A Moment of Silence for Goals Unmet

Where to even start with this week?  I got very little done since the kid was off for two days, the parents came back from Greece, and I’m still suffering from the dental issue.  I’ve been moody and annoyed.  To the point where I almost talked about politics because a recent development really pissed me of.  Yet, this isn’t the place for such things because this blog is about me, my writing, and fun.  Politics are the antithesis of that, so let’s first get involved in the ‘me’ part.

I was going to post about this earlier in the week, but figured it was more for the weekend update/goal post.  For those who don’t know or remember, I had a wisdom tooth out about 1.5 weeks ago.  This revealed that the molar next to it was missing the entire backside and needed a root canal more urgently than previously thought.  Insurance said no because the x-rays weren’t a full mouth.  I guess the teeth on the other side of my mouth have something to do with the FUCKING HOLE in my molar.  The x-rays were taken, but had to be sent by mail for an appeal.  This means I’ve been dealing with this issue for a while.  I apologize for the grossness, but this is aggravating.  Food gets stuck in there, I end the day with discomfort/pain, and I’m pretty sure it’s getting worse.  Yesterday, I finally got an insurance person with empathy instead of apathy.  She said the dentist could electronically submit the x-rays to get things moving quicker.  With any luck (HA!), I’ll have this taken care of by the end of the week.

This has made focusing really hard, especially since I’m no longer on the desktop.  Back to awkwardly sitting on my bed and using my sputtering laptop.  I’ve begun writing during the day and prepping November posts at night.  This means I’ll miss that Yom Kippur deadline for Path of the Traitors, but I’m getting two birds with one stone.  Not that I can get very far with writing because the house is a circus and my mouth is in pain.  I still have that cold too.  Yeah, I’m bitching, but the last two weeks have been amazingly sucky even compared to the rest of this year.

My son has off Monday and Wednesday too.  We’re doing a lot of weekend outings for Halloween stuff as well.  Tomorrow is a petting zoo and Monday is father/son movie day to see ‘Storks’.  Wednesday is Yom Kippur, which is the day of fasting for Jews.  I’m not that religious, but I always try to do this because it was one of the few things I could do after my grandfather spent years trying to make me religious.  This means a lot of napping and playing ‘Castlevania: Symphony of the Night’ until my wife comes home from school.  I don’t have a full day babysitter for my son though, so this year might not run as smoothly as . . . you know, this day rarely runs smoothly for me lately.  Either I’m odd man out on what we’re eating at night or nobody keeps the kid away from me.  He’s high energy and I won’t have enough to keep up.

I should apologize for all the negativity here.  Long ago, I promised to be more positive, but that seems to have become a challenge to the universe.  Nothing goes right in anything I do.  Can’t get the new book to rocket up the charts.  Barely able to work on the other projects.  Even the November posts are taking a while because my brain is fuzzy either from exhaustion or some type of medication.  The only positive thing is that my new Twitter system is taking some pressure off.  Not sure it’s helping with sales since I still see the same pattern of 6 days of sluggishness and one big boost out of nowhere.

Going back to the writing, I’m getting worried that this book is suffering from my own crappy schedule and moodiness.  It’s a tough book to write since the champions are barely in it.  This is something that their ‘allies’ are doing to make sure they succeed, which is including two new characters.  I think a sudden scene where one of the heroes is knocked out and has a vision that reveals their insecurities has me worried.  This character has been confident and tough for a long time, so it’s strange to see that all of this is under the surface.  The reaction was to say ‘Forget all this. I’ll deal with it later when I have time’ does fit the character though.  They are the type to ignore their own suffering for those around them. Probably a big clue on who is getting the highlight of this adventure.  I guess I’m just worried that this doesn’t have the long-standing meat of the other books because the champions aren’t involved.  Glad this book is the Late Summer/Early Autumn release for 2017.

Goals?

  1. Finish Path of the Traitors, November posts, The Spirit Well blurbs, and The Forgotten Baron outline by end of the month.
  2. Recover enough health to get back to biking.  Probably have to wait until tooth fixed because I clenched my jaw when I try to go fast.
  3. Get tooth fixed.
  4. Day with son on Monday.  Possibly Wednesday.
  5. Fast for Yom Kippur and not pass out.
  6. Wait!  The kid doesn’t read these posts, so I can reveal tomorrow’s fun.  The petting zoo we’re going to has a Fall Festival, which he knows about.  The surprise is that they recently adopted a baby giraffe that you can see on the weekends.  He’s fed an adult one at another petting zoo, but I think this is going to make his day.  The little guy is so cute in his pictures.

Edit:  Forgot to mention this.  I’ve actually been sleeping later than normal.  Not on purpose, but I’ve been losing my ability to stir before the alarm.  Used to be up and functional at 5 am, but now I’m dragging at 6:30 am.  This actually has me worried because it’s a level of exhaustion that I haven’t had for a long time.

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Raven’s Game Part 7 #horror #Halloween #thriller

The Haunting

The Haunting

Gemma comes out of the stairwell and gasps for breath, the elevators already having opened to let all of the gurneys out. Police are struggling to keep the crowd organized while those in charge set up quieter interviewing areas in the bar and restaurant. Whispers about the massacre are flowing through the hotel while people look for any reporters that might give them a few minutes of fame. Many take pictures of the parade of body bags that are heading for a small group of ambulances outside, the images appearing on their social media sites within seconds. A black-haired woman comes out last, the muttering figure strapped to a wheelchair. Dried blood covers her entire face, which stares ahead without blinking even when camera flashes go off a nearby. Those in the front row try to back away when she is brought too close to a gurney and begins to violently gag in an attempt to vomit. Her feet hit the floor and she fights against the EMT’s pushing, her eyes widening with horror even when she pukes. It takes the help of two of the more muscular cops to lift the wheelchair and carry the woman away.

Spotting Dawn near the entrance to the pool, Gemma tries to make her way through the crowd. She attempts to sneak around people and come at the other woman from the side of her eye patch. The erratic movements of the excited gawkers makes it impossible to control her approach, her requests for space going unanswered. Gemma comes out of the crowd a few feet in front of Dawn, the hotelier waving happily to her hand-picked adversary. Sipping at an iced latte, the brown-haired woman offers a matching drink to the detective and leans against a small palm tree growing out of a large pot.

“What is the point of playing a game when you don’t give me a chance to win?” Gemma asks in a low voice. Sniffing at the coffee, she risks a sip and begrudgingly enjoys the delicious taste. “I haven’t even been here a day and you pull off a massacre. Not a clue or a hint to direct me toward the bachelorette party. Was it the jacket you sent me? Maybe I had to go to your party to learn about your targets? Give me one reason why I shouldn’t drag you by your nose to the nearest empty jail cell.”

“For one thing, I haven’t finished my coffee yet,” Dawn replies before draining the cup. She throws the container into a nearby bin and pulls a second drink out from behind her back. “Need at least ten cups to be perky. Not talking about my personality since that’s always a beautiful ray of moonshine. By the way, I had no hand in this gorgeous mess. Everyone saw me at the party and I haven’t gone to bed yet. Didn’t see a reason since my husband is away. Give me some credit about playing fair. Unicorns only come to those who are honest and pure.”

“I thought you lost your unicorn,” the detective mutters, hoping to get under the woman’s skin. Feeling a small pinch at the base of her skull, she rubs the area and is surprised to find some blood on her fingers. “Must have cut myself while getting out of the pool. So, you have an alibi and no motive. Who do you think did this?”

Grinding her toes against the floor and putting her arms behind her back, Dawn pretends to act shy. “I have an alibi, but I do have a motive. The bride’s betrothed is a lawyer who is trying to sue me for ten million. He claims I did something illegal to put Heaven’s Nest up here and there are witnesses. Keeps saying that he knows where my bodies are buried, which I know is a lie. Even I don’t remember where all of those are, except for a puppy that I had to put down. The lawsuit could bankrupt me and put the hotel out of business. At the very least, I’d have to move away and start again. I don’t like doing that unless I want to and this city is too much fun. Still, I wouldn’t go after her. She’s an innocent babe with nothing that would gain my attention. Easy prey if you will.”

“So your husband could have done it.”

“Yes, but he was busy elsewhere.”

“Are you covering for someone?”

“One of my hostesses called in sick, so I’ll be helping out today.”

“That’s not what I-”

“Awww, he’s so sweet.”

Gemma follows Dawn’s pointing and watches the police drag one of the chefs out of the restaurant. The man has a bleeding bump on his head, which matches the broken nose of the cop shoving him ahead. Several reporters are getting in the way to ask questions and take pictures, the mob pushing in enough to pause the arrest. When he sees an opening, the chef tries to escape the officer and nearly disappears into the crowd. He is tripped by a piece of luggage left in the middle of the lobby and slams face first into the angel statue. Before he can climb back to his feet, three policemen pounce on the man while more shout for everyone to clear a path to the exit.

“I did it for you, Ms. Addison!” the chef screams when he sees Dawn. Biting one of the cops in the face, he makes another escape attempt before he is tasered. “Nobody threatens my muse! I would kill and die for her. I accept my fate with pride!”

“I remember talking to him and he was obsessed with you,” Gemma says before she takes another sip of coffee. She sees Max among the interviewing detectives, her partner showing no signs of having noticed her. “Given what you just told me, I assume he wanted to protect you and the hotel. Even so, this is only two days after Carl Anders jumped to his death. You can’t deny that something is suspicious in your hotel.”

“Probably the shrimp in the buffet, so I’ll have the cook make a fresh batch,” Dawn replies as she munches on a cookie. Dialing the chef’s number, she curses when the call goes directly to voicemail. “That’s strange. He always picks up right away. Guess I’ll have to fire him and get somebody new. Very rare that I have to replace an employee. We have a low turnover rate around here. Too bad the same can’t be said for the guests. You really should find the person who keeps killing my customers.”

“You claimed it was you,” the detective hisses through clenched teeth. Throwing the rest of her coffee into the garbage, she rubs her eyes and tries to stave off the start of a headache. “I’m tired of your nonsense, Ms. Addison. Not even sure why I’m staying here because my curiosity and patience are running out. Tell me what’s going on here or I’m going back to work and investigating every piece of your life.”

“I’m very sorry, kitty,” the hotelier says, turning her eye patch until it is back in its original position. With a high-pitched whistle, Dawn gets her employees to draw away those who are of no interest the cops. “I am young and old. My kingdom made from circles, squares, and triangles. Many blindly praise me when I create smiles. Others despise me when I forge tears. That’s the riddle to my next victim. Good luck, kitty, and I will give you a few days to figure it out. Wouldn’t be fair to give you something so complicated and make my move an hour later. Besides, I need to hire a new chef since the old one will never be coming back. Shame because I loved these mini-pizzas he made.”

“Maybe he can make you some when you’re both in jail,” Gemma taunts with an empty smile. The way Dawn shakes her head makes the detective suspicious, her hand falling to where her gun would normally be. “What do you know that I don’t?”

“I don’t like people taking my toys away.”

A loud crash and several screams erupt from outside, causing Gemma to sprint across the lobby. Elbowing her way through the crowd, she comes to a stop in the doorway and covers her mouth to hide her gagging. A police car sits in front of the hotel with a flagpole piercing the roof and driving all the way to the pavement. Visible through the broken windows, the chef remains sitting with the metal rod impaling his entire body. Those with a clear view of the body are stunned by the wide smile plastered on his lifeless face.

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Be my guest: Charles Yallowitz – How to Destroy a Champion

Check out the fun and meet the champions (kind of) with my guest post.

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A big thank you to Sue for hosting me and letting me do a fun book promotion for Legends of Windemere: Charms of the Feykin.  This is the 11th book of the series, but each story is self-contained enough that you can jump right into it.  Now, I was going to write about how . . . Sorry . . . Phone call.  Be right back.

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Is he gone?  I saw some of the other characters do stuff like this, so I wanted to try.  This is a guest post, right?  I should introduce myself, but I’m a secret.  One of those pesky champions might read this and figure out who I am.  That would ruin my plan and revenge.  Although, I could just put a little trick on this and all those fools will see is a recipe for Strawberry Mushroom Parfait.  Disgusting treat that these Feykin…

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Enter the Macabre Sanctuary

Check out this collection of spooky stories. Just in time for Halloween.

coldhandboyack's avatarEntertaining Stories

I was invited to participate in an anthology called Macabre Sanctuary. To my astonishment, my submission was accepted.

There are some heavy hitters in this group, and you get ten short stories for the price of free.

This one is climbing up the ranks, and hit #9 recently. The timing couldn’t be better with Halloween right around the corner.

For my part, I explored the thought of being forgotten. When we die, we’re only a generation away from complete anonymity. Most of us won’t leave behind a record of most strikeouts, a motion picture legacy, or a leadership role that changed the world somehow. We’re just honest, hardworking folks who hope our children turned out well.

Here is the blurb and the download link:

Macabre Sanctuary

Thrills. Chills. Shadows and superstitions. Things that go bump in the night. Macabre Sanctuary boasts suspenseful fiction designed to elicit goosebumps and raise…

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Author Profile: 20 questions with Adriana Gavazzoni

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It’s always fun to showcase new authors and find out about their author’s journey.

Today we feature Adriana Gavazzoni. (Come on, that’s an awesome name. Gavazzoni.)

A lawyer and professor of law, Adriana writes novels and legal books. “I’m a very active person and love to dance, exercise and travel.”

Who doesn’t?

Adriana speaks four languages: English, French, Portuguese and Spanish (I barely speak one), and she’s currently studying Chinese! “I hope to master it someday but it’s been a challenge!”

I bet.

Enjoy 20 questions with Adriana, her Antonio Banderas obsession, and the blurb to her new novel below!

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italy-1 author Adriana Gavazzoni

1) How long did it take you to write the first draft of the manuscript?

It took me six months, at least a thousand words every day

2) That’s pretty fast for a first book, and I love the dedication to daily…

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20 Questions with Elizabeth Vollstadt

Unknown's avatarDon Massenzio

Today we sit down with author Elizabeth Vollstadt to hear about her work, her inspiration and to learn a bit about her.

Please enjoy this edition of 20 Questions:


elizabethQ1) When did you first realize you wanted to be a writer?

Very early. As child, I wrote stories and poems, and I even started a Nancy Drew-type mystery when I was in fifth grade. In high school, I was thrilled to become Features Editor for the school newspaper. From then on, I knew I wanted to be a writer, and my jobs always involved writing, editing, or teaching writing.  My decision to write for children came later.

Q2) How long does it typically take you to write a book?

It depends on the book and if I have a deadline.  When I wrote books on contract, the book went from start to published in less than a year.  But my…

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Raven’s Game Part 6 #horror #Halloween #thriller

Crescent Hotel

Crescent Hotel

Bridget covers her eyes as the glistening dancer removes his pants and gyrates for her maid of honor. Never being interested in parties, she knew her bachelorette party would reach a level of discomfort. The only thing keeping her calm is the nearly constant refilling of her champagne glass and a bowl of cherries. Her toilet paper veil has been discarded with a few pieces stuck in her long, curly hair. Jackets, shoes, empty bottles, and phallic-shaped favors are scattered about the suite, which she worries will need to be repaired after they are done. With her friends focused on the predictable entertainment, Bridget slips out of her chair and tries to sneak into the nearby bathroom. She has her hand on the doorknob when she is pounced on from behind, the clumsy hands squeezing her chest to get an angry squeak.

“I hate it when you’re plastered, Rhonda,” the bride-to-be complains while freeing herself from the other woman. Turning around, she can see a wicked grin on her childhood friend’s face and fears the antics have only begun. “Don’t do stuff like that. We aren’t goofy teenagers anymore and I’m getting married tomorrow. I agreed to this party, but don’t make me do stuff that I don’t want to.”

“But that’s the point of these things,” the raven-haired bridesmaid declares, cornering her friend against the wall. She plants a little kiss on the sweaty woman’s neck before finishing the tequila shot in her hand. “You were a lot more fun before you got engaged. A grope like that wouldn’t have phased you back in high school. I told you that stuffy college would kill the party girl. Now you’re marrying some lawyer. Hope he’s good in the sack.”

“Sorry if what I am now angers you, but we all have to grow up at some point,” the bride argues, sliding toward the bathroom. With her hand on the handle, she clicks her tongue and faces Rhonda. “I’ll have you know that my sex life is fine. Better than it’s been in years because we love each other. You’d understand that if you didn’t have more alcohol than blood in your body.”

“Is he better than me?”

“Don’t start that, Ronnie.”

“Keep in mind that I’m the only one here who tied a cherry stem with her tongue.”

“Let’s not do this tonight.”

“But it’s the only one we have left.”

“Start drinking water, Ronnie.”

Bridget ignores the angry scowl while she goes into the bathroom and locks the door behind her. She takes a seat on the edge of the bathtub, but quickly slides down to the floor where she stretches out her legs. The tension flows from her body while a pang of guilt stabs at her chest, the feeling causing a few tears. Pulling out her phone, the exhausted bride considers calling her fiancée and asking if it would be wrong to cut Rhonda from the bridal party. Bridget knows he does not like her old friend, but accepted that including her was a promise made long ago when they were closer. She is fairly certain it is because she told him that they were once more than friends, her attempts to ease his suspicions failing due to Rhonda’s love of messing with the easily flustered man. It takes several minutes for her to make a note to talk to her friend when they are sober and turn the phone off.

Getting to her feet, Bridget prepares to return to her party and try to enjoy herself. The festivities are tame compared to a few of the parties she snuck into at seventeen, which makes her feel old and boring. For a brief moment, she wonders if Rhonda is right and she is rushing into adulthood before enjoying her younger days. Spotting her reflection, she can see that her makeup is smeared and picks out the toilet paper from her hair. Cleaning her face, the bride listens to the music change and another chorus of cheers from her friends. As Bridget reaches out to unlock the door, a strangled scream erupts from the party and the other voices become filled with fear.

“You tore it off!”

“I’m calling the cops.”

“Grab something to stop him from bleeding to death.”

“Hey, get off m-”

The last voice is cut off by the sound of something heavy crashing to the floor and a strange crackling noise. There is a high-pitched scream before glass shatters and the woman seems to fade away. Heavy furniture can be heard getting thrown around the room, a blood-covered chair leg piercing the bathroom door. Bridget backs towards the bathtub and fumbles for her phone, which falls into the toilet that she did not know was open. She scrambles to retrieve it, but the device is sucked into the pipes where it remains lodged out of reach. Trapped and confused, she can only listen to the massacre going on outside. Bridget cannot identify most of the noises beyond the smashing of blunt objects. With a gurgling scream that she believes is from the stripper, the carnage ends and an eerie ringing consumes the suite.

The clink of glass on glass tells Bridget that there is still someone outside, so she crawls toward the door. She cups her hands and listens to the survivor take a shot, giggle, and kick an object into the wall. The shattering of a thrown bottle makes the bride squeak in fear, the noise answered by a friendly whistle. A gentle knock makes her back away from the entrance while a slender shadow looms out from under the door. She watches the chair leg wiggle as it is pulled out of the wood and cast aside by someone standing out of sight.

“I didn’t appreciate that getting put in my face,” Rhonda casually states, sticking two of her fingers in the splintery hole. She playfully beckons for her friend to get closer while scratching at the door. “You know, I’ve been patient all night, Bridget. Thought I made my desires very clear and you kept foisting me away. I know you don’t like me because I’m part of your dirty, little past. Wouldn’t be proper for a woman like you to be associated with someone like me. Guess making me a bridesmaid was a way to rub it in my face that you’re going away.”

“I asked you to be one because we’re friends,” Bridget replies, hugging her knees to her chest. She wipes at the tears that stream from her face and looks for anything she can use as a weapon. “It wasn’t my intention to hurt you. We were still going to be friends whether my husband likes you or not.”

“He doesn’t like me!?” shouts the crazed woman, slamming a fist against the door. She walks away for a moment before coming back to put her eye against the hole. “He’s scared I’ll steal you away. That’s why you don’t want to have a final fling. If he found out then your precious marriage would be over. Then again, maybe you know he’s right and you’d leave him for me in a heartbeat.”

“I love my fiancée!”

“As much as you love me?”

“More so. Leave me alone, Rhonda.”

“Nope.”

“What do you want from me?”

Snapping the lock with a twist to the handle, Rhonda pushes her way into the bathroom and licks her lips. “Just like old times, Bri, I want to eat you all up.”

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When Angels Fly, on Lisa Burton Radio #RRBC

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Welcome to another edition of Lisa Burton Radio. I’m your host, Lisa the robot girl, and my special guest today is Sarah Jackson. She grew up in a life of abuse, married into an abusive relationship, and lost her son Eli to cancer. “Welcome to the show, Sarah.”

“Thank you for the invitation Lisa and I’m happy to be here.”

“Can you tell our listeners something about your childhood? It sounds like it was pretty rough.”

“I vividly remember my childhood. As a little girl, my mother would force feed me foods I hated, such as peas, until I threw up. She did this to me often and she seemed to enjoy the abuse she inflicted upon me. I had six siblings and none of them remember my mother doing the force feedings except for my older brother who was eight years older than me. Abuse affected him, too, and…

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Smorgasbord Short Stories – A Choice by John W. Howell

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