Bombardment of pressure
The vise around my mood
Crushing and grinding
Always one more turn
Making life harder to stomach
Desperate for relief
Even for a day
But the stress builds and waits
Pouncing upon my return
Reaching a point of numbness
Where the motions
Are all I can achieve
Nothing behind the words
An empty smile
Put on for show and shield
Not even a void to fill
Or maybe one so big
It devours all my heart
This is totally where I’m at today. I needed to read this. I’m sorry if you’re also feeling this way.
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Yeah. One of those days. Seems I let things build up too much. Hope you feel better.
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Sounds like you are having a tough day, maybe a stiff drink would take the edge off. 🙂 Anyway, hang in there things will get better.
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Thanks. I have a beer cooling in the fridge. It’s just all the stress and pressure from the last few weeks building up.
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😦 Oh! I hope the cold beer helped a small bit. I do that, too…let stuff build up to the over flow valve.
Hope you’re in dreamland by now, Charles.
Ellespeth
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I was for a bit. Toddler issue at 3 am.
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