A second helping of Macabre Macaroni

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I think my reasoning behind this one will be obvious. Hope you enjoy it.

She tenderly puts the ancient flip-phone on its charging stand, careful not to bend the cord again. A warm shower always primes her for the work day. She pulls on her flats, and places her heels beside her purse. One poached egg later and she heads for the bus stop.

The neighborhood is much nicer than fifteen years ago. Small shops and bistros popped up along the street, and the community garden is in its second year. People are already there to pick up the branches that blew down overnight. She visits the coffee shop before the bus stop.

A fresh romance novel occupies her time for the next hour. People get on, and others get off. She gulps the last mouthful of her latte and throws the cup away as she exits the bus. People…

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Raven’s Hold Part 6 #thriller #fiction

West Park Aslym

West Park Asylum

“I don’t see why I have to go first when we have a new guy,” the muscular man complains, his chair lying on its back. He glares at the other members of the circle while he retrieves his furniture. “So I had a little outburst and threw a table out a window. We all know I have anger issues and that’s why I’m here. Not my fault since I was raised that way. You’re always making me go first, Dr. Rutherford, which isn’t fair.”

“I apologize, Jeremy, but I know that you will try to extend the others’ time to avoid speaking,” the doctor replies, her legs crossed beneath a long, blue skirt. “I do agree that we should have Mr. Connors share if he is ready. Remember that not everyone is as bold and confident as you, Jeremy.”

Satisfied that she has calmed her most aggressive patient, Grace tries to decide on who should go next. She hopes that someone will volunteer, but the only one with his hand raised is Rich. The gentle snoring of Dawn, the woman napping beneath her chair, grants the doctor an extra minute to think. With Ian focused more on his feet than the group, she is not sure it is a good time to force him to participate. Unlike the day before, he has been extremely quiet and distant, which makes her worried that he is worse shape than she predicted. With a sigh of defeat that she hides beneath a yawn, Grace motions for Rich to stand and talk about his latest ghostly encounter.

“I heard the voice last night again,” the bald man explains to the loud groans of the other patients. He flicks his camera lens off and puts it back only to repeat the action. “It says the same thing it does every night, which is about being normal and having fun. This time, I saw a face in the window and its eyes came out of the glass. They flew around the room before exploding over my head. There’s no rational explanation for such a strange dream, so I know it’s some kind of ghost. My guess is a poltergeist or maybe a variety of ghosts that were disturbed when Raven’s Hold was built. I mean, we’re not allowed in the basement and the staff seems scared of going down there. Maybe the bodies of dead patients are being kept down there for experiments and their spirits are running wild up here.”

“Do you listen to your own words?” Jeremy asks as his patience gives out. Noticing an orderly stepping toward him, he holds up his hands and slumps in his chair. “I’m not going to hit him this time. All I’m saying is that Rich says the same thing at every session. The details change, but he never tries to accept that he’s hallucinating or whatever that is. What’s the point of him being here if he refuses your help, doctor?”

“I’m not supposed to be a patient here!” Rich shouts, his voice cracking when it gets too high. Shivering and on the verge of tears, the man seems to deflate in his chair. “This was supposed to be a simple visit and interview. Get a tour for a few days, view the patients, and then go home. I’m not one of you people. Why doesn’t anybody believe that I’m sane and there really are ghosts here?”

“Because those two things don’t go together.”

“Then how do you explain the voices and strange visions?”

“If that was proof of ghosts then Dawn would be saner than you.”

“That’s different.”

“Yes because you’re an idiot and she’s not.”

Grace clears her throat to stop the two from arguing and is about to reprimand Jeremy when Ian gets to his feet. His attention is focused on Rich and she wonders if the newcomer is about to join in the debate. Instead, the young man sits back down and takes several gulping breaths to ward off a panic attack. He leans back so that he is staring at the ceiling and is temporarily mesmerized by the swirling reflection of light in the tiles.

“I’m here because I tried to kill myself five times over the last three years, cut myself when stressed, have panic attacks, and bouts of depression,” Ian announces, his voice rising and falling in pitch. Leaning forward, he is surprised to see Jeremy roll his eyes and cross his arms. “The reason for my breakdown was because I lost my wife and child. She was having a hard time being a new mother and I was trying my best to help her. If she asked me to do something then I did it and I made sure she got plenty of rest. We found a therapist when it looked it was a bigger problem than we realized. Things were going well, but I guess she was hiding stuff from me and the therapist. My wife sent me out for pizza like every Friday. I came home fifteen minutes later to find that she drowned our son in the bathtub. She was in there two with an empty bottle of painkillers and her throat slit. As you can imagine, I thought it was a murder, but there was a note in the printer queue. Guess she couldn’t wait for it to print. Anyway, I broke down and looked back at all the signs that things were worse than they seemed. I keep thinking that I should have been able to stop her if I had be smarter or . . . something. I wasn’t a positive person to begin with, so that event pushed me over the edge.”

“Guess you weren’t much of a husband,” Jeremy says without facing the other patients. He chuckles at the angry stares that he knows he is getting. “Nobody does something like that without clear signs. You were so busy doing errands and pampering her that you never saw what was right before your eyes. That letter had to have been on the computer prior to you leaving for the pizza. Did you never think of checking her files and search history?”

“I wanted her to know that I trusted her,” Ian replies, surprised that the doctor is letting Jeremy cause another disturbance. “Why do you let him do this? It’s only upsetting the rest of us.”

Grace closes her notebook and fixes her glasses, her smile appearing less genuine than before. “I run these sessions in an untraditional manner. As long as there is no violence or vulgarity, I allow things to go further than you may be used to. That being said, I will voice my opinion when something goes too far like it has now. Jeremy, you were not there and do not know all the details of the situation. As you heard, Mr. Connors did his best and is trying to come to terms with a great loss. That is not easy and he will be depending on all of us to see that he gets through this challenge. In regards to Mr. Garrett, you know that such statements only exacerbate his condition. Nobody treats you as poorly as you treat them, so I suggest that you learn from their example.”

“That’s because everyone is scared of me,” Jeremy mutters while flexing his arms. A bead of sweat appears on his forehead when he fears that one of his biceps is about to pop, the muscle feeling tense for an agonizing second. “I’m big and strong, which is all that counts. Like my old man always said, fear is how you get respect. Best that Mr. Connors learn that quickly if he wants to survive here.”

“More like you’re a pathetic loser who thinks acting like a bully is power,” states a portly man with red hair. He scratches at his freckled neck, which is raw and bleeding from constant rubbing. “It’s people like you who created many of those found here. Not like you care since the breaking of another human being is pleasurable to you. I think I speak for all of us when I say we’re tired of you insulting and harassing us. Just go away and suck your thumb like the giant child your idiot father raised.”

With a snarl, Jeremy lunges across the circle before the orderlies can reach him. He grabs the red-haired man by the shoulders, ignoring the screams and wails about not wanting to get dirty. Most of the other patients hurry to get out of the circle, the exception being Dawn who is still asleep on the floor. Blocked by the panicking residents, the orderlies and Dr. Rutherford are unable to get to the fight. The scuffle ends when Jeremy shoves his opponent to the side and trips him. As if the world is in slow motion, everyone watches the heavy man land on Dawn.

“That wasn’t very nice,” the brunette growls while slipping out from under the wheezing figure. She remains on all fours and licks a trickle of blood from the corner of her mouth. “I don’t like being woken up when I’m sleepy. Go back to your own space.”

“I’m really sorry,” the man says as he crawls away. “It wasn’t my fault. Jeremy pushed me onto you.”

Dawn cocks her head to the side and occasionally nods her head. “You made him mad, so you’re at fault. I don’t feel like sharing today, so I’m going to leave. Think I’ll tell the cooks to make pancakes for lunch.”

Rolling backwards and up to her feet, Dawn skips to the door and leaves the rest of the group to reset the chairs. The red-haired man remains on the floor, but stays away from the group and whimpers whenever he is approached. He furiously rubs his arms and mutters about being dirty, his movements easing when he feels the others are no longer paying attention to him. One of the orderlies stands behind Jeremy to make sure he does not cause another disturbance. For the rest of the hour, nobody speaks or even looks at each other while the tension remains thick in the air. The only sounds are the cawing of birds outside the window and the tapping of Dr. Rutherford’s pen on her notebook.

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Windemere Monsters: Griffin

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One of the greatest of the Windemere beasts, the griffin gets a lot of attention throughout the series.  There are the griffin riders of Gaia who are shown in The Compass Key.  One shows up in Beginning of a Hero as a pawn of the Lich.  They even make appearances in all of the preceding books after one kind of joins the group.  Somehow this one time monster became a recurring creature like the orcs, trolls, and dragons.

Where did my interest in griffins come from?  Not really sure.  I love the fact that it is a creature of both the land and sky.  They always seem to have power, grace, and speed when they’re used.  Yet they tend to be obstacles with foul tempers, which is how I used them the first time.  I remade it in an edit to have the animal be mind-controlled, which brought a bit of sympathy to them.  A funny thing with the griffins is that they have evolved along with the story.  In fact, I see notes in future ideas that bring these guys back many times.

I’ve mentioned in the books that the griffin is the fastest aerial creature, which might seem strange.  There are creatures with bigger wings or are more aerodynamic, so how could a griffin be faster than a drite?  Because they kind of cheat.  Griffins have several abilities such as immunity to natural poisons, immediate language understanding, and a few others that are spoilers.  The one that they are most proud of is their control over wind.  These beasts can fly through a storm and never lose speed because they create the perfect conditions for flight.  They ride powerful winds of their own creation, which allows them to also do a very quick blast off.

This doesn’t even consider their skills at aerial combat since they are intelligent enough to create strategies.  A common tactic is to spin their bodies and spiral toward an enemy to impale them with a twist.  On bigger opponents, this can breaks bones and tears organs even if it is not a kill shot.  Interestingly enough, the griffins of Gaia don’t use this tactic very often because they are protective of their riders.  They are well aware that some of their abilities and tactics are too dangerous to use while being ridden.

There isn’t much to say about their physical design.  Griffins have been around for centuries, so I didn’t change much.  There are always design differences such as how much is eagle and how much is lion.  I went with eagle head and wings and the rest is powerful lion.  Like I said, not much else to say about them.

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How reviews help writers… I didn’t know Amazon worked this way…

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I didn’t know Amazon worked  this way… I sure could use the reviews. I know there’s enough people who bought it. Review review people!

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Raven’s Hold Part 5 #thriller #fiction

West Park Aslym

West Park Asylum

Ian quietly stares at the ceiling of his room, the moonlight casting shadows across the white surface. His left hand rolls the pill that he pretended to take at dinner, the gel coating sticking to his skin after being in his mouth. Curious and bored, he flicks the medicine at the ceiling and watches it get stuck. After the tour and trying to make new friends, Ian is too exhausted to panic and figures he can take care of it in the morning. Rolling onto his side, he buries his head under the pillows when someone starts screaming down the hall. The sound is cut off by the bang of a door, which plunges Raven’s Hold into an eerie silence.

A gentle buzz stirs Ian from his sleep and he groggily rolls out of bed to go in search of what he thinks is an alarm clock. It takes a few minutes for him to regain his senses and remember that he is no longer in his old apartment. Rubbing his eyes, Ian gathers his fallen covers and pauses when he notices that the back wall of his room is missing. A vast forest filled with fireflies is spread before him, the trees’ roots coming up to the edge of the tiled floor. He takes a seat on his bed and watches as a flock of blue-eyed birds erupt from the branches. Their numbers envelope the full moon for a second and leave it as a crescent that resembles a sideways grin. Crickets begin to sing, but stop as soon as Ian groans his dislike of their tune.

“This is an odd dream,” he whispers while getting comfortable in his bed. The sound of crinkling glass makes him turn his head to watch the wall reform. “I guess I was supposed to keep watching. I’ll remember that for the next time.”

“Why are you here?” asks a disembodied voice.

“To get better,” Ian replies, playing along with the dream. “I can’t function with normal people. Not that I’m dangerous, but being around them hurts me. So I want to get back to the person I used to be. At least as close as I can get.”

“No fun in normal,” the voice replies with a chuckle. “Never any fun in normal.”

“Maybe so, but there’s no fun in being alone.”

The air gets thicker as whatever is behind the voice hums to itself and considers Ian’s answer. A rhythmic tapping is on the window where a shadow hand is drumming on the glass, its fingers leaving misty prints. The ceiling turns black and drips grinning faces that float through the door like spectral bubbles. Each one pops to unleash a child-like giggle that sends a shudder down Ian’s spine. The vibrations get stronger and his jaw locks, both signs that he is on the verge of a panic attack. Desperate to get out of the dream, he closes his eyes and tries to focus on waking up before it is too late. Sunlight appears in the distance and races toward the room, washing away all of the shadows and jolting Ian back to consciousness.

“That was close,” he gasps while holding out his quivering arm. His pillow is drenched in sweat and his chest has a faint line of blood from a long scratch. “At least I had enough control to get out of there before it got bad. Guess I pushed myself too much today. Need to go easier tomorrow and keep my stress down. Probably should have taken my medication to be safe. Maybe it’s not too late.”

Ian glances at the ceiling and notices the pill is no longer stuck. Assuming it fell onto his bed, he half-heartedly searches the covers and the floor. He stops when his hand touches the dried remains of the gel coating, but none of the medicine is inside. Examining the brittle remains, Ian swears it reminds him of how one would autopsy a body. The slits are precise and show no sign of the coating being crushed. In fact, he is sure this is in better condition than when he last saw it, so it is probably something left behind by the previous tenant. Tossing the husk into a wastebasket, Ian tries his best to go back to sleep.

 

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Tuesday Teaser: Does this make my bust look big?

We have a special excerpt from Legends of Windemere: The Merchant of Nevra Coil.  It does contain a spoiler in that you will see what the titular Merchant has made to give the champions a headache.  This is mostly playful banter around some liberties taken with one of the objects at Nyx’s expense . . . which ends up being a bad thing for another champion.  Poor guy had to open his mouth.

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Raven’s Hold Part 4 #thriller #fiction

West Park Aslym

West Park Asylum

Ian swears the white tables and matching chairs are the only type available to psychiatric institutions. The bland furniture is kept by the windows that are cracked open to allow for a soothing breeze. A trio of couches sit near a television that sits silently against the wall, its remote mysteriously embedded in the ceiling. Books and puzzles are kept in a corner, the entire collection damaged and worn by years of abuse. Aside from there being no locks or bars on the windows, the room looks like every other communal area that Ian has ever seen during his various hospital stays. Even the white clothing is the same, which makes him wonder when he will get his own. Standing next to Dr. Rutherford in his jeans and long-sleeved shirt makes him feel exposed and foreign to the residents who are staring at him.

A repetitive click draws everyone’s attention to the corner where a bald man is fiddling with an old camera. He cranks a dial on one end of the object and hits the button to take a picture even though Ian is sure there is no film inside. Only once does the patient raise the camera to his face, aiming it at the newcomer and taking his time with the shot. Noticing that he is being watched, the man sheepishly stands and goes to the window. His movements are quicker as he rapidly takes pictures of everything outside and lets the sound of the camera drown out the rest of the world.

“That’s Mr. Garrett who came to us last month,” Grace whispers, allowing the other residents to examine Ian from a distance. When she is sure they have had enough time, she raises her hand for attention. “This is Mr. Connors and he just joined us. I hope all of you make him feel welcomed and help him acclimate to his new home. He will be joining tomorrow’s group session, so those in his group may want to introduce themselves. Now I have to do my rounds. I will have an orderly escort you to your room at the end of the day, Mr. Connors.”

“Wait. You can’t just leave me here,” Ian says before he can stop himself. Embarrassed by his outburst, he lowers his head and mumbles his words. “I thought you were going to be here for longer introductions since I don’t know anybody. This may sound immature and childish, but I don’t want to upset anyone by accident.”

“Then let them make the first move,” the doctor replies with a smile. She cleans her glasses on her sleeve while she thinks of a suggestion for the young man. “Perhaps you want to start by making friends with Mr. Garrett. He is one of our more mild-mannered patients and his more recent arrival can help you connect. Good luck and I will check in with you if I have time tonight.”

Ian tries to cough up a response, but Grace is out of the room before he can think of anything. With no other ideas, he tries to walk to where Mr. Garrett is taking pictures from the window. A grinning brunette steps in Ian’s path and leans forward to stare at his face, her hazel eyes holding an intensity that makes him back away. The young woman moves closer and puts her head to his chest before knocking on his head. A curious look is on her face and she bites the tip of her thumb while listening to Ian’s rapidly beating heart.

“You’re a real boy,” she says while standing and stepping away. The woman moves her arms as if something has put its head on her shoulder and she is stroking it. “My name is Dawn and this is my unicorn. He’s nice as long as you don’t make him mad. So what’s your real name?”

“I’m Ian.”

“Not a good name.”

“Sorry. It’s the only one I have.”

Dawn eyes the orderlies before slipping a sugar cube out of her pocket and holding it out for the imaginary unicorn. “I guess that will have to do. You might not be as fun a toy as we’d wanted, but it’s too early to tell. Do you like pizza and running naked through an elementary school? What about ice cream and killing people?”

“Yes to the foods, but no to the public nudity and violence,” Ian replies, trying his best to be civil. Glancing at the woman’s hand, he notices that the sugar cube is gone. “Your unicorn is a very quiet eater. I never heard him take a bite.”

“She’s very shy,” Dawn casually replies while kissing the space that would be the beast’s head. Clicking her heels a few times, she gestures to send the unicorn away and leans on the back of a couch. “I don’t know if I’ll like you. There’s the stench of guilt and weakness in your breath, which makes me sad. Stay away from me until I’ve made my decision. If you come near me, I’ll lock you in the basement.”

Ian nods his head and continues on his way to the windows where Mr. Garrett is sitting to fix his camera. Before he can speak, the bald man points at the empty seat and goes back to fiddling with the machine’s innards. Not wanting to be rude, Ian accepts the offer and realizes that he has no idea what he should say. His attention is repeatedly stolen by Dawn, who is whistling while wandering the room. Something about the woman puts him on edge and he feels uncomfortable when he does not know where she is. Ian is sure she is keeping an eye on him even when her back is turned.

“I don’t know why, but I find her unnerving,” Mr. Garrett says in a low voice. He closes the camera and aims it at the ceiling before taking a few pictures. “Dawn has been here for about five years and I doubt she’ll ever get out. She’s too enamored with her own hallucinations and she’s practically the queen of Raven’s Hold. Dr. Rutherford always mentions that she sees Dawn as a failure, but I think there’s more to it. By the way, you can call me Rich. You said your name was Ian, right?”

“Keen ears, Rich,” Ian replies with a small chuckle. The friendly tone of the other man helps put him at ease, but there is still a twinge of anxiety that keeps his back stiff. “I’m sorry, but I’m not sure what to say. It seems rude to ask what you’re in here for. Nice camera. Do you have any film?”

“Only the roll in my mind,” Rich replies, placing the machine on his lap. “I’m not insane like the rest of you. Sorry, but it’s safe to assume that’s the reason you’re here. Nothing against people like you, but I’m a prisoner here. You see, I came to Raven’s Hold to write an article on Dr. Rutherford and her methods. It was going to be a week of interviews and tours. Then things went . . . wrong.”

“Obviously,” Ian replies, remembering hearing similar stories in his past. Not wanting to upset the other man, he nods his head and leans back in his chair. “I guess you stumbled onto a big secret and they don’t want you to leave. Are they experimenting on the patients? Is there a darker reason that we’re not allowed in the forest?”

Rich stares at his new friend in surprise and fiddles with the camera lens. “The forest? No, we’re not allowed there because of what happened six months ago. A group of patients went out there and committed suicide. I believe there were four of them and it was some type of ritual thing that they came up with. The only people willing to talk about it are the other patients and who can believe what they say. Anyway, the real secret of Raven’s Hold is that it’s haunted. I mean truly infected by ghosts or demons.”

“And they don’t want you to reveal the truth.”

“Would you want the public to know that?”

“I can see how it would be a problem.”

“This is why I’m not allowed on the computer. They’re afraid I’ll talk.”

Finding himself at a loss for words, Ian rubs his arms by slipping his hands under his sleeves. His eagle-eyed companion still catches sight of a few scars and does a terrible job of hiding his curiosity. Not wanting to share his story, the younger man blushes and gazes out of the window. He is thankful that Rich remains quiet and goes back to taking pictures of random objects. Seeing how the other patients move and act, Ian admits to himself that his new friend stands out. If it was not for the use of a filmless camera, he would readily believe the story about being a trapped reporter. Then again, the idea of a haunted asylum makes him think he is dealing with a man who has fallen into his own delusions.

“You’ll see something is wrong when night comes,” Rich says as if sensing the doubt in Ian’s mind. With a groan, he stands and stretches his arms until the shoulders pop. “Need some fresh air. I’ll see you at group tomorrow.”

“Nice to meet you.”

Rich nods and pats his new friend on the shoulder as he heads for a door, the orderly searching him before letting him out. Turning back to the window, Ian falls out of his chair when he comes face to face with Dawn. The brunette is leaning on the sill, her legs dangling outside while she supports her weight with her toned arms. Before her strength gives out, she crawls onto the table and sits in front of Ian, her legs crossed in front of her. Practically bending in half, she puts her forehead against the young man’s hair and mutters incoherently.

“You’re not a toy,” Dawn whispers while sliding off the table. She kneels next to Ian’s chair and reaches up to stroke his cheek, her face filled with concern. “You’re a wounded puppy. Poor thing is so damaged that it shouldn’t be alive. Don’t worry, little puppy. Raven’s Hold will take very good care of you.”

“Thanks,” the young man replies, frozen in place by her touch.

“Welcome to your new home, little puppy.”

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LAUNCHING!!!

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I am so proud and excited to announce that the picture book I’ve been gushing about for the past few months is finally available on Kindle! Launching this morning, Little Monster by Binky Bo Tyree is a fun, simple, and gorgeously illustrated picture book that people of all ages can enjoy. DSC09935

The story, originally told in classic oral tradition by my then-2-yr-old to her baby dolls, is short, sweet, and to the point while the illustrations, gorgeously drawn out by the author’s multi-talented Gaga, tell the full story in a fun and bright manner.

Little Monster offers a sweet look at a day in the life of a Little Monster, allowing readers to see the inter-play between great illustrations and a silly, fun story line while still leaving plenty of room for the imagination. Currently only available in e-book format, the folks at Tyree Tomes are working diligently to fix a…

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Final Proof Copy of Chasing Nonconformity has arrived!

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After years of waiting, the physical proof copy of Chasing Nonconformity has finally arrived in my hands! And let me tell you, holding your book in full printed, glossy-covered glory … there’s no feeling like it in the world. Today rocks.

But you don’t care about that. You care about the publication date! So I will spend the next 2-3 days giving CN a final read through (looking for any little errors that slipped through the cracks). Then … well, I hit publish and the book goes live! So we’re looking at a release date within the next week or so. I’ll post when that date gets cemented, but I’m thinking Friday, October 9th would make a pretty nice release date, don’t you?

I’m so freaking excited right now. I can’t even. I CAN’T EVEN.

Right. So that’s all the news that’s fit to e-print. Check out the grainy, out-of-focus…

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