.  The sensation makes me think an invisible anaconda is wrapped around my upper body and half-heartedly crushing me.  I figure it could always be worse since the serpent isn’t going full strength.  Still, I did notice yesterday that I get a little twitchy if the stress remains for too.  Mostly in the arms, but this went away after a few steady breaths.

So, what’s the plan for next week?

  1. Write more War of Nytefall: Lost
  2. Finish taxes
  3. Start reading DragonBall Z
  4. Try to relax a little more
  5. Possibly watch Lego Ninjago Movie tomorrow
  6. Start thinking of June post ideas.  How do you hype a spin-off of your main series without doing spoilers of both?
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Costs of Advertising – Guest Post by, Jaq D Hawkins…

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The question will come up for every indie author. It isn’t “Should I advertise?”, but “How should I go about advertising?”

After all, if no one knows your book exists, how will you get any sales? The Internet is loaded with articles about “getting the word out”. What is often omitted from these articles though, is that no matter how important your story is to you, it’s one of thousands in the great reading pool for the readers that might buy your book, IF it’s what they want to read and IF they find out it exists!

With that in mind, many indie authors have thrown money into advertising. Facebook ads, Goodreads ads, Amazon’s own advertising programs and many independent sources are all quite happy to accept your advertising money. The question is, will that advertising ever result in enough sales to cover the costs?

One of the things I…

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The Bloody Fang Boutique: Once You Go Dead . . . That’s Pretty Much It

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Welcome to the first step of the last stage of your life.  Here is where I go over the rules to make sure you know what you’re getting into.  We do not allow people to have others turned unless all legal contracts have been taken care of and those typically take five years to complete.  This way we don’t have people turning enemies into vampires and staking them before they figure out what’s going on. Also, this is irreversible, which means you can’t get a refund once we’re done.  Ready to continue?  Okay, just sign here and we’ll head for the coffin catalog.

Of course, the book is shaped like a coffin. Why do you think we named it the coffin catalog?  There isn’t much we can do about your appearance.  You’ll remain as you are now, but can change your clothes and possibly your hairstyle.  We do have shape-shifting powers, which are expensive and don’t mix with most other powers.  So, going with that means you’ll be limited and could end things right here.  As long as you give us a down payment, we can hold your request for a year and let you get into the proper shape that you want to spend eternity as.  I have a nephew that does personal training and a cousin who helps with style if you want to see them.  You good with how you are?  Great then we can move on to the next step.

Fangs can be classic, circular mouthful, foot long, under bite, and a few other less common choices.  We have a sale on one type that gives you a mouth that projects out for a bite in a similar fashion to a goblin shark. Much of this depends on what you plan to eat.  I know people typically think of blood, but there is more too it than that.  For one thing, you can feed off marrow, breath, and we even have a type that drains water from the living.  You also have to decide on if you can drink a little without killing or have the inability to stop once you start.  A final part of this section is sleeping, but that’s from centuries ago when we had a flood of people turning themselves into vampires who needed soil.  We keep this for amusement and it gets asked about anyway.  On the plus side, you get a free bed out of this because it’s in the contract.

Let’s get to the fun part.  We have power packages and you can make your own with a base of three.  Every extra power costs another hundred and you have to be careful about going too far.  The more abilities you have, the less human you remain and that can turn you into a complete monster.  I’ve heard of the theory that adding weaknesses to your package will allow for more powers, but this isn’t a game.  In fact, weaknesses can make the situation worse if you aren’t careful.  Having the counter a specific ability can minimize the effect, but you run the risk of an implosion.  Just something to keep in mind.  Now, we have elemental powers, animal powers, magic, body manipulation, mental powers, physical enhancement, and practically human packages.  That last one gives you abilities that revolve entirely around surviving within human society.  No, it’s not a Dawn Fang because you wouldn’t have their level of power.  Honestly, we’ve been told to stop making those due to a few incidents.  Lack of a proper contract and the progenitor ate our previous legal team to teach us a lesson.  His second-in-command robbed us as well, which is why we’re a lot more careful with them.

So, what kind of vampire are you thinking? Oh, you want the Werewolf Warehouse three blocks over.  Strange that you stayed through the whole thing.  Don’t worry.  Just stand right there and the mind wipe will be over.  Did I forget to mention we’re very careful about letting our competition know about our catalog?  Silly me.

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The 2018 Interview Series Featuring Charles Yallowitz

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Thanks for the interview. It was a lot of fun and other authors should really sign up. Don Massenzio It’s time for the next subject for my 2018 author interview series. Author interviews are posted every Friday throughout the year. … Continue reading

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Dirty Dozen Author Interview – Lesley L Smith – #Sci-fi #Bundle

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Author name: Lesley L. Smith

 *Please tell us about your publications. I’ve published seven novels and many short stories, mostly science fiction. See the bio below for specific titles. I love the interplay of the logic science with the fun of imagination. I also love strong quirky characters. Kirkus Reviews said of my novel Quantum Murder “Imagine if Janet Evanovich had given Stephanie Plus a science-teaching degree…”

What are your views on authors commenting on reviews? Never, never, never!

How do you deal with bad reviews? I try to avoid reading any reviews. This helps eliminate the problem!

Sometimes, you can’t avoid it, as with editorial reviews. In this case you need to know so you can (usually) tell them not to publish it. Then, you just have to grit your teeth and power through it.

Sort these into order of importance:

  1. Great characters

2.Good plot

  1. Awesome world-building

4.Technically perfect

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Lou: Beast Among Beasts

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This is another one of my Vampire characters who is actually that 3rd casualty of my attempt at LARPing.  He got simplified for the book and I ‘m not entirely sure how that came about.  Then again, he was fairly ‘simple’ to begin with, which caused problems in the long run.  Guess the best way to explain him is to show the original Lou and then the book version.

After I gave up on my second character after a terrible first appearance that left him with his goals destroyed, I just wanted to do something different.  I teamed up with two other players to make a trio of non-clan vampires.  One person was returning after losing a character and the other wanted to give LARPing a try.  It was with the second player that I designed Lou with inspiration from ‘Of Mice and Men’.  Lou was based on Lennie, the big, lovable, and child-like character while the other player was the George character.  They were friends before getting turned and Lou used to be a boxer, but suffered brain damage that remained when he became a vampire.  So, he was rather slow and simple with his one rule being that he didn’t want to cause any trouble.  Keep in mind that I’m 5’5” and I was playing a character standing at 7’0”.  This required a card noting this and me acting like I was that huge.  Kind of fun pretending that doorways were too small, chairs were too fragile, and seeing people look way above my head.  That last one was hilarious because players bigger than me had to do this and a few noted that it threw them off.

Sadly, Lou was seen as nothing more than a ‘dumb brute’ by some people.  At least this is what I was told after he was offed, but I was already on the outs due to me not giving my second character a chance.  Lou was my last attempt to have fun because he was so different than myself and my previous characters.  He wasn’t a noble hero like Luke or an monster like Clyde or a good-meaning fool like Darwin, but a simple guy who wanted nothing more than to be with his friend and not get into trouble.  If he lasted longer, he’d have reached a point where he’d grow more independent from his friend, but he got eaten after a few sessions.  Honestly, the way it went down was what turned me off to LARPing in general, but I don’t think I was that big a fan in the first place.  Guess this does put Lou in a rather memorable position for me.

That’s why it’s so strange that the big lug is probably at the bottom of the character list for War of Nytefall.  I changed him into a vampiric ogre complete with horns, greasy body hair, and not much of a talker.  In fact, I toyed with the idea of him never talking, but that became a problem and reduced him to an even smaller role.  He’s position is Nadia Sylvan’s obedient bodyguard, so he’s typically hovering around her.  The only times he talks is if she sends him on an errand that requires it.  With group scenes, he grunts or stands in the back because he has no opinion to give.  This can be a problem for him in the long run due to a limited development.  Yet, I do hope to create a few openings for him to become more than a grunt.  Then again, this series might benefit from having a character who isn’t cunning or talkative, but is a vampire that acts almost entirely like a living weapon.  Lou is technically what mortals consider vampires: A savage monster that works entirely off instinct.

So, funny story time here, but this might be a little sad.  The events that led to Lou’s death in the game were bizarre.  Not the actual eating, but how he ended up in that position.  The guy who played the George character was running late from work, so Lou had to operate without him.  The plan was the hang back and stay out of trouble alongside his secondary friend.  Luck wasn’t on our side when we were pulled into a meeting about assaulting one of the strongest characters in the game.  That attack is where Lou died and people afterwards got confused.  Some got on my case about having Lou go along instead of waiting for his other friend, especially since he was given a choice to stay behind.  Except there was one little problem:  The leader of the revolution was sitting next to Lou’s other friend and had his arms crossed in a way that the stake he was holding ended up getting aimed at her.  No idea why I focused on that, but it clicked in my head that Lou would see that and think it was a subtle threat.  He might not have been smart, but he was protective of his friends and couldn’t think straight without ‘George’.  As far as Lou knew, he had to go or his other friend would be killed.  Yeah, I got a few strange looks and laughs along with one apology from the player with the stake.

That was still my last time LARPing and I’d joint he non-LARPERs afterwards.  Nothing says fun like playing an adorable gnome who is a barbarian cannibal with metal teeth.  When I say adorable, I mean his charisma stat was so high that people still said ‘awww’ even when he was eating his enemies.  Come to think of it, I really should find a place for old Berumbo.

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Why Windemere needs Champions, on #LisaBurtonRadio

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Don’t touch that dial. No, seriously, it may be cursed now. You’ve landed on Lisa Burton Radio, the only show that brings you the characters from the books you love.

We’ve had our share of evil warlords, fallen angels, and general baddies on the show before, but never one the gods took a direct involvement in. My special guest today is none other than Baron Arthuru Kernaghan. “Welcome to the show, Baron.”

“My pleasure to be here. It’s nice to interact with non-demons for even a little while.”

“My research provided me with a little bio, and it says here that you have an on-again slash off-again relationship with a woman named Zaria. What’s that all about?”

“To say my marriage to the Goddess of Purity is complicated would be an understatement, so I will try my best to explain the situation. We were both mortals and worked in a…

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7 Tips to Writing about Vampires

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There are plenty of types of vampires, so how do you make a list of tips to writing about them?  You pray really hard and do your best. That and you start off with the disclaimer that you’re working off your own preferences and experience.  Let’s get this crazy ride on the road.

  1. Whatever vampire rules you go by, stick with them until the end.  I’m not saying you can’t make exceptions to them for plot purposes, but you need to have a base to work off of.  You shouldn’t have so many unique types that nothing is consistent and the entire species feels more like an unorganized convention.
  2. Try not to have them repeatedly go after high school girls for romance.  It’s getting rather creepy and people are realizing the age difference.  That and it makes it feel like teenage girls are all into necrophilia.
  3. Not all vampires are perfect specimens of the human race.  Especially if they’re undead, they shouldn’t all be muscular with beautiful skin and hair.  You’re still dealing with corpses here, which means you’d need to explain how such things can change or make it clear that vampires only turn those that society dub perfect.  Try to at least make them unwise, stupid, or something to make up for the physical beauty.  No, a rotten personality doesn’t count.  Characters should have flaws and that goes for monstrous bloodsuckers too.
  4. Try to explain why some vampires are bestial idiots and others are smart survivors.  It could be as easy as saying it depends on if a new vampire is taken under someone’s wing or left to learn on their own.  The point is that you don’t create a confusing combination of savages and civilized vampires that appear to exist within the same system with no rhyme nor reason.
  5. Chopping the head off has to do something.  Death, incapacitation, slumber until it heals, or even blindly scrambling after the body part.  Quick regeneration could be an option, but that brings in a problem.  How does one kill a vampire that can regrow its head within seconds? You could say full body destruction, but that’s nearly impossible outside of bombs, massive spells, and other things that are not easily accessible.
  6. If you’re going to use Dracula and it’s not a comedy then take it seriously.  Give the old man his due and stop beating him like a dead horse that owes you money.
  7. Consider the issue of anachronism, which means your vampire has been around so long that they are behind the times.  It can range from having no idea how technology works to being only a generation behind.  Most people are unable to keep up with such things and they’re mortal.  Imagine someone who has been around for hundreds of years and doesn’t stick around a college or teenagers.  They’ll fall behind or feel like things are going too fast at some point.
  8. Added by popular demand: No sparkles.
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